Extra 131 King Luo's Monologue
Dong Ling Ziluo couldn't understand how he had ended up like this.
He was born into a royal family, was loved by his father, his mother was the queen, and he himself was talented. His life was perfect.
Ever since he came of age, his maternal family has joined forces to build momentum for him, and his Dongling is more powerful than the crown prince. His father's favor for him is far greater than that of the crown prince. In the court, the crown prince has to be polite when he sees him. For him, replacing the crown prince is only a matter of time.
He had always believed that he would be the future emperor of Dongling and that the world would definitely belong to him. However, all this changed because of a woman named Feng Qingchen.
Dong Ling Zi Luo couldn't understand how a woman could have such great power to change the situation of the entire Dong Ling and the entire Jiuzhou continent.
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Feng Qingchen, his fiancée, was once regarded by him as a stain on his life.
He was born in a noble family, had an extraordinary appearance, was good at both literature and martial arts, he had the best of everything in the world and he deserved to have the best of everything. But he had a fiancée who was useless.
He had had expectations for Feng Qingchen and tried to accept her because he did not need to rely on marriage to increase his power and it was not a problem for him to have a wife of ordinary background. However, Feng Qingchen disappointed him time and time again.
Cowardly, incompetent, and only knows how to cry. Dong Ling Ziluo couldn't think of what was so good about Feng Qingchen that made him want to marry her?
How could such a woman become Princess Luo and the future queen?
The affairs of the previous dynasty had already kept him busy enough, and he didn't think he had the time to help Feng Qingchen resolve disputes between women and prevent her from being bullied.
He didn't want such a fiancée, but he couldn't take the initiative to cancel the engagement. He wanted Feng Qingchen to cancel the engagement herself. However, no matter how coldly he treated her, Feng Qingchen refused to say the words of canceling the engagement, and even insisted until the day of the wedding.
Does he really want to marry Feng Qingchen, who has nothing, is cowardly and incompetent, and can do nothing but cry?
Dong Ling Ziluo couldn't accept it, so when he found out that Yao Hua had designed to frame Feng Qingchen, he chose to watch from the sidelines, he was even timidly happy.
He couldn't imagine living his whole life with a mouse, he would definitely go crazy. No, he would kill someone, his own wife.
Just as he expected, the idiot Feng Qingchen fell into Yao Hua's trap and was ruined in one day.
Dong Ling Ziluo was also shocked when the news came. He didn't want to marry Feng Qingchen, but he had never thought of forcing her to death, otherwise he would have done it long ago and would never have let Feng Qingchen live to this day.
Hearing that Feng Qingchen woke up in the suburbs in dishevel, Dong Ling Ziluo knew that Feng Qingchen was dead. He even prepared mourning clothes, intending to show his affection in front of the world and let everyone see how well he treated Feng Qingchen.
However, Feng Qingchen didn't give him a chance at all. This woman was not a coward at all. She was like a trapped beast that was forced into a desperate situation. She showed her bloody claws and bit whoever she caught. No matter how hard she was pushed, she could survive.
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Dong Ling Zi Luo didn't understand, after falling to this point, what else did Feng Qing Chen have to hold on to? Didn't she know that it was harder for her to live than to die?
However, Feng Qingchen not only did not die, but lived a prosperous life because of this.
The Su family, the Wang family, the Xie family, the Yuwen family... the people in power in each big family became her backers.
Money, power, soldiers and horses, Feng Qingchen had everything he wanted. In just a few years, Feng Qingchen went from having nothing to becoming incredibly powerful.
What shocked Dong Ling Ziluo the most was the Ninth Uncle!
The Ninth Prince, who only existed in the world, was actually related to Feng Qingchen. He didn't even care about being branded as someone who had snatched his nephew's wife, and he still wanted to protect Feng Qingchen.
At first, he thought that the Ninth Uncle was really stupid. Was it worth it to bear a lifetime of infamy for a woman with a ruined reputation?
But later he found out that he was the stupidest person. He was the stupidest person.
Watching Feng Qingchen gradually reveal her charm and smiling sweetly at others, he was so angry that he wanted to kill someone. At that time, he regretted it so much. Why didn't he marry Feng Qingchen?
He wanted to make amends, but it was too late. His Ninth Uncle was a strong and overbearing man. He didn't care about the woman the Ninth Uncle fell in love with, even if that woman was once his nephew's fiancée.
Despite the great disapproval of the world, the Ninth Prince got Feng Qingchen. Then he had everything. The beauty and the country were in his hands.
He lost Feng Qingchen, so he had nothing. The kingdom and beauty that were supposed to belong to him, all became someone else's.
He went from being a high-ranking favored child of heaven to being worthless. He couldn't even mention his own name because his name represented a dead person.
It was the Ninth Prince who was kind enough to spare him.
It was because the Ninth Prince was merciful that he did not kill them all.
He survived, but survived in a humiliating way, watching the woman who was once discarded by him become the queen of the country and a legend in the Kyushu continent.
Do you regret it?
He regretted that he was too self-righteous, that he did not see his situation clearly, and that he did not see his own heart clearly.
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If he could do it all over again, he would definitely put away his pride and be as low-key and tolerant as the Ninth Prince.
If he could do it all over again, he would definitely marry Feng Qingchen and treat her well, because that woman deserves it.
If he could do it all over again and he couldn't marry Feng Qingchen, he would definitely kill Feng Qingchen and would never allow the woman who belonged to him to fall into the hands of others, even if that person was his uncle.
If I could do it all over again...
He will recognize his feelings clearly. Even if he cannot marry Feng Qingchen, he will not get entangled with Yaohua and will not let Anping marry Beiling for him.
He harmed three women in his life.
His mother died because of him.
It was because of him that Yaohua was framed by the Ninth Prince and eventually died tragically in Dongling.
And his sister, the proud Anping, went to Feng Qingchen and the Ninth Prince for him, but ended up being childless for the rest of her life and had to marry far away in Beiling for him.
What a failure his life was, and it was all because of a woman named Feng Qingchen.
Countless dark nights, he lay in bed and thought, what would have happened if Feng Qingchen had died at that time?
What would have happened if Feng Qingchen wasn't so dazzling?
What would happen if he married Feng Qingchen?
However, he couldn't think of anything, because there is no if in this world, everything is a foregone conclusion, time cannot be reversed, life cannot be repeated, and he can only spend his life in regret.
Dong Ling Zi Luo was lying on the hillside with a big character on his face, holding a piece of grass in his mouth, his hands behind his head, and his eyes looking at the blue sky...
He was waiting, waiting for a sunset, waiting for a sunrise.
And this is his life now. Apart from waiting, Dong Ling Ziluo doesn’t know what else he can do?