As expected, Leng Yan won first place in the Immortal Sect Competition, which made Wen Shi extremely happy.
After that, Wen Shi took Leng Yan to experience the world. He watched Leng Yan grow more and more beautiful, and more and more people liked her. Wen Shi's irritability became more and more intense, but when he saw Leng Yan's indifferent expression, he thought, forget it, he could protect her anyway.
It was one summer when Wen Shi realized his feelings for Leng Yan. That day, Leng Yan was tired from practicing sword and fell asleep under a tree. She slept under a peach tree, and the peach blossoms were in full bloom at that time.
Mottled sunlight fell on the person sleeping under the tree, making it seem as if they were glowing. Petals fell, landing on those thin lips. That hint of peach color was even pinker than the lips.
Instantly, Wen Shi felt his entire body on fire. He finally understood. He had fallen in love with his own disciple. He felt like he was completely crazy; otherwise, how could he have such thoughts about his own disciple?
But then it occurred to him that he had already gone mad.
When his gaze fell on the person under the tree again, Wen Shi told himself in his heart that he, Wen Shi, had completely failed. He had failed his eldest disciple, completely and willingly.
Later, they returned to the sect. Leng Yan went into seclusion, and Wen Shi felt bored, so he left the sect to wander around again.
Then a few years later he received a message from Qingyu and others, who told him that his little disciple was a little strange. After Wen Shi learned about it, he thought about it for a long time before he remembered from a corner that there was such a person.
So he asked Qingyu and the others to keep an eye on him and left him alone. Later, he learned that the disciple had actually been taken away by Leng Yan, right after he came out of seclusion.
This made Wen Shi realize that something was wrong. Why did Leng Yan take Qin Du away as soon as she came out of seclusion? So Wen Shi planned to set off back to the sect immediately.
Later, he watched as that disciple kept challenging them, and Yan'er always protected him, which made Wen Shi very unhappy. But he could do nothing about it.
Later, Yan'er said that she wanted to leave the sect and take Wen Shi with her. At that moment, Wen Shi was furious, but in the end he let them go.
He knew that he couldn't stop Yan'er, so he kept staring at Yan'er through the jade pendant. He only felt relieved after seeing that Yan'er was not with Qin Du.
However, after a while, Wen Shi lost his patience and wanted Yan'er to come back, so he went to the mortal world to do something. As expected, Yan'er agreed to return to the clan. He was very happy.
But it was a long time before Yan'er came back. He told himself in his heart that it was good enough that Yan'er came back, and he shouldn't be too picky, otherwise Yan'er would dislike him.
His relationship with Yan'er has been gradually deteriorating, and he doesn't want to make their relationship even more strained.
When Wen Shi learned that Leng Yan practiced the ruthless way, it was impossible for him not to be sad, but he had liked Yan'er for such a long time, how could he let go of that feeling just like that?
So he went to Penglai for a while to find an answer. During that time, Yan'er was the acting leader of the Qingyuan Sect. Later, he saw Yan'er wearing the sect leader's uniform and was very beautiful.
He also knew that a ruthless cultivator could be moved as long as their Dao heart was firm, and his heart instantly rekindled, but the man advised him not to cling to unrequited feelings. Wen Shi was not going to listen.
So when Leng Yan died under his sword, Wen Shiwu must have regretted it and hated himself very much.
He remembered what the Qiankun Mirror had told him about their fate, what the Little Peach Blossom Demon had told him about their fate, and what the man on Penglai had told him about their fate. He hated himself for being so arrogant and not listening to them.
Because of this incident, Wen Shi developed a mental disorder.
But when he saw the sealed heart later, Shi Wenshi felt that his life was ridiculous, but the dull pain from his heart made him unable to breathe. She protected the common people, so why was she so cruel to him?
He finally realized that he had lost the game from the very beginning and was eliminated.
He finally realized that the ruthless way was truly ruthless. He told himself over and over again in a self-torturing manner that he was the one who killed Leng Yan. He lived in pain to protect the people she wanted to protect.
Later, when the monsters invaded, he even thought about dying at the hands of the monsters.
But then this thought was dispelled by reason. If he, the strongest man in the world of cultivation, died, those people would definitely panic, and those monsters would definitely seize this opportunity to wreak havoc and slaughter people.
He must help her protect the people she guards, he cannot die.
At the same time, there was a voice in his heart telling him that he would meet Yan'er again, and this idea supported him to continue living.
Finally, he really saw Yan'er again. The moment he saw Yan'er, his heart instantly rekindled, but Yan'er at that time seemed to have forgotten her.
She suppressed the bitterness in her heart and told herself that being able to see Yan'er again was enough, and she couldn't ask for too much. But her heart still ached.
Later he learned that his Yan'er was the only remaining god in the world. The difference in their identities made him realize that they would never be destined to meet again.
But when He was about to leave, he still went up to Him and asked, even though he already knew the answer. He just wanted to get an accurate answer so that he could give up.
Sure enough, the answer was exactly what he thought.
Then he watched Yan'er turn around and leave without hesitation.
Later, he returned to Qingyuan Sect in a daze, and passed the position of sect leader to Yan'er's disciple Zhirong.
He then left Qing Yuanzong and traveled, saving many lives and performing many good deeds, asking nothing in return. He then returned to the place where it all began—Qing Yuanzong. He committed suicide beside Yan'er's coffin.
When the cold sword pierced his heart, he thought, Yan'er must have felt so much pain at that time, and the sword felt so cold when it pierced his chest.
Before he died, scenes of his past interactions with Leng Yan flashed through his mind. Finally, the scenes shattered and froze on the departing figure of the ancient god Weizhi.
He laughed, and tears came out of his eyes.
He thought: Yan'er, if I meet you again in the next life, I will hide away from you the first time I see you.
As his thoughts drifted away, he seemed to hear a sigh, followed by a distorted voice: "If I had known this would happen, why bother? It's a predetermined fate, and I can't escape it."
He wondered, "Who is speaking?" But there was no one to answer his question because he was already dead.
After Wen Shi died, Zhi Rong buried him on the back mountain of Qing Yuanzong. Leng Yan's body was also found and finally buried in the Ming Dynasty.
The death of a powerful man made some people sigh, but in the end no one said anything. After all, it was Wen Shi’s own choice.
When Zhirong was sorting out the former sect leader's belongings, she saw a thick stack of paper hidden in the desk compartment, with "I love you" written all over it.
That was Wen Shi's unspoken love, and also Wen Shi's eternal obsession with Leng Yan.
Enter my love door and know my lovesickness. Long lovesickness brings long memories, short lovesickness brings endlessness. If I had known it would be so heart-wrenching, I would have never met you in the first place.
But Wen Shi never regretted meeting Leng Yan!
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