Extra: Emotional Anchor Version of Lin Du

If there is any most helpless moment in life after early retirement, Lin Du's comment is that every moment of live broadcast is quite helpless.

Since she chose to resign and end her life which was already at an end, she turned to study psychology and metaphysics and started her own media. Inexplicably, a video analyzing the psychology of relationships became popular. She began to share the hidden meanings of behaviors in love, using sharp and straightforward words, and turned into an emotional blogger.

After starting live streaming under everyone's urging, she began to feel angry every day.

At this moment, she held her head up and looked in despair at the barrage of comments from the person in the live broadcast room who had just given a small heart gift.

[Host, after I broke up with my boyfriend, he seamlessly connected with me, but now they seem to have broken up again, and he accepted my WeChat friend request again. Do you think he and I can still be together? ]

Lin Du still held his head up, and opened his mouth and spoke a bunch of words, "Listen to my advice, there is no such thing as "after all the twists and turns, it's still you" in this world, it's just "after all the picking and choosing, it's still you."

【Maybe you can turn things around? 】

"Looking back is the shore? Is that the shore? That's the boat! He was kicked off the boat and turned around to find that your boat was still there. When the fisherman starts playing with the fish in the bucket, it means that he has changed the place to set the nest and still has no fish to bite."

[They said you also work part-time as a fortune teller.]

"Oh, yes, yes, I'm a fortune teller part-time." Lin Du straightened up slightly, "But I don't tell fortunes for love..."

"Thank you so much for the private jet from this lovely strawberry shortcake. That counts."

Lin Du took out a pen, paper and books and connected the line. "Tell me a number and I'll calculate it for you."

She taught herself the Da Liu Ren and could just about calculate.

"What does it mean? It means whether we can get back together, right?"

【right.】

While she was concentrating on fortune-telling, the barrage of comments was still rolling.

[“I don’t give a shit about love…but then again]

"Actually, anchor, I'm not a love-brained person."

Lin Du raised his head and glanced at the bullet screen. "Yeah, yeah, baby, you are not a love-brained person. You just love him. Only he gives you a special feeling. I understand."

The bullet screen rolled even more fiercely.

[No money, love brain, money, baby, good, good. 】

[I think the host still has the same charm]

[You are really not picky. Xiaolin has been tortured to the point of looking pale.]

[What a good anchor, she came to the show in a T-shirt and shorts. The collar of the T-shirt was loosened by washing, the print on the chest looked like the Great Rift Valley in East Africa, and her hair was almost turned into grass by herself. ]

[I still remember when the anchor first started live streaming, he could comb his hair, wear a shirt, and put on a pair of small silver-framed glasses. He looked so cool. Now he has been tortured to such a state that his hairline has split.]

After Lin Du finished his calculation, he flipped through the book, "This, this is not okay, this, this is a harm-related class, it's full of difficulties, full of difficulties, and this..."

Before he finished speaking, a castle flashed across the screen.

"Can you just put down the dragon?"

Lin Du choked, raised his hand to stroke his hair, tilted his head and laughed angrily, "Ah? Do you think I look like the Saint of Southern Xinjiang when I look like this?"

She slapped her pen and continued to explain the hexagram dutifully, "This hexagram is not good. Your hexagram indicates that your financial situation is suppressed. This man suppresses your wealth and will also put a lot of pressure on you. Doesn't this man always belittle you and suppress your self-confidence? There is also a villain at work. This villain..."

Lin Du sighed, "Thank you, it's been a long time since I've had such a divination that required me to figure out the words."

【Why? 】

"Why? Because there is no good place, all are bad." Lin Du sighed, "This man is incompatible with you in all aspects. Baby, listen to your sister's advice. If you force a reunion with him, you may lose money. There will also be villains, including the parents and friends in this chart, which will also become a confrontation effect. This should be said to be opposition."

"The most important thing is that there might be a third or even fourth person involved. Also, this man might have beaten you before, or has he got any special fetishes."

She rubbed her hair, a little desperate, "Don't spread the barrage, otherwise I will violate the rules later, and if I violate the rules, I will be off work. Oh, forget it, it's still a violation."

[What, off work? No shower allowed! I don’t allow showering! ]

[This is really explosive. Really explosive. ]

After a brief pause, the other party told the whole story.

"Master, your fortune telling is really accurate. My friends and parents are very opposed to me being with him."

"As for whether we are rich or not, he never asks me for money because I am more independent and I don't want to be looked down upon by him, so we always share the expenses, including the room charges and other things. I also pay for gifts during festivals. Actually, I don't think it is a big deal. I just worry that he will think I am after his money."

"I actually know that it's wrong for him to be so seamless, but I just can't leave him. I wonder if I were better, prettier, and more sensible, he wouldn't break up with me."

"My parents were busy when I was young, so I lacked love. Only when I was with him did I feel like I was not alone."

"As for the rest, men are usually very generous. He would always run to buy medicine for me and bandage my wounds. He was very gentle and kind. He was also successful in his career and tall. Many people looked at him when he walked on the street."

Lin Du put his hands on the table, covered his ears and shook his head, "Okay, stop talking, let me calm down first, every word you say is a hindrance to my spirit."

The barrage has exploded.

[AA system is not the A-method sister! 】

[The most important thing for an independent woman to be independent of is her spirit! 】

[I felt that Xiaolin had become numb from listening to the music, and there was no light in his eyes.]

Lin Du finished speaking, raised his head reluctantly, and heard the other party ask, "Host, can you understand me?"

She took off her glasses, pinched her eyes, and nodded repeatedly, "I understand, I understand. If I get close to you, I get close to pain. If I leave you, I leave happiness, right?"

"Yes, yes, yes!" the other end of the voice became excited, "I just can't let go, and I think even if he is unlucky for me, I still want to be with him and see him happy."

Lin Du covered his chest and took a deep breath. "First of all, ah, first of all, the term independent woman is about you. You have such high moral standards for yourself as a woman, why do you have such low moral standards for men? Seamless connection, violence, poking, PUA, devaluation and oppression, it's so low, and you still like it?"

[Yes, women have high moral standards for themselves, but their moral standards for partners are like the Maria Trench]

"Under a structure that is not completely equal, external resource allocation is not consistent, and exploitation is also different. The AA system is not wrong for economically independent women. However, if the hidden costs of women's childbirth can be borne by the other party, then I agree. This kind of housing fee and measures are all AA."

Lin Du finished speaking in one breath, and then quickly took a breath, "I don't agree, I don't agree."

"But I still want to try again. Master, how about you calculate it for me again? I've done a horoscope before. People always need someone to rely on... Calculate who we will be together for the rest of our lives."

"I can't do that." Lin Du refused outright. He was so worried that he pulled out a few strands of hair. He glanced at the time. It was eleven fifty-one.

"How about this, how about this, I'll tell your boyfriend's fortune."

She lowered her head and began to draw a few strokes, this time much faster than before, then looked up, "It's like this, I personally advise you to let go, why?"

"Because you are the nemesis of him. You are the nemesis of him."

"As long as you are his nemesis, he will have many romantic relationships, which will lead to premature aging." Lin Du began to lie with his eyes closed.

The other side was doubtful and asked, "Really?"

"Yeah, you can defeat him. No, tsk tsk, really no." Lin Du shook his head, "He can defeat you, so you can defeat him too!"

[Okay, okay, use magic to defeat magic. ]

[It seems that this time the pressure was not counted at all, Xiaolin didn't even turn the page. ]

【Xiao Lin opened his mouth and a car ran away.】

[What do you do, host? ]

Lin Du rolled his eyes and said, "Anchor, anchor is a professional punching bag and a fortune teller on the side."

[I feel like Kobayashi's rolling his eyes is because he has become a stereotype because of rolling his eyes so much...]

Lin Du persuaded a man to leave and sighed, "Okay, comrades,"

"In the example just mentioned, the so-called lack of love is essentially the lack of response from our childhood family relationships, and the neglect of friendships after growing up, instead pursuing sexual relationships. Remember, a person's happiness is not just based on the establishment of family and intimate relationships. In fact, your support often comes from your like-minded friends, not the person you are sleeping with."

"Only people who share the same ideals can last a long time. Friends, elders, and partners, these three are not the only ones who can give you support. Okay, class dismissed."

"The revolution has not yet succeeded, comrades still need to work hard, everyone please don't try to stop me, just leave class!"

Lin Du got off the bus quickly and did not pick up his phone after turning off the live broadcast. He turned around and looked at the neon lights of the city at night through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows.

She analyzed the reasons clearly, because she also blindly longed for intimacy to make up for the lack of family ties in her childhood.

It is said that it is difficult for one who saves others to save himself, but Lin Du does not believe it. He saves himself first and then saves others.

But now, she seemed to have reached the other side of this world, leaving only a confused and empty space.

It's like a cake that loses its flavor after the first bite. The rest is just mechanical eating without wasting time. My stomach is full but my heart is tired.

She always felt that she had nothing to do with this world anymore.

I heard that the relationship with relatives is weak, so it’s okay even if it’s the last life.

Her outline was vaguely visible in the French window, sloppy and messy. Lin Du plunged into the mist, with no place to return in the mist.

Where is my hometown?