"That's great, my grandma and I will be blessed," Chen Qingxuan said with a smile. After a pause, he asked Meiya carefully, "Girl, this year's Dragon Boat Festival, aren't you...going home to spend it with your husband?"
Mei Ya's face suddenly froze. The smile on her lips gradually disappeared. She didn't say anything, but just turned her face away. When Chen Qingxuan was blaming himself for talking too much, he heard Mei Ya speak again: "Someone has been with him for too long during the Dragon Boat Festival, what am I going to do when I go back?"
Chen Qingxuan was startled, then looked at Meiya in disbelief: "Girl, what do you mean by this?"
What does it actually mean? Didn't Chen Qingxuan understand? He was just too shocked. If he didn't know Zhong Mingwei, he wouldn't be so shocked. But he watched with his own eyes how Zhong Mingwei risked his life to send Mei Ya down the mountain for medical treatment. He also watched with his own eyes how Zhong Mingwei loved Mei Ya deeply. So how could he not be shocked?
Mei Ya didn't say anything else, just lowered her head and continued walking forward. She originally didn't intend to tell anyone about this, but she had been holding it in for too long. She felt like she was going crazy. Just now, facing the bottomless river, she had the thought of diving in and ending it all. If Chen Qingxuan hadn't shouted at that time, she might have really jumped in...
Thinking about it now, she still felt a chill down her spine. She was so scared that she knew what had gone wrong, so she finally said what she had intended to keep to herself.
"Mr. Chen, I may not be able to get married," Meiya said slowly. Under the gray sky, Meiya's face was unusually calm and composed. "His wife has come to Ningguta."
Chen Qingxuan was still in shock, his mind was a little confused: "Does he have a family?"
"He is already thirty-three, how can he not have a family?" Mei Ya said lightly.
"Then why are you still..." Chen Qingxuan couldn't continue. He looked at Meiya's indifferent face and felt indescribably depressed and angry in his heart. However, he really couldn't get angry at Meiya. He just let out a long sigh.
"You want to explain that you know he has a family, so why do you shamelessly approach him?" Meiya looked at Chen Qingxuan and suddenly laughed sarcastically. After laughing enough, she regained her composure and said slowly, "I never expected that I would have the chance to be so close to him in this life. I really don't. He is like the sun in the sky, and I am just a small ant on the ground. The one who can stand shoulder to shoulder with the sun is naturally the moon, and at the very least, it is the stars and clouds. So how can a small ant like me dare to hope for that?"
"But one day the sun set, but the stars and clouds were still in the sky, and I, a little ant, finally had the chance to get close to him." Meiya smiled bitterly, "If I had known that many stars were willing to abandon their glory and follow him, why would I... why would I bring shame upon myself?"
Chen Qingxuan felt very sad when he saw the dishevelled Mei Ya. He said softly, "You are not a little ant. You also have your own sky."
Mei Ya didn't say anything, but smiled and shook her head, thinking to herself, that's because you don't know how bright An is, and he is such a unique sun.
"What about the future?" Chen Qingxuan asked urgently, "Have you thought about what to do? Go back... go back to him, or cut off all ties?"
"I don't know." Mei Ya shook her head blankly.
She really didn't know. Her mind was in a state of confusion, as if hundreds of voices were telling her to stop it, stop it. But another voice was saying, wait a little longer. And this one voice overwhelmed the hundreds of voices.
Meiya knew she had no future, but she really couldn't bear to leave him. She couldn't bear to leave Zhong Mingwei who braided her hair all day, who secretly gave her marrow-knocking drinks, and who kissed her like crazy when no one was home...
But at this moment, is he still combing An's hair so gently? Or are the two of them sleeping in each other's arms in the morning light?
Mei Ya took a deep breath and felt her throat aching unbearably. But no matter how sad she was, what could she do?
Didn’t she know long ago that An had come to Ningguta?
…
"Look, aren't there a lot of reeds here?" When they reached the lake, Chen Qingxuan put the bamboo basket on the ground and turned back to say to Mei Ya, "Girl, you wait here, I'll go down and pick them."
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