Chapter 614: Past
Han Yue probably...kind of understands the Second Princess. She just likes to play around?
"Impossible. Someone like me can even marry the emperor's daughter. There is no way your father would not agree." Han Yue said firmly.
The second princess stopped crying, she just looked at Han Yue.
When Han Yue lowered his head, he met a pair of watery yet sparkling eyes.
"Princess..." His heart skipped a beat, and an unprecedented feeling attacked his heart.
"Han Yue, you are really beautiful." The second princess said and ran away.
Her heart was beating so fast too. No one had ever... no one had ever... been able to reply to her when she was acting like this.
The queen mother loved her the most, but she would only say, "What kind of messed up books have you read again?" Although the queen mother never forbade her to read random books, she would never respond to such words.
She couldn't explain it, but she just had that feeling that it was him.
The second princess ran back to Fengzao Palace and hugged the queen.
The queen looked at her red ears and smiled: "Do you like him?"
The second princess nodded.
"Do you like his good looks?" The queen was still worried, afraid that the child was still young and didn't understand these things.
"No." The second princess said solemnly: "Although he is really good-looking, I think his goodness is not just on the surface. He is good at frowning, but he is very gentle in his heart."
The second princess waved her hand, told the people to go out, and pulled the queen to sit down: "He is different from my father. Although my father is always smiling and always warm, he actually does not tolerate disobedience."
"But Han Yue, at first glance, seems to be a cold and aloof person. But he is actually a ball of fire. Just now, he gave his daughter a flower in the Imperial Garden. It was a flower he picked casually, but it was the most beautiful flower blooming there."
The second princess looked at the queen seriously: "Mother, you may think that it is just a trick he uses to please me. I am too young. But mother, you don't know, it is a feeling. It's not that he wants to give me the best, but that he wants to give me all the good things he sees."
"I'm a princess. Maybe someone would try to make me like you in this way, but I still believe in my own feelings."
The Queen sighed, "Mother doesn't think so."
"I have never experienced the same feeling as you, so I have no right to say whether he is fake or not. It doesn't matter, just believe in yourself. If you are wrong, I still have you."
The queen touched the second princess's eyebrows and said, "Go forward boldly. It's okay if you make mistakes. But mother hopes you won't make mistakes."
"Mother." The second princess hugged her and rubbed her in her arms for a few times: "Mother, you feel wronged, right? You must feel wronged."
"My grievance is not here." The queen smiled.
"From the day I left Chaoguo, I never thought of hating anyone in Dayi Dynasty."
"My mother was once very favored, but she became depressed after my brother died. But when the whole palace was looking for a princess to marry, my mother did not try to find my father to keep me. I know she was very sad, but she let it all go."
"My father, the emperor, actually loved me when my mother was still in favor. But later, new people emerged. My mother fell out of favor, and so did I. So, he did not hesitate to send me here."
"It was my parents who gave up on me first. I was very sad at that time. Extremely sad. During those few months on the road to Dayi Dynasty, I kept wondering, why am I not liked?"
"I actually never understood it, but it doesn't matter anymore. My father and my mother are both dead."
"When I came to the Great Yi Dynasty, I knew what I wanted to do. At first, I wanted to be a qualified princess for marriage. It doesn't matter who I marry in the future. Even if it's the old emperor of the Great Yi Dynasty. Because I am a princess of the Chao Kingdom, the Chao Kingdom has supported me for more than ten years. I grew up with dignity, and I have to do what I should do."
"Later, I married your father." The queen smiled and said, "I don't like your father's personality. As you said, he looks kind, but he is actually authoritarian and cruel."
"But it doesn't matter. I started as a prince's consort. I was the most qualified prince's consort. I was generous, virtuous, and managed the backyard in an orderly manner. Later, I became a princess and then a crown princess. When I became a crown princess, I knew that your father was very satisfied with me."
"Since you are satisfied, then stay satisfied. It's just that I have never been pregnant. At that time, everyone in Emei thought I was drugged. But it's not true. I am just born with difficulty in giving birth. Your father treated me with great courtesy, but he didn't dote on me much, so it was naturally even more difficult for me to get pregnant."
"After entering the palace and becoming the queen, your father is more satisfied with me, and I also know how to be a good queen. In fact, your existence was an accident. I thought I would never have children in this life." The queen smiled and pinched the second princess' cheek again.
"As a queen, I am qualified, and your father has been very good to me. Even when something happened in the court, your father never embarrassed me. The only thing was the matter with Xu, but I didn't show any embarrassment."
"Actually, think about it, this is also a kind of indulgence. Your father has no romantic feelings for me, but we have been together for many years. We are family members and the most tacit couple."
"So you asked me if I felt wronged. To your father, I don't feel wronged. Because I'm not sad. My life is comfortable. I feel relaxed. Men and women, husbands and wives, are not always so loving. I'm very glad that your father and I have such a tacit understanding. My relatives are all in the court, so I don't need to make plans. And you, my daughter, will also have your own life to live. Your father will make arrangements for you. Even if he unfortunately passes away first, I, a childless queen mother, will still be respected. So, I don't have to worry at all."
"That's why I don't understand your love, but even though I don't understand, I respect it."
The second princess wiped her tears again, and after a long while she said, "Who did the emperor's love affair with go to? Was it Concubine Jingxian?"
"Maybe, actually I don't know. Or maybe your father doesn't have that kind of feeling?" The queen said with a smile.
"If the Queen Mother doesn't feel wronged, then I won't feel wronged either. I have always..."
The second princess always thought that her mother was very wronged.
Maybe she has never thought that there are women who don't want their husband's feelings.
But her mother wouldn't lie, so it must be true.
The queen understood her and thought, it's not just me.
In this harem, there are too many people who want the emperor's affection, but there are also many who don't want it.
How can a woman who really only cares about emotions survive? For example, Concubine Yi.
However, let's not say these words, just let Xi'er always have aspirations. She can also get what she wants, she is not a concubine.
"Mother supports you." The queen smiled.
The second princess hugged the queen again: "I also support mother."
Congratulations to our drama queen Second Princess for finding her male protagonist.
(End of this chapter)
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