Chapter 104: Once you see your lover, you will be wronged for life
There are thousands of thoughts about lovesickness, but there is no place for them in this world.
The pillar of the Wang family used to be Old Master Wang, but now it is Wang Jinling...
At some point, Wang Jinling had become the pillar of support for the Wang family. As long as Wang Jinling was there, even if Wang Jinling did nothing, the Wang family could calm down. It was not like before, when the head of the family was in chaos, they had no idea what to do and could only watch their opponents suppress them, making the situation of the Wang family even worse...
As soon as Wang Jinling came back, everything in the Wang family returned to normal. Those who had been suppressing the Wang family no longer dared to be so blatant and gradually withdrew their offensive...
The funeral of Wang's mother was held in a low-key manner. It was not that the Wang family did not want to be extravagant, but the Wang family also encountered some troubles at this time, and Wang's father was not in the mood to deal with it, so all the responsibilities fell on Wang Jinling.
After handling his mother's funeral, Wang Jinling spent three months clearing up the Wang family's problems. Then, before his father expressed his desire to pass on the position of head of the family to him, he announced that he would go to the thatched cottage outside the city to mourn for his mother.
"You can just stay at home to observe mourning. Why do you have to go to a thatched cottage outside the city?" Wang's father was the first to disagree. The death of his wife was a big blow to him. Although he was reluctant to give up the position of head of the family, he really didn't have the energy to do these things now. With Jin Ling in the Wang family, he could relax.
"I have made up my mind." Wang Jinling's decision would not change because of his father. Wang Jinling had people pack up their things and built a thatched house outside the city.
The person who brought Wang Jinling here was heartbroken when he saw how shabby the hut was, not even as good as the thatched hut in the Wang family stable. He said, "Master, this hut is really uninhabitable."
Apart from not leaking, this house really has no advantages. Why would the eldest son of the Wang family need to live in such a shabby place...
"I think it's great. There's no difference to me whether it's a mansion or a thatched cottage." No matter how magnificent the Wang family is, he can't see it; no matter how shabby the thatched cottage is, it can't affect his life.
If the house is too big, he will have to spend more time to understand the layout of the house and remember the obstacles in every corner. Instead of working so hard, he can just live comfortably with a bed, a table and a chair...
Wang Jinling was very satisfied with the little thatched house. He insisted on staying in it despite everyone's dissuasion, and...
Despite the Wang family's repeated requests, he still refused to go back, and had no desire to be the head of the Wang family. At the beginning, everyone thought that Wang Jinling was hindered by his father, but as time passed, everyone realized that Wang Jinling really disdained the position of head of the family.
In the little thatched house outside the city, Wang Jinling lived a leisurely life, and his life was exactly the pace he wanted. Even though he couldn't see, it didn't affect his enjoyment of the beauty of this world...
Walking on the mountain path, smelling the fragrance of flowers on both sides, smelling the scent of leaves and grass, taking a fishing rod to the pond to fish, Wang Jinling's life is so comfortable that everyone envies him.
As he said, even if he can't see with his eyes, he can still "see" the best side of the world.
Wang Jinling originally thought that this kind of life would accompany him until he grows old. Maybe one day in the future, there would be a woman like the one his grandfather had described to accompany him, but he would not change his life for that woman...
However, there is nothing absolute in this world.
He met the woman named Feng Qingchen, and for the first time he heard someone tell him for sure that he could see...
Over the years, he had gotten used to not being able to see, to being in the dark, and had accepted the fact that he would never be able to see again in his lifetime, but...
That doesn't mean he doesn't want to see it.
He longed to see the world with his own eyes, to see those beautiful words, to see the blue sky and the grass...
The woman named Feng Qingchen suddenly appeared in front of him. He couldn't see what she looked like, so he could only imagine her from the conversation, draw her outline in his mind, and then ask himself, what kind of woman could create such a miracle?
Yes, to Feng Qingchen, he was just an ordinary patient. Feng Qingchen would meet many, many patients like him in the future. But to Wang Jinling, Feng Qingchen was different...
Many years later, Wang Jinling once asked himself, did he regret meeting Feng Qingchen?
If he hadn't met Feng Qingchen, he wouldn't have been hurt by love, he wouldn't have been unable to love or be able to get what he wanted, but...
Wang Jinling found that even though his heart was bleeding, he still did not regret meeting Feng Qingchen.
If he hadn't met Feng Qingchen, he would never have seen this world; if he hadn't met Feng Qingchen, he would never have known that this world was so beautiful; if he hadn't met Feng Qingchen...
He will never understand what love means to his grandfather; nor will he be able to appreciate his grandfather's attachment to his grandmother.
Dong Lingjiu said that meeting Feng Qingchen was the greatest luck in his life.
For Wang Jinling, it was the same, except...
There was only one Feng Qingchen, and he was one step late.
Sometimes he also wondered, if he was willing to marry Feng Qingchen as his wife at that time, would Feng Qingchen marry him?
Maybe, but...
Feng Qingchen, who married him, would not be happy, let alone happy. The Wang family rules bound her for her whole life. She could only be the woman behind Wang Jinling in the small backyard.
Wang Jinling is confident that he can give Feng Qingchen the best of everything, but he cannot guarantee that Feng Qingchen, if she marries him, will be as dazzling as she is now and become a legend in the Kyushu Continent.
"What I lost to Dong Lingjiu was not just a piece of clothing. If I had put that piece of clothing on you that day, you would not be mine either..."
Dong Lingjiu could forcefully and overbearingly tell Feng Qingchen that she couldn't leave him even if she was unhappy or unhappy with him, but Wang Jinling couldn't do that...
He couldn't stand Feng Qingchen being unhappy, and he couldn't accept Feng Qingchen being unhappy. For her happiness, her joy, he could do anything.
He returned to the Wang family and took over the position of the head of the family...
He entered the court as an official, and he resigned and retired...
He taught her son, he traveled far away...
Even if he wanted to see Feng Qingchen again, he might not see her...
He tried his best to do everything he could, but there was only one thing he could not do in his life, and that was to get married.
He had promised his grandfather that he would marry a woman he loved, instead of sacrificing his marriage for the Wang family, so...
Even if everyone in the world wants him to marry, he won't. Because the only woman he wants to marry in this life is Feng Qingchen. Apart from Feng Qingchen, no matter how beautiful a woman is, she has nothing to do with him, Wang Jinling...
Wang Jinling was proud all his life and would never compromise, even when it came to marrying a wife...
Feng Qingchen, if I can't marry you in this life, I, Wang Jinling, would rather not marry at all!
Feng Qingchen, if there is an afterlife, I am not the head of the Wang family, and you are not the founding queen, will you marry me?
Unfortunately, he never asked this question until he died, because the bright and beautiful woman who brought him light left this world before him, and the proud and domineering man who dominated the world followed closely behind, not even willing to wait for half a second...
He, Wang Jinling, was one step slower again!