Extra 129: Monologue from the Left Bank

From the day he met Doudou, Zuo An didn't want to have a close relationship with Doudou, and in their subsequent interactions, Zuo An even hoped that the two of them would never have any contact with each other until they died.

It’s not that Doudou is so bad or annoying, but Doudou is really a trouble, and he is the one who likes to cause trouble and has no ability to deal with it.

As the eldest since childhood, Zuo An couldn't remember how many times he had been beaten because of Doudou, and how many times he had struggled on the brink of life and death because of Doudou.

However, no matter how he beat Doudou or teased Doudou, that fool Doudou was determined to believe that he was a good man and his lifelong good brother.

Zuo An really wanted to open Doudou’s brain and see what was inside. How could a grown man be so stupid?

But more often than not, Zuo An envied Doudou because Doudou had everything he wanted.

Doudou is the young master of the Killer Alliance, and is the apple of everyone's eye. Doudou grew up among killers, but he still remains true to himself, innocent and kind.

After his hands were covered in blood and he fell into hell, Doudou remained pure and innocent. Sometimes Zuo An really hated Doudou's purity that was different from that of other people, because it was something he would never have in his life.

Doudou likes to compete with him, and has been like this since he was a child. When he was young, he competed for the top expert, and when he grew up, he competed for the top killer. Zuoan knew that Doudou was very competitive. For a period of time, Zuoan desperately took on tasks and kept rushing forward in the killer rankings, and then he rushed to the first place as he wished.

The number one killer. It took him five years to get this title, and after that he no longer accepted missions easily, but watched Doudou take the missions.

Doudou wants to compete with him for the first place, so he must take on more and more difficult tasks than him. But he really wants to know if Doudou can still maintain his innocence after his hands are covered in blood.

Zuo An knew that every time Doudou went on a mission, there would be an old monster from the Killer Alliance following him. Most of the time, Doudou did not complete the mission by himself, but the old monster from the Killer Alliance did it for him.

The old monsters in the Killer League did things very crudely, and anyone with a little bit of common sense could see that, but Doudou couldn't see it. He even naively thought he was very powerful.

After following for half a year, Zuo An finally couldn't stand it anymore and personally asked the old monsters in the Killer League to let him protect Doudou in secret.

The old monsters agreed without any abnormality. The only requirement was that Doudou must be kept intact. It was okay to be injured, but not disabled. Otherwise, if Doudou broke one hand, the old monsters would break both of his hands; if Doudou broke one leg, the old monsters would break all three of his legs.

Zuo An agreed without any burden. Although he hated Doudou, he had never thought of killing Doudou. To him, Doudou was a special existence. He could bully and beat her, but he didn't want others to beat or bully her, and he certainly didn't want Doudou to die in the hands of others.

Zuo An secretly protects Doudou, just to protect Doudou and prevent Doudou from being in danger of life. He will never help Doudou complete tasks and kill the target.

Zuo An followed Doudou for a year and watched Doudou grow from clumsy to skilled; watched Doudou go from getting hurt from time to time to almost never getting hurt; watched Doudou get lost again and again.

Doudou was very lucky and encountered almost no fatal danger. Zuoan had no chance to take action. He just watched Doudou kill people in the dark, and saw that Doudou was still innocent after taking hundreds of lives.

Hehe...At that moment, Zuo An believed that some people are born lucky, such as Doudou. He will always be the happiest Doudou.

Zuo An didn't want to waste any more time on Doudou, so he went back to the Killer Alliance to talk things out with the old monster, handed over the task of protecting Doudou, and then went to the house he built to do the experiment he wanted to do but didn't have time to do.

This is his only remaining hobby. Facing those traps and hidden weapons every day, Zuo An is calmer than ever before. However, for a killer, a happy and peaceful life is just a dream.

His mother found out his identity, took the initiative to find him, played the mother-son relationship card, and asked him to assassinate the famous general of Xiling.

That famous general was a martial arts expert with countless personal soldiers around him. Dozens of assassins had been killed by him before. Most assassins simply didn't dare to take this mission, and the assassins of the Killer Alliance could not assassinate officials appointed by the imperial court, so they never took missions related to officialdom.

His mother found him and asked him to help. He brought up the rules, and his beautiful mother said, "As long as you don't charge a commission, then I'm not hiring a killer, and you haven't broken the rules. Zuo An, you're just doing your mother a favor, and it has nothing to do with the rules of the Killer Alliance."

Zuo An obviously didn't want to accept Ren Li's offer, but under his mother's tender attack, he finally accepted it and successfully killed the man, while he himself was covered in wounds.

Lying in the valley with wounds all over his body, looking at the starry sky, Zuo An thought that he must be longing for his mother to love him, otherwise he would not make an exception for his mother.

He knew better than anyone how much trouble it would cause to kill an imperial official.

Facts proved that he was right. Even though the Killer Alliance turned a blind eye to his breaking of the rules for the sake of his master, when he faced endless pursuit, the Killer Alliance did not come forward to save him, nor would they help him cover up his traces and escape the pursuit as usual.

Zuo An didn't dare to say that the Killer Alliance had gone too far. The moment he took on the task of assassinating an imperial official, he had brought endless trouble to the Killer Alliance. It was normal for the Killer Alliance to ignore him.

But what about his mother?

Why did she just stand by and watch when he was being hunted, not caring at all about his life or death?

For a period of time, he was like a stray dog, being chased here and there. There was even one time when he was besieged by dozens of masters, and he fought back exhausted, and in the end both sides were injured.

At that moment, he fell in a pool of blood. He thought he should be dead, and there was nothing in this world worth his nostalgia, but...

Just when he was about to give up his life, someone he didn't expect showed up.

Beans!

"Zuo'an, how come you are so badly injured? Don't scare me. Woo woo woo, it's all my fault. If I hadn't gotten lost, I would have found you sooner."

"Zuo An, can you please speak to me? Talk to me and let me know that you are not dead."

"Zuo'an, it's all my fault. I will never get lost again. I will definitely find you soon."

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Doudou hugged Zuoan and cried, then he helped Zuoan up with great effort and carried him on his back.

"Idiot." Zuo An, who was lying on Doudou's back, was still conscious. He just didn't want to talk. He just wanted to leave this world that was not worth his stay.

However, after Doudou carried him out of the woods and walked safely to a village, Zuo An no longer wanted to die.

He was going to die, what would happen to Doudou, the idiot? If Doudou could get lost in a forest less than a hundred meters wide, who would look for him if he got lost again?

He is about to die. Who can find the lost Doudou first?

No, so he can't die!

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