Chen Qingxuan, why have you been hiding from Kong Wenmin these days? What are you afraid of being discovered by others? If you know how powerful it is, why do you still want to rush into the fire?
You are now a high-ranking official of the Great Zhou, carrying the trust of the Emperor and Empress, and a role model for scholars all over the world, but what is in your heart? !
How long are you going to keep making the same mistakes?
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Another voice in his heart said to him mockingly. The blush on Chen Qingxuan's face gradually faded away, and the clarity in his eyes replaced the confusion just now. Hearing the approaching footsteps behind him, he suddenly clenched his fists.
"Qingxuan, let me take care of you in the future, okay?" Kong Wenmin walked to Chen Qingxuan, took a deep breath, mustered up the courage of this life, and said seriously word by word to the silent young man in front of him, "I know I am not good at taking care of people, but I can learn. Now I can make porridge, and I will learn to cook in the future. You like Northeastern dishes, so I will go to learn from the lady. I can learn to make big bones, dumplings stuffed with sauerkraut, and chicken stewed with mushrooms. I also want to learn to wash clothes. I will never let you wash clothes by yourself again. Your hands are enough to hold a pen, and you can leave all the housework to me." As soon as the words began, the rest of the words went smoothly. Kong Wenmin stared at Chen Qingxuan's drooping eyebrows and said in a deep voice, "Qingxuan, I know I am not worthy of you. I am so much older than you, and I am a rough man. I always say things to please you and make you angry, but Qingxuan..."
"Enough!" Chen Qingxuan suddenly interrupted Kong Wenmin. He raised his head and stared at Kong Wenmin angrily. When he spoke again, his tone was full of hostility. "Kong Wenmin, what do you think I am? A grown-up girl? What do you want? Marry me in a sedan chair? Do I have to wear a veil and wait in the bridal chamber like a woman for you to visit me?!"
"Qingxuan!" Kong Wenmin frowned, and hurriedly reached out to hold Chen Qingxuan's hand, and said, "That's not what I meant. I absolutely don't have any intention of disrespecting you, and I have never treated you as a woman. Qingxuan, I... I just want to live a good life with you, Qingxuan, I'm not a radical person, but... but after meeting you, I can't control myself, I really can't control myself, I always think about you and miss you, these eyes and this heart are all you, I think I must be crazy, but crazy... I actually think it's good to keep going crazy like this," Kong Wenmin stopped here, looking at Chen Qingxuan's indifferent face, feeling uncomfortable and anxious, and the originally hot heart gradually cooled down, as if someone poured a basin of cold water on his head. When he spoke again, he was frustrated and lost, "Qingxuan, I always... I always thought that in your heart, I was different from others. I even thought that you were as crazy as me, which shows that I was daydreaming."
Kong Wenmin gently let go of Chen Qingxuan. Looking at Chen Qingxuan's silent face, he pursed his lips bitterly, then said softly: "Qingxuan, I was rude today. I'm really sorry. Just pretend that I didn't say anything. I will definitely not bother you again in the future. We will be just like before. Of course, if you...if you feel disgusted, then I will..."
So what?
Kong Wenmin couldn't say any more. He looked at the handsome face of the young man in front of him, his handsome and stubborn eyebrows, and his tightly clenched lips. He couldn't say the following words.
Yes, facing a Chen Qingxuan like this, how could he say the words of breaking off diplomatic relations?
But if this is what Chen Qingxuan wants to hear, how could he not say it? Even if he had to cry blood with every word, he had to say it.
His dry lips trembled a few times, and Kong Wenmin finally spoke: "If you feel disgusted, then I will... won't bother you anymore in the future. But Qingxuan, don't... don't hate me, okay? And don't... look down on me, okay? I... I didn't mean to..."
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