Chapter 89 Knife
"No!" Sang Feiwan suddenly realized something was wrong.
How could Xiao Beiming know that she was going to leave and still let her go?
This doesn't fit the character setting, nor the original plot.
Mr. Su looked at Sang Feiwan puzzledly and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Please send me back!" Sang Feiwan wiped her tears and said to them anxiously.
Mr. Su was even more confused. "Didn't you want to leave? Why do you suddenly want to go back?"
"I won't leave. Please send me back now, send me back quickly!" Sang Feiwan urged anxiously.
"Okay, okay, okay, don't worry, you can't turn on this road. Wait a minute."
Mr. Su comforted her while watching Hall drive, worried that he might violate traffic regulations and get into danger.
There are not many vehicles on the road now, but there are too many people.
There is a school nearby and school is over at this time.
Some people don't look at traffic lights when they walk, and they drive as slow as a snail.
Sang Feiwan was really anxious, and Mr. Su noticed it. "Since you've decided not to leave, and your husband can't run away, don't worry. You'll see him when you get home."
"I really don't understand you. You were so determined to leave, and I even tried to persuade you to talk to your husband again, but you said you couldn't. Now you're changing your mind and are anxious to find him."
"It's not good to be impulsive. You must think twice before you act in the future. I also believe that you don't have to choose between your husband and your family. You can only choose one."
"If you communicate well with your husband, he will definitely be willing to accompany you to find your parents."
Sang Feiwan didn't hear a word Mr. Su said.
She was so anxious that her mind was confused, tangled and blank.
The only thought in her mind was this: she wanted to see Xiao Beiming as soon as possible.
When they turned back, Sang Feiwan saw the Red Flag jeep driven by Xiao Beiming not far away.
The car was stopping to let pedestrians go first.
Sang Feiwan quickly asked Hall to stop the car, and she got out and ran to the Red Flag jeep.
"Xiao Beiming! Open the door!"
She banged on the car door and shouted at Xiao Beiming in the car.
At this moment, Xiao Beiming was staring at the Bodhi seed on his wrist in a daze. He heard the car door being knocked several times before he heard it. But when he turned around and saw Sang Feiwan outside the car, he was stunned again.
Then he stared at her, at her face, and thought in disbelief that hallucinations could be so real.
Even her angry eyebrows are exactly the same.
"I told you to open the car door! Didn't you hear me?!" Sang Feiwan walked to the driver's side angrily again, reached in through the car window, and punched Xiao Beiming on the shoulder.
She didn't have much strength, and to him, her actions always seemed like a coquettish tickle.
She reached out and pinched his ear again, leaned her head towards the car window, and shouted in his ear, "Husband! Open the car door! Are you stupid or deaf?"
Xiao Beiming finally came back to his senses.
He reacted and reached out to open the car door, but Sang Feiwan was moved and bumped into him.
Her head hit his arm, and she pulled her head back in pain, only to hit her head on the window frame.
For a moment, tears welled up in her eyes due to the pain.
Xiao Beiming hurriedly got out of the car to check on her, "Where did you crash? Let me see."
"There's a bump, I'll take you to the hospital!"
Xiao Beiming looked at the red circle on her forehead, which had bulged into a lump, and he wanted to take her to the hospital immediately.
But when he reached out to pull her, he suddenly stopped and said, "Where's Hall? Go ask him to take you to the hospital."
"They left. They saw your car, dropped me off and left. I'm fine, no need to go to the hospital." Sang Feiwan replied.
"They left? What are you going to do then?"
Xiao Beiming asked this question, wondering why she suddenly came back to find her. She should have left with Hall now, but after Hall left, he was a little worried about her plans.
Go with Hall, he knew that Hall could take good care of her, and there were many servants, so he didn't have to worry.
If there were other arrangements, or if he went with someone else, he would be worried, "Have you made all the arrangements for the future?"
"If you don't want to tell me, then you don't have to."
She wanted to leave, probably because she didn't want him to know where she was going. He realized belatedly that he shouldn't have asked.
"Don't worry, I don't mean anything else. I just want to know who you're going with."
Suddenly, Sang Feiwan couldn't hold it in any longer and started crying loudly.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Xiao Beiming looked at her in panic. Although she loved to cry, it was rare for her to cry so hard. "Did you hit your head and it hurts?"
Sang Feiwan shook her head, "You're not doing this right! You're not doing this right..."
"You shouldn't have let me go! This doesn't fit your character. If you follow the original plot, if I wanted to leave, you would have caught me back, beaten me, divorced me, kicked me out of the house, and let me starve to death on the street..."
"So, you have to take me back now, you shouldn't let me go..."
She was still crying loudly, saying these words while crying.
According to the plot, if she wanted to run away, Xiao Beiming would catch her back when he knew it, but if he didn't catch her back and let her go, then it would not be the original plot.
So in order to follow the plot and prevent Xiao Beiming from coming to find her and taking her back, Sang Feiwan ran back again.
But when Xiao Beiming saw her, he was not angry and said these words to her. He was worried about her, which made her feel even worse. She felt like her lungs were punctured.
Every word Xiao Beiming said felt like a prick in her lungs, causing her pain and difficulty breathing.
"Why aren't you angry? Why aren't you mad at me? I lied to you, you shouldn't be concerned about me or worrying about my future plans. You should be angry."
"Think about it, you were right not to believe me. Now that I want to run away secretly without your knowledge, it proves that everything I said to you before was just a lie."
"Hurry up and get angry, take me back, and beat me up..." Sang Feiwan wanted to guide Xiao Beiming to follow the plot.
The more she spoke, the sadder she became, and her tears couldn't stop flowing.
She felt that even the Japanese who committed murder and arson were not so miserable. She was really miserable.
Not only did she have to endure the suffering, but she also had to break up with Xiao Beiming and be separated from him. From then on, they would be separated by two worlds and would never see each other again. She also had to ask Xiao Beiming to beat her and abuse her...
Xiao Beiming reached out to wipe Sang Feiwan's tears. Seeing her crying so miserably, he didn't know what to do for a moment.
She seemed to be crying even more miserably now than when he first forced her to do so.
It was as if she had suffered a great injustice, and she cried even more miserably than the children in the village who couldn't find their parents.
After a while, Xiao Beiming frowned and said, "I can't do those things. I can only let you go. If you don't leave this time, I will lock you up and never let you go again."
In the end, Xiao Beiming took Sang Feiwan back home.
After returning home, the young couple became silent and the atmosphere was solemn.
After Xiao Beiming applied ointment on Sang Feiwan's forehead, he went to do housework.
He brushed the shoes that Sang Feiwan had worn again.
After brushing his shoes, he cleaned the house. When it was time for dinner, he went to prepare dinner.
Originally he didn't prepare any food, but fortunately he paid the boss of the army kitchen to deliver food to him, and the boss would deliver food to him every day.
The dishes he ordered were never out of stock; they were always available whenever he went to pick them up.
There were three dishes and one soup: a dish of scallops with vermicelli, a dish of braised pork ribs, a dish of stir-fried vegetables, and a tomato and egg soup.
Xiao Beiming’s cooking skills are very good now, although not as good as Old Lady Ma, but he knows that Sang Feiwan prefers sweeter dishes, so he adds sugar.
Therefore, compared to now, Sang Feiwan likes the dishes cooked by Xiao Beiming more.
The two of them were silent, and the quiet atmosphere was broken when Xiao Beiming called Sang Feiwan to eat.
Sang Feiwan looked at Xiao Beiming and said, "I thought about it. If I don't eat, I'll just starve to death. That way, I can get it done in one go and save myself the suffering."
Anyway, the final outcome is starvation to death.
Now skipping those steps and going straight to starvation to death should be considered following the original plot.
"Don't talk nonsense!" Xiao Beiming frowned and said coldly.
Then, he pulled Sang Feiwan out of bed and said, "Let's go out and eat!"
"Honey, I'm serious. Really, I've thought it over. It's better to just not eat and starve to death." Sang Feiwan looked at Xiao Beiming seriously and said.
Xiao Beiming looked at her quietly, his eyes turning cold. After a long moment, he finally spoke, "Sang Feiwan, I just realized how cruel you are."
"You look so weak, crybaby, and timid, and all the nice things you say are more sweet than the last. But if you want to do something, you can just stab me without a care, being so cruel and unaware."
Sang Feiwan was stunned for a moment.
She didn't react for a moment, how could she be cruel?
She just doesn't want to eat.
I just felt that if she starved to death, which was her final fate, she would suffer less.
But she never thought about what her words meant to Xiao Beiming. If she could go back home even if she starved to death, for him, it would mean that he would have to watch her die in front of him...
After Xiao Beiming said this, he turned and walked out of the room.
"Husband..." Sang Feiwan came back to her senses and hurriedly followed him out.
She followed Xiao Beiming and saw that he did not sit down at the dining table to eat, but went to another room.
She looked at him anxiously, "Husband, don't you want to eat?"
Xiao Beiming ignored her.
Sang Feiwan reached out to hold his hand, "Let's go eat, I'm hungry..."
Xiao Beiming still ignored her and just sat at the desk, flipping through his college entrance examination books.
"sorry……"
After a long time, Sang Feiwan said these three words to him, then turned and went to the living room to sit at the dining table to eat.
She did not act coquettishly with Xiao Beiming like she did before.
She knew that as long as she acted coquettishly and showed weakness, she would be able to coax Xiao Beiming and not make him angry.
But there is no point in coaxing him now. Moreover, if she does this and they reconcile, Xiao Beiming's feelings for her will deepen, which will hurt him even more.
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