1417 Kid, you have to fool yourself first

Why don't you go and check on her situation first before you make a decision?

Can she say no?

Feng Qingchen was filled with bitterness, but she could only nod her head, because she knew that Lan Jiuqing regarded her as his last straw, but...

Is there anyone who understands her helplessness? Is there anyone who understands her dilemma?

She is a doctor, not a god. She doesn't have the ability to make people better with just a wave of her hand.

Feng Qingchen looked at her left hand with a sad look in her eyes. Lan Jiuqing also knew that his request was too much, and he looked apologetic: "Qingchen, thank you, and I'm sorry."

"It's okay, I'm a doctor." Lan Jiuqing saved her many times, and it was time to repay this favor.

Lan Jiuqing sighed softly: "Qingchen, this matter has caused you trouble. If there is anything I can help with regarding your affairs with the Fengli clan, just let me know." He could only compensate Feng Qingchen in other ways.

"Not for now. Everything is going well. I will definitely look for you when I need you." She and Lan Jiuqing are friends, but they are friends that she only thinks of when she needs them.

"Smoothly? Why did I hear that the Fengli clan is very hostile to you?" This was not groundless. Although Feng Qingchen and Feng Liyou acted secretly, Lan Jiuqing also had his own information channels.

"It's normal. I don't think much about the Fengli clan. Even though I have the blood of the Fengli clan flowing in my body, I am still an outsider to them. It is normal for them to be on guard against me. What if I return to the Fengli clan and sell it to the emperors of the four countries? Then the Fengli clan will be completely finished." Just like, she would not trust the Fengli people wholeheartedly.

"Since you know that the Fengli clan doesn't believe in you, why do you want to go back? You are fine the way you are now." Standing on the standpoint of a friend, Lan Jiuqing felt that it was easiest for Feng Qingchen to just be Feng Qingchen. It was not easy to be the legitimate daughter of Fengli now. This was not the previous dynasty.

Feng Qingchen's eyes flashed with helplessness: "Do you think that if I don't return to the Fengli clan, I will have a good ending?"

Feng Qingchen didn't need Lan Jiuqing to answer, and he explained in a self-deprecating manner: "The Fengli Clan can find out my identity, which means others can do it. This is not the previous dynasty. The current Jiuzhou Continent is controlled by the emperors of the four countries. Do you think that if my identity is leaked and the Fengli Clan does not support me, can I still live?"

Her identity was there. She could either follow Lan Jiuqing's example and stay in a dark corner for her whole life, not daring to show her true face to others, or she could get close to the Fengli clan and use the Feng Qingchen clan as a backer. Otherwise...

Her end will be terrible.

Under such circumstances, she could not afford to play it safe. The result of playing it safe was that when the four nations came to hunt her down, the Fengli tribe would not care about her and let her fend for herself.

She had no choice. When she knew she was a descendant of Fengli, she knew her future was set. In order to gain the support and protection of the Fengli tribe, whether she wanted to or not, she had to show that she cared about the Fengli tribe and took the glory of the Fengli tribe as her own.

"So..." Lan Jiuqing nodded in understanding: "I thought you really cared about everything about the Fengli clan and wanted to work hard for the glory of the Fengli clan."

"I do care, but not to the point of not fearing life and death, and being willing to risk everything for the Phoenix Clan." It was only three points of care, but with her deliberate creation, it became nine points or ten points.

Only in this way can he deceive himself and Feng Liyou. Because the Fengli clan will not give power to someone who is not loyal to the clan.

Lan Jiuqing sighed softly and wanted to reach out and touch Feng Qingchen's head, but as soon as he moved, he

It was inappropriate to raise it, so he quickly retracted his hand and said with pity: "I didn't know that you could endure so much by yourself."

Feng Qingchen had never told these to anyone, not even the Ninth Prince.

"Don't just blame me, you are the same. The surname Lan is not much better than the surname Fengli, we are the same. Even if it is for survival, we have to act proud of our surname, otherwise we will be abandoned by our tribe and our fate will be miserable." Their birth destined them to not even have the right to choose.

"The legitimate daughter of Feng Li is a favored daughter of heaven. Everyone else is free and easy, but only you..." You live such a hard life, and even have to guard against and scheme against your own people.

Lan Jiuqing felt distressed, but he couldn't hold Feng Qingchen in his arms and comfort her.

"It's time! It's fate! So many legitimate daughters of Fengli have enjoyed power, and it's time for them to pay back for the family." She just happened to encounter it.

"Don't you feel aggrieved at all? You just accept it like that without any dissatisfaction or anger?" At least he had been dissatisfied before.

He never enjoyed the privileges of the Lan royal family, but he had to devote his whole life to the Lan royal family. It was not until later that he realized that his birth determined the path he had to take, and he had to keep going if he didn't want to die.

Because he doesn't fight, others won't let him go.

"If it wasn't me, it would have been someone else. Why should I be unhappy? Besides, the benefits of this identity far outweigh the troubles. Even if I don't think about myself, I have to think about my child." With a strong maternal family, even an illegitimate child will not be looked down upon.

"Child?" Lan Jiuqing trembled all over, and looked at Feng Qingchen's belly with fiery eyes: "You have a child?"

Why are you so excited?

Feng Qingchen looked at Lan Jiuqing in confusion. Lan Jiuqing realized his loss of composure and quickly took a breath to suppress the joy in his heart. However, he couldn't suppress the upward curve of his lips. Seeing that Feng Qingchen didn't answer, he asked cautiously, "How many months?"

"What do you mean by a few months? You think too much." Feng Qingchen sneered, "I don't have any children. I was just talking. I just want to be prepared in advance."

"No..." Lan Jiuqing felt a little depressed due to the deep sense of loss. Feng Qingchen looked at him in confusion: "What's wrong with you? Why are you so excited about whether I have a child or not?" If someone didn't know the truth, they would think he was the father of the child.

"Ahem... I'm just worried about you. If you have a child, can you still help me treat that person?" Lan Jiuqing's mind worked quickly and he found a reasonable explanation in an instant.

Although Feng Qingchen's doubts were not completely dispelled, Feng Qingchen was not forced to think too much. In order to reassure Lan Jiuqing, Feng Qingchen said, "Don't worry, I have no plans to have children in the next two years."

"Why?" It turned out that they hadn't had a child for so long because Feng Qingchen didn't want one.

In an instant, Lan Jiuqing felt his heart turn cold. He wanted a child so much, but Feng Qingchen...

"No reason, it's just that the current situation is not conducive to having a child. You also know my situation. I can't let my child be pointed at and scolded as an illegitimate child with an unknown father as soon as he is born."

The term "illegitimate child" sounds a little better. A child born out of wedlock is called a child born out of wedlock. His status is as low as that of a slave. He cannot become an official, let alone go to school. He will also be looked down upon by others when he makes friends in the future.

She didn't want her son to live his whole life with such a yoke. Even if her child was not of noble status, he must live a life of dignity...