Chapter 23 You Just Want My Pretty Face
"You were still disliking me a few days ago, how could you fall in love with me so quickly?" Xiao Beiming obviously didn't believe her and felt that she was deceiving him.
Sang Feiwan also heard it, and her grievances burst out at this moment, "I just despise it! I despise this place because it's shabby and small, I despise you because you're poor and rough, I despise this world, I despise everything here, this bed, and this quilt, I despise them all, I despise them to death!"
Sang Feiwan threw away the quilt and pillow.
Everything she touched made her angry, and everything she saw displeased her and she wanted to throw it away.
There was nothing at hand to throw away, so she tried to get up and grab the dishes on the bedside table and throw them away.
"Good! Very good!" Xiao Beiming nodded, his face dark and terrifying, his anger surging.
He pushed Sang Feiwan back onto the bed, but the dishes were still touched by Sang Feiwan and fell to the ground.
Xiao Beiming looked down at her condescendingly, "You can dislike it as much as you want, no matter how much you dislike it, you can only be my wife in this life!"
"If you dare to go find Lu Cheng again, I will break your legs and lock you up at home!"
Sang Feiwan's face turned pale with fright.
She knew that Xiao Beiming could do what he said.
She was so aggrieved just now. No matter how she tried to coax him, he wouldn't believe her. She said those words out of despair.
"Now that you still have the strength, then continue. This will save you the energy to quarrel with me again."
Then Xiao Beiming moved closer and kissed her again.
Sang Feiwan pushed him away anxiously, explaining and comforting him, "Don't... I only dislike some of your habits and your bad temper, not you as a person..."
"Xiao Beiming! Please don't do things that I hate, okay... I will like you, as long as you don't do things that I hate..."
But her explanation and comfort were completely useless.
She had no clothes on and could not help her delay time and say a few more words.
At the moment when he hurt her again, Sang Feiwan was so angry that she punched and bit him, "It hurts... Bastard! Bastard!"
But her beating and biting had no effect on Xiao Beiming.
Sang Feiwan closed his eyes, thinking about whether there was a way to avoid the pain.
It would be best if it could be done right now.
Biting tongue to commit suicide?
It hurts so much.
Hold your breath?
Sang Feiwan tried to hold her breath, but soon she started to scream in pain. Not only did she fail to hold her breath, she also subconsciously wanted to curse him, bit her tongue, and choked on her saliva.
Then she coughed and spat out a mouthful of blood.
This scene frightened Xiao Beiming. He thought she was vomiting blood, so he suddenly stopped and hurriedly went to support her.
"What's wrong with you? Why are you vomiting blood? I'll take you to see a doctor!" Xiao Beiming quickly took the clothes and put them on her, anxiously wanting to take her out to see a doctor.
Sang Feiwan pushed him hard, "Never mind my business! Get out of here..."
"I told you not to touch me! Get away! If you touch me again, I'll bite my tongue and commit suicide!"
Hearing her say this, Xiao Beiming immediately reached into her mouth and used his index finger and thumb to pry her mouth open, fearing that she would really bite her tongue to commit suicide.
Sang Feiwan's mouth was propped up and she couldn't close it, and her saliva was flowing out.
She spoke unclearly, "Fo Kai... E Hai will want it, if you don't keep watching."
Although her pronunciation was unclear, Xiao Beiming knew what she said.
He frowned and comforted her, "Don't hurt yourself. I won't force you again."
"Be obedient and don't lose your temper. I'll take you to see a doctor now."
Sang Feiwan stopped struggling.
Xiao Beiming said to her again, "Then I'll let go of your mouth first. Be good and don't move. I'll help you put on your clothes first."
Sang Feiwan looked at him without saying anything.
But she didn't struggle, so Xiao Beiming thought she had calmed down and agreed.
As soon as Xiao Beiming let go of her mouth, Sang Feiwan told him, "No need to see a doctor. I bit my tongue, not vomited blood."
"You really wanted to bite your tongue to commit suicide just now!" Xiao Beiming looked at her in shock and fear.
"Do you hate me so much that you want to commit suicide?"
His words made Sang Feiwan so angry that she punched and kicked him, "Get out! You bastard! You always wrongly accuse me and abuse me!"
"I have no parents, no relatives, and the house I live in has gone from a paradise to a refugee camp. I have lost everything: my family, friends, and material life..."
"You are my only relative in this world now, and yet you still suspect, wrongly accuse, and abuse me."
Sang Feiwan kept talking and beating, and the more she spoke, the sadder she became.
"Be careful with the injury on your leg. It will hurt again soon." Xiao Beiming didn't mind her hitting and kicking him. He was only worried that she would hurt herself.
Sang Feiwan really felt that beating him was useless. He was like a stone. Kicking him hurt her feet and legs, and hitting him hurt her hands.
Seeing Xiao Beiming holding her ankle to prevent her from moving, she continued, "I was really blind to be deceived by you. I thought you loved me and were sincere to me. I regarded you as my only support in this world and wanted to live a good life with you."
"But you don't love me at all. You don't care if I'm in pain or if I live or die. You just want my pretty face and want to sleep with me. You don't even treat me as a person, but as an object, like a kitten or a puppy."
"You only care about yourself. When you're unhappy, you torture me to vent your anger!"
When Xiao Beiming heard her say this and saw her red eyes with tears in them, he felt at that moment that everything was his fault.
"I don't……"
He started to explain to her, and then saw Sang Feiwan wrapped herself in the blanket, rolled into the bed, and turned her back to him, obviously not wanting to pay attention to him.
He was not good at speaking and didn't know what to say to comfort her.
At around four o'clock in the afternoon, Xiao Beiming went out to buy vegetables because there was no food at home.
After he left, Lu Ci came to find Sang Feiwan. She returned the key to Sang Feiwan's house and packed up the luggage that she and Lu Shu had left there when they were staying there.
When Lu Ci came in, she started to talk to Sang Feiwan about how she and her sister were taken home by her second uncle yesterday.
At that time, she and her sister rebelled against her second uncle and had an argument.
Fortunately, the silly comrade who gave her sister popsicles yesterday helped them.
In order to resist her second uncle's request for her to marry Yu Dahai, her sister proposed to marry him.
Lu Ci finished packing his luggage and pushed open Sang Feiwan's door, thinking she was sleeping in. "You're not asleep, are you? Did you hear what I just said to you?"
"My sister plans to hold a wedding banquet in a few days, once the application is approved and the marriage certificate is obtained. She will set up a few tables here. You and your husband must come to my sister's wedding banquet."
"...Yeah." Sang Feiwan opened her mouth but only responded with a single sound.
Seeing her like this, Lu Ci quickly walked to the bedside and reached out to touch her forehead. "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? Are you sick with a fever?"
"……without."
"and you……"
Lu Ci wanted to ask her what was wrong, but he saw the large patches of kiss marks on Sang Feiwan's body, and his cheeks turned red instantly.
"You...can't you and your husband just take a break tonight? My sister and I were staying here for the night, and you guys weren't holding back, were you? Why did Captain Xiao treat you like this the moment we left?"
I couldn't get out of bed, my voice was hoarse, and I felt like I had lost half my life.
But she and her sister were staying here at night, and they heard the noise, so they were not idle at night.
She was still an innocent child, but she grew up a lot after staying with me for a few nights.
Lu Ci considerately poured Sang Feiwan a glass of water. "Drink some water to moisten your throat. I read a book and it says to yell less so you don't get a hoarse throat and feel uncomfortable afterwards."
"No, I didn't scream..." Sang Feiwan wanted to explain, but after saying a few words, her tongue hurt and she couldn't speak anymore.
Lu Ci was even more shocked and blushed. "Then you, then, then you shouldn't let Captain Xiao do whatever he wants. Take care of yourself, drink more water, and don't talk too much."
She comforted Sang Feiwan incoherently.
Just then, Xiao Beiming came back.
Xiao Beiming walked in, looked at Lu Ci and asked, "Why are you here again?"
Lu Ci was startled, then quickly said, "I'm here to pick up my luggage. I'm sorry to bother you these days. Also, tell Sister Sang that my sister is getting married. Captain Xiao, you must bring Sister Sang to the wedding. I'm leaving now. Bye, Sister Sang."
After finishing her words, Lu Ci picked up her two large suitcases and left in a hurry.
Sang Feiwan has been ignoring Xiao Beiming. Xiao Beiming knows that she is still feeling aggrieved and sad, and wants to comfort her, so even though he doesn't want to take her to Lu Shu's wedding and doesn't want her to have any contact with the Lu family anymore, he still takes her to attend.
Lu Shu's wedding was held at Chief Lu's home.
There were three tables in the yard.
Xiao Beiming and Sang Feiwan arrived early, so Chief Lu asked them to sit in his study for a while.
He asked Sang Feiwan and the others how they were doing recently and whether they had encountered any difficulties in life.
He also asked Xiao Beiming if he had been studying.
He also warned him, "Your last exam results were very good. You must keep them up. Recently, the higher-ups issued an order to transfer one-third of the comrades to civilian jobs."
"Those above the level of regimental commander don't have to worry, but some of the lower-level cadres will have to take an exam at the end of the month to decide whether to stay or go."
The implication is layoffs.
Sang Feiwan remembered that in the original book, Xiao Beiming did not get promoted. Later, because Sang Feiwan asked for leave many times and even left his post without permission, he was expelled from the army.
I didn’t expect that I would have to take an exam to decide whether to stay or go.
It would be terrible if he changed his career. According to the plot of the original book, there was a wave of layoffs later, and many people were laid off and had difficulty finding jobs.
Sang Feiwan looked at Lu Weiguo and asked, "Uncle Lu, what will the exam cover?"
Just then, Jiang Tingyu came over and said, "Dad, the table is ready. You can go downstairs and eat."
"Oh, okay." Lu Weiguo responded and stood up to go out.
Sang Feiwan asked anxiously, "Uncle Lu, you haven't told me yet."
Before Lu Weiguo could speak, Jiang Tingyu spoke first, "Dad is a principled and ethical leader. He wouldn't abuse his power to favor anyone. Don't tarnish his reputation."
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