"You are looking for death, do you know that?" As the sound of the inkstone hitting the ground came, Pang Yi suddenly turned around and looked at Chen Qingxuan. His scarlet eyes stared coldly at Chen Qingxuan. That kind of look would not be seen by anyone who had never been on the battlefield and killed people. Chen Qingxuan suddenly took a breath of cold air and took two steps back.
"Pang Yi... forget it." Zhong Mingwei wiped his face carelessly. Then, under the horrified gaze of the crowd, he held onto the table and moved inside little by little.
Pang Yi stared at Chen Qingxuan for a while, then turned his head away. He followed Zhong Mingwei inside, but before he reached the door, he was stopped by Gu Changlin: "Don't go in and cause trouble."
"Sir, how is your wife?" Pang Yi asked anxiously, while looking inside worriedly.
"It's okay. It'll be fine once you wake up." Gu Changlin said slowly as he closed the door.
"What about His Highness?" Pang Yi suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and asked hurriedly.
"He...just bear with it." Gu Changlin snorted coldly. He rolled his eyes inside and said, "He deserves it!"
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As soon as Zhong Mingwei saw the person sleeping on the bed, his eyes were immediately wet. He moved in step by step with great effort and anxiety. When he finally arrived in front of the bed, Zhong Mingwei was already crying. He knelt down in front of the bed with a "thump". Then he grabbed Mei Ya's hand and put his face against it, and then his tears mixed with ink and blood wet Mei Ya's hand.
“Girl, I was wrong…” The man in his thirties looked so cowardly and ugly when he cried, and his voice was unbearable to the ears, especially when he cried so recklessly. Zhong Mingwei cried until he was out of breath, “Girl, I was wrong, I know I was wrong…”
Yes, he really knew he was wrong.
He thought that he did all this for Meiya, so that she could have a complete family and live a good life. He felt that no matter how much he paid, it would be worth it. Even if it was just for a life of joy and peace, or even for his own life, he was really willing to give it.
During these days, he suppressed his grief day by day and regretted his decision every night. However, whenever the morning light shone through the hole in the window, he reminded himself again and again, Zhong Mingwei, you have no right to regret. Your indecision and your lingering feelings will harm that girl. She is only seventeen years old and her life is so long. What can you give her?
What else can you give her besides the promises that cannot be seen or touched? You don't even have a child...
Can't give her any.
If one day you pass away, how will she live alone in this world? How will you let her live? Do you want her to waste away until she dies or crash into your coffin? !
A seventeen-year-old girl thinks love is greater than anything else, but you should know that what is greater than love is life, living well! If you hesitate at this moment, you will make her heartbroken for the rest of her life!
So, why do you regret?
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These days, he tortured himself into a living dead. He thought that his forbearance and dedication would definitely buy Mei Ya a peaceful life, but he didn't know that they almost separated.
"Girl, I was wrong, I really know I was wrong," Zhong Mingwei cried bitterly. He had never hated himself so much before, let alone been so scared. He stretched out his hand tremblingly and gently stroked Mei Ya's face. As soon as his fingertips touched Mei Ya's warm skin, Zhong Mingwei cried even harder, "Girl, wake up, you... don't scare me..."
As if she heard Zhong Mingwei's call, Mei Ya's eyelashes moved, and then her dry lips trembled, as if she wanted to say something, but she couldn't make any sound.
Zhong Mingwei was busy wiping his face, then he put his ear close to Mei Ya's mouth and whispered, "Girl, talk, I'm listening."
The gray, dry lips struggled to open and close, and after a while, they finally uttered a hoarse, intermittent voice: "The peach leaves are so pointed, and the willow leaves cover...cover the sky..."
"Girl!" The next second, Zhong Mingwei suddenly hugged Mei Ya tightly. He kept kissing Mei Ya's lips and cried, "Stop singing, please, stop singing..."
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Outer hall.
Pang Yi followed Gu Changlin up the mountain to get medicine. Grandma Chen and Gu Qingtong sat in silence. Grandma Chen was in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking about. Gu Qingtong also looked like she was worried about something. She looked at Grandma Chen from time to time, and then at Chen Qingxuan who was sitting on the doorstep without saying a word. Several times she wanted to say something but stopped herself, but in the end she said nothing.
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