Chapter 74 I don't want to hear it, but I'm willing to try, I love you.
Su Jinmu was being carried down the vertical ladder by Li Xin. Her breathing was rapid. Seeing Li Xin's constant smile and slow pace, her arms became increasingly tense.
She grabbed his hair, her breath slightly ragged, "Stop talking nonsense, get down here now, and behave yourself."
Su Jinmu's eyelashes trembled, and her ears and neck flushed crimson.
Li Xin leaned closer, nuzzling his cheek, and looked directly at him with her eyes wide open, "Will being obedient bring you a lot of future opportunities?"
Su Jinmu: "..."
Su Jinmu's mind was a little sluggish, her breath was hot, and she clicked her tongue, "Anyway, there's definitely no chance of disobeying."
Li Xin: "..."
Li Xin had dark eyes and a downturned mouth, making him look gloomy and dejected.
But then I thought again, the young master has already softened his stance.
She laughed again, and obediently carried the person down to the basement of the glass greenhouse.
"...Hmm."
Su Jinmu felt her blood boiling, her fair skin flushed with a thin layer of pink, and the corners of her eyes were slightly red.
There was little noise in the underground level, and the space was small, so even the slightest sound would be amplified.
Su Jinmu heard his own breathing and Li Xin's voice calling him.
"Young Master."
Su Jinmu's consciousness was blurred, and her thoughts were somewhat blank.
Li Xin kissed him, a smile curving his lips, his desire for control surging. He touched the young master's reddened, shimmering eyes and kissed them gently.
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The next day, the Xu family came again.
Fortunately, we chose a time a little before dinner.
Li Xin often hangs out with Su Jinmu, but it usually doesn't interfere with his meals or sleep, so he doesn't do anything before meals.
The weather was nice today, the sun was shining brightly, and the Xu family came to visit, all smiles, bringing lots of things.
Last time I brought a lot of food, and this time I brought food again, but not too much.
I'm afraid of repeating things too much, because on the one hand, it's not very original, and on the other hand, it's stressful to keep eating things that I can't finish.
So I only brought a little bit of food this time, but I also brought some toys, anything interesting or fun to look at.
Su Jinmu smiled slightly, "Thank you."
Su Han smiled and patted his head, "Nothing else is wrong, I brought this with me."
She took out the green thing from the box; it was the plush planter from Xu's house.
It can speak and record audio when you press a switch.
Su Han's eyes brightened slightly, with a hint of anticipation. "This is something you used to like. I noticed you were curious about it last year, so I brought it over."
"You..." She paused, slowing her voice, and said with expectation, "Would you be willing to accept it and keep it here?"
Do you still want Mumu's old toys?
Are family members who were once lost still... willing to slowly accept them back?
Su Jinmu glanced at her expectant yet restrained gaze, and Su Han quickly suppressed her emotions, unwilling to put too much pressure on him, and turned her gaze away to look around.
Xu Sibai and Xu Yu, who were standing to the side, didn't stare at it either, but instead looked around.
Su Jinmu: "..."
Su Jinmu looked at the potted plant on the table, paused, and slowly raised her hand to hold it in her palm.
The sound was very soft.
"Okay... I'll take it."
Across from her, Su Han suddenly laughed, her eyes welling up with tears, but she quickly suppressed them and smiled gently.
Su Jinmu's heart pounded slightly, and she took a slow, deep breath.
The Xu family is too gentle. They don't force him to do anything, and they don't even come often. They don't keep a close eye on him or put pressure on him, unlike Li Xin who bites hard and won't let go, giving him room to breathe.
He had previously thought that entering into an intimate relationship would be difficult, but it seems that everything is calm and not as difficult as he had imagined.
Su Jinmu turned on the potted plant switch, and a childish voice rang out from inside, accompanied by laughter.
"...I like my mom."
"...I like my mom."
There were no handcuffs today, and Li Xin stood close to him.
Su Jinmu curled her fingertips.
...He was willing to try to let his guard down.
Because of Xu Jia's gentleness and Li Xin's madness, their goals are actually the same.
I just wanted to keep him here.
...However, Li Xin's madness is so severe that he really needs to hesitate.
Su Jinmu clicked her tongue, then smiled.
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"By the way, where are the Su family members?"
Su Jinmu looked up and asked, this was the first time he had asked about the Su family since he returned.
Li Xin took over the houses and villas here. Where did the Su family move to? And now... how are they doing?
Su Jinmu asked a question briefly.
Su Han pursed her lips. She already knew that the person who had been P was Li Xin, and she also knew about the Su family.
Realistically speaking, the Su family had raised Jinmu for over a decade, providing him with some shelter from the storm. But... such a young child was forced to set himself on fire and fake his death.
She didn't want Jinmu to be affected by the Su family anymore, and it would be best if they didn't even have any contact with her.
Su Han gently stroked his hair. "This is a matter for the parents. You're just a child, so just be happy and don't worry about it. Mom will handle it."
Su Jinmu paused for a moment and nodded slightly.
Su Han smiled, then something suddenly occurred to her...
Jinmu nodded!
Should she nod and stop thinking about the Su family, or should she nod... at what she just said, "Mom"?!
...Jinmu.
...Mumu!
Su Han's body tensed up, a bright light appearing in her eyes. She wanted to hug him, but she took a deep breath and held back, gently stroking his hair, touching the child she had lost for more than ten years.
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The weather was nice today. After the Xu family left, Su Jinmu lay on the rocking chair and sunbathed. She didn't go under the glass roof of the greenhouse, but basked directly in the sunlight.
Li Xin was sent by Su Jinmu to weed the open-air garden.
All the previous plants died, leaving only withered roots and weeds.
Today's soup was served in a cup-shaped insulated container. It was refreshing and not greasy. Su Jinmu bit a straw, drank it slowly, and closed her eyes to bask in the sun.
Li Xin watched him intently from the side, a sense of restlessness and anxiety stirring within her.
The young master has gradually accepted the Xu family.
What about him?
What about him?
Li Xin brought the young master back to Jingzhou, hoping to help him resolve his inner conflicts through the Xu family.
But she didn't want to be excluded.
Li Xin's heart skipped a beat. His dark gaze fell on the young master, and as he looked at the sunlight surrounding him, he took a deep breath, stepped forward, and grasped the young master's ankle.
Su Jinmu: "..."
Without even opening her eyes, Su Jinmu quickly guessed what was being gripped on her ankle. "It's cold, let go."
Li Xin paused, his dark pupils staring straight ahead, filled with a frenzied desire. He withdrew his hand, warmed it, and then grasped it again.
"Young Master."
He placed his palm against Su Jinmu's slender, warm ankle, then moved it upwards, leaning closer to stare at Su Jinmu's closed eyes, his heart pounding in his chest, murmuring wildly.
"Young master, give me a kiss."
Su Jinmu looked up at him, scrutinizing the crazy thing that was going crazy again, then reached out, grabbed his collar and pulled him down, pressing her lips to his and giving him a casual kiss.
Li Xin: "...???"
Li Xin touched his lips, which were even more crimson, contrasting with the bloodstains hanging on his chest, creating an eerily vivid red.
"Young Master... why are you so easy to talk to?"
Li Xin stared straight at him, licked her lips, and her nerves tensed up instinctively.
The last time the young master was easy to talk to was when he was about to leave.
They practically indulged him.
Li Xin tightened his grip on his wrist, a hint of menace emanating from the surroundings.
Su Jinmu: "..."
Su Jinmu smiled and said, "No way?"
"No." Li Xin's Adam's apple bobbed as he snuggled closer to his cheek.
He was just tense.
The more relaxed and indulgent the young master becomes, the more he resembles his previous state.
Li Xin's possessiveness continued to rise. He leaned down and pressed his lips to the young master's, rubbing them incessantly and savagely invading, mixing their breaths together.
Su Jinmu lay half-reclined in the rocking chair, which was still swaying. Li Xin gripped his wrist tightly. The oxygen was running out, and he felt dizzy.
"Young Master."
"Young Master."
Li Xin brazenly entangled and invaded his mouth.
"Smack—"
Something fell from a height with a sharp sound.
Su Jinmu pushed Li Xin's neck away, pressed her palm against the ground, and squinted at the source of the sound. Li Xin, displeased, also looked over.
On the courtyard wall, where the Xu family had previously climbed over, iron rings were now wrapped around the area. Two heads popped out from behind the rings, staring blankly, looking on helplessly.
When the person inside stared at him, he suddenly didn't know what to do with his hands and feet, and scratched his ears haphazardly.
"...Brother Mu."
It was Jiang Jing and Qiao Tingrui.
Jiang Jing heard rumors that someone from the Su family was coming and going, and that his aunt's family had been busy lately and seemed quite happy.
He guessed that Mu Ge had returned, so he secretly followed his aunt's family over.
After the Xu family left, they ordered a ladder to be brought over so they could climb up and take a look.
Just then, I saw the figure inside who had disappeared for over a year.
Jiang Jing was very excited and wanted to shout out, but when he looked up and saw Su Jinmu and Li Xin kissing, he froze.
I made a noise by accident.
The phone got smashed into the wall.
Jiang Jing: "..."
Jiang Jing smiled awkwardly and scratched his head, "Mu...cousin."
When Qiao Tingrui finally saw Su Jinmu, he breathed a sigh of relief. Still not quite understanding, he stammered, "Cousin... no, Brother Mu."
Jiang Jing: "..."
Jiang Jing gave a dry laugh, "Well, you guys keep kissing, we'll come back next time."
Su Jinmu: "..."
Li Xin: "..."
Jiang Jing scrambled down the ladder in a flash, his movements so hurried that he seemed to have slipped and fallen on his bottom outside. With a cry of pain, he and Qiao Tingrui carried the ladder and ran away quickly.
Su Jinmu: "..."
Tsk.
Li Xin looked at him with displeasure, wondering if he should raise the wall, since everyone was trying to climb over it.
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Jiang Jing appeared suddenly and left suddenly. Su Jinmu withdrew her gaze, took a sip of soup, and rocked back and forth in her rocking chair.
Li Xin looked down at the young master, then suddenly remembered something and stared intently at him.
"What kind of person is Jiang Jing in the young master's premonition?"
He remembered that the young master had previously paid a lot of attention to Jiang Jing.
Su Jinmu: "..."
Um……
Su Jinmu paused for a moment, then said, "We are in a romantic relationship."
Li Xin: "..."
Li Xin: "...???"
Lover?
Him? Jiang Jing?
Li Xin's pupils were dark. He paused for two seconds, speechless or something else, then his gaze darkened, taking on a hint of displeasure and chill.
"So, young master, you wanted to watch me and Jiang Jing's drama before?"
Su Jinmu: "..."
Su Jinmu slightly tugged at the corner of her mouth and looked away.
Li Xin: "..."
"Hmm."
Suddenly, Su Jinmu felt a tightness around her waist as two hands gripped her waist and abruptly lifted her up.
The rocking chair swayed, causing Su Jinmu to lose her balance. Li Xin picked her up, lifted her legs, and quickly carried her into the underground level.
"...Hmm."
The bed was soft, and Su Jinmu was squeezed onto it, bouncing twice before a shadow fell over her.
Li Xin was somewhat restless, acting erratically, with a sinister, laughing, strange and dangerous demeanor.
"No wonder the young master never wants me."
In the foreshadowing, Li Xin kills Su Jinmu and then gets together with Jiang Jing.
No wonder the young master always wanted to get rid of him.
Li Xin's fingers were taut, pale and clenched tightly as he stared intently at Su Jinmu, his smile chillingly eager.
"Young Master, no, I won't hurt you, nor will I like anyone else."
"Young Master."
He leaned closer, pressed his lips to Su Jinmu's, and couldn't help but bite lightly. His blood seemed to be surging, and he kissed and bit her.
Don't lose him.
Don't push him away.
The Xu family is already on the young master's radar, what about him?
What about him?
Li Xin was sullen and terrifying, kissing his lips incessantly, rubbing against him, and biting his earlobe, as if he wanted to swallow the person in his arms whole.
Su Jinmu: "..."
Su Jinmu felt hot and itchy all over from his actions. She turned her head away but couldn't avoid it. Looking at Li Xin's chaotic and frantic appearance, she pursed her lips and raised her hand to press on the back of his head.
Press down, and press your lips against it.
"...Hmm."
Their lips met, their breaths mingled, and the combined heat was almost scalding.
Su Jinmu grabbed a strand of hair at the back of Li Xin's head, her breath scattered, her eyes shimmering with a clear, watery light, making her even more alluring.
She possessed a refined and elegant demeanor, and a beautiful appearance.
He tugged at her hair and said, "Li Xin, be good."
Li Xin rubbed his palm against his, smiling. His strange and manic pupils were dark and deep, with a hint of eerie malice. He gently curved his lips.
Like a beast that has lost its mind.
"No, young master will push me away."
Li Xin chuckled, leaned down, kissed the young master's lips, and tightened his grip on his wrist.
Countless times he thought to himself that he should dig out the underground level as soon as possible and find the young master hiding inside.
Grab him, trap him, just like a year ago, and keep the young master locked up in the basement hut he built himself, endlessly entangled with him.
The bed was soft, and Su Jinmu was completely trapped inside, her movements restricted. Her lips were wet and itchy from Li Xin's licking.
It felt like being paralyzed by a ghost; I couldn't move at all.
Su Jinmu: "..."
I seem to have some kind of trauma from that ghostly thing.
Su Jinmu clicked her tongue.
Li Xin's breathing was deep and heavy. He kissed the corner of Su Jinmu's mouth, and Su Jinmu let him indulge for a while, but seeing that Li Xin still did not restrain himself, she clicked her tongue.
Li Xin approached, his palm touching the side of his cheek and ear, very close, intimate and unrestrained.
Su Jinmu's breathing was disordered, and several teeth marks appeared on her neck. She raised her foot and kicked Li Xin in the waist and abdomen with force.
"Hmm."
Caught off guard, Li Xin was kicked off the bed. The contact between his hands and his young master disappeared. Unable to touch him, Li Xin's nerves trembled violently. He quickly sat up and raised his hand to grab him.
"Young Master."
Su Jinmu sat up, stepped on his waist, kicked him hard, her breathing still erratic, then pulled Li Xin's chin up and pulled him sharply towards her.
Li Xin grasped his ankle; the skin made contact, and his anger subsided slightly. He looked up at him.
Su Jinmu's lips were red and slightly swollen. She pinched Li Xin's chin, calmed her breathing, and looked down at him.
"Are you calm now?"
Li Xin paused, his eyes deep and unfathomable like the abyss, his body slightly tense. He stared at him for a moment, then slowly nodded.
"Young Master, don't push me away," he whispered.
Don't forget him when you're resolving your inner conflicts.
Su Jinmu watched him go crazy as if he had been stimulated, but she forced herself to suppress it, twitching the corners of her mouth, unable to express the complex feelings in her heart.
Li Xin was definitely not this crazy before.
...This only happened after he left.
Su Jinmu pursed her lips and nudged him, "Take a shower."
I'm tired, I don't want to do it anymore.
Li Xin glanced at him, his eyes dark and his pulse still pounding. After staring at him for a while, he finally obeyed.
She stepped forward, picked up the young master, and carried him into the shower room.
The basement apartment is very small, the shower room is also small, and there is no bathtub.
Li Xin turned on the shower, and hot water flowed out. He then carried the young master in his arms under the water.
Su Jinmu's fingertips went weak, and her legs had no strength. She leaned back, letting Li Xin hold her.
Li Xin lowered his head and nuzzled against his cheek, holding the young master in his arms even tighter through the warm water, his eyes lowered, and rubbed against him.
Su Jinmu glanced at him.
Su Jinmu was too weak to shower for long before Li Xin carried her back to bed and wrapped her up in his arms.
Wrapped in the blanket, Su Jinmu was tired and sleepy, her eyes closed.
Li Xin hugged him, took his fingertips, and gently bit them, curling his tongue around them.
It didn't affect his sleep.
Su Jinmu's fingertips itched, and she slightly curled them up.
Li Xin immediately stopped moving, staring intently at him. When his breathing became more relaxed, he slowly leaned closer and pressed his face against his.
I touched it lightly.
“…Young Master.”
He was both mad and restrained.
Su Jinmu pursed her lips.
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After a good nap and rest, Su Jinmu pulled Li Xin aside and said, "Come out with me."
"Going out?" Li Xin suddenly looked up.
Su Jinmu hummed in agreement and quickly found some clothes to change into.
He didn't try to hide it; he opened the wardrobe and took off his clothes, revealing a slender and supple waist and long, straight, and dazzlingly white legs.
Li Xin's gaze darkened slightly.
Li Xin drove there, only to find that it was a whole street of seed retail stores when he arrived.
Business is not as bustling as in spring and summer now that it's winter, but we still have some cold-resistant varieties for sale. They are evergreen and sell quite well in winter.
Su Jinmu's gaze swept across the crowd, quickly selecting the one Li Xin was holding, his eyes fixed on him.
Suddenly, some things came to mind again.
The young master went out to buy soil, digging in the mountains and buying at the market, and prepared a lot of soil.
Even when he found his way into the underground level, there was a little bit of soil piled up in a corner.
Li Xin's gaze was cold and detached. The soil layer in the vertical passage was later repaved, restoring the original soil layer as much as possible, rather than just randomly filling it with some soil.
That's why the young master had been searching everywhere for soil that met his requirements.
This also explains why he didn't notice anything unusual when he first dug up the glass greenhouse.
Li Xin licked his lips, the surroundings were slightly cool, and he chuckled softly, his expression fierce and strange, as he lightly grasped Su Jinmu's wrist.
Looking back now, it's clear that the young master had been preparing to leave for a very long time.
Even in some of the preparatory stages, he personally provided assistance.
Li Xin's crimson lips deepened in color, and she gripped her pale wrist tightly.
After Su Jinmu finished shopping, she went back home without going inside. She directly asked Li Xin to loosen the soil again in the holes left by the weeds and dead plants she had pulled out earlier.
He soaked some of the seeds in water and put the rest, which didn't need soaking, directly into the small pits in the soil.
Li Xin watched his movements intently, her voice slow and deliberate.
"Young Master, would you like to replant it?"
Su Jinmu nodded, "Yes, a bare garden is too ugly."
...Does this mean you're not leaving?
Li Xin lowered his eyes slightly, his heart still pounding in his chest, unable to calm down.
"What about the greenhouse?"
Glass greenhouse.
Li Xin's voice was low and hoarse, and he forced a smile.
Su Jinmu: "..."
Su Jinmu glanced at him, sizing him up, "Do you still want the greenhouse?"
"……I?"
Li Xin looked up, paused slightly, glanced at the greenhouse with only the roof remaining, and shook his head.
"I don't want it."
I don't want a glass room that focuses the light.
Su Jinmu nodded casually and indulgently, "Then we won't have a greenhouse, just keep the open-air one."
...Should we listen to him?
Li Xin's pupils were as black as ink as he stared intently, his pale fingers clenching.
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When they rested that night, Li Xin pulled Su Jinmu along, neither returning to the bedroom nor going to the basement.
They arrived at a room next to the bedroom, connected by a hidden door, which housed all the items from the third-floor rooms.
The bed railings had already been installed.
Su Jinmu slept a lot during the day and wasn't sleepy, and Li Xin next to her wasn't sleepy either.
He played with his wrist bones, stroking them with his fingertips, a gentle smile on his face.
"Young Master, can't you sleep?"
Li Xin's fingertips gently pressed against the thin skin on his wrist, the corners of his lips curving into a slightly mad expression.
The Xu family is making progress with the young master, but he is unsure of his own situation, so he can't help feeling restless and agitated.
Su Jinmu hummed in agreement.
I open my eyes in the dim darkness illuminated by the nightlight.
Li Xin smiled gently, her tone light and cheerful, "Since the young master doesn't want to sleep, let's try something different and find something new for him?"
Su Jinmu: "..."
Su Jinmu was already quite impressed with his madness. He simply couldn't bear to go into those rooms on the third floor anymore. "What kind of tricks are you playing?" he asked.
Li Xin sat up, his back to the nightlight, casting a large shadow. He took Li Xin's hand and rubbed his fingertips together.
"Young Master, would you prefer something from afar or something closer?"
Su Jinmu: "???"
How do you distinguish between near and far?
Su Jinmu looked puzzled. Li Xin noticed his confusion and chuckled, "If it's close, stay at the Su family home; if it's far, go outside."
Su Jinmu: "???"
go out?
Su Jinmu asked in surprise, "Where are you going?"
Li Xin paused, his gaze hidden in the darkness. After a moment of thought, the corners of his scarlet lips curled up, and a smile spread across his face.
"Chezhen?"
Su Jinmu: "..."
Su Jinmu: "…………?!"
Su Jinmu suddenly turned over, facing away from the blanket, and covered her head with it, pretending she hadn't heard anything and clearing her ears of any wrongdoing.
Li Xin chuckled softly, lowered his head and approached from behind, his pale fingers slipping into the blanket, touching the young master's clothes, and slowly pulling them out.
“…Young Master.”
He touched Su Jinmu's hand, his voice low and seductive, "Come and do it if you can't sleep, you'll fall asleep when you're tired."
When you're tired, you can't leave; when you're tired, you can't leave.
When you're tired, you don't have the energy to think about whether or not to abandon him.
Su Jinmu was pulled out of bed by him. The boy came close behind her, pressed against the back of her neck, brushed his nose against hers, and licked her with his wet, slightly cool tongue.
"..."
The temperature rose rapidly.
Their body temperatures seemed to have become familiar with each other.
Su Jinmu: "..."
Su Jinmu put her arm over her eyes.
Once Li Xin goes mad, he easily loses control, becoming fierce, greedy, and endlessly entangled.
Su Jinmu felt hot all over, her fingertips tensed slightly, and she tried to pull Li Xin's hair, but couldn't.
The boy was very close, biting his neck and giving him a fierce peck.
"..."
Su Jinmu raised his foot to kick, but Li Xin had been kicked once before and was experienced. He quickly grabbed Su Jinmu's ankle, tightened his grip, and prevented Su Jinmu from kicking out. He laughed.
Su Jinmu: "..."
Li Xin chuckled softly, pressing his fingertips against the rounded ankle bone protruding beneath the skin, his pupils dark and unfathomable, filled with a mad, lustful desire.
"Young master, let's do it again."
Su Jinmu: "..."
Su Jinmu looked at him, pursed her lips, her expression unreadable, and pulled her leg back.
Li Xin's fingers tightened, his pupils constricted, and he instinctively wanted to hold her tightly. His breathing became heavy, but he restrained his madness and obediently let go.
“...Li Xin”.
Su Jinmu sat up. "You've been going too crazy lately."
Li Xin's nose was almost touching his, his pupils were eerily black, "So what? Young Master is going to push me away."
Su Jinmu: "..."
That damn thing.
Su Jinmu scrutinized him from a very close distance; in fact, Li Xin had recently become more restrained.
Crazy and repressive.
Su Jinmu lifted his face with her fingers and looked closely, staring at his eyes that were red again, the blood-red color clearly visible in her vision.
My heart is pounding, restless, and my fingertips are touching.
...It seems that Li Xin's madness was caused by him, and his restraint was also caused by him.
The vengeful spirits were almost entirely attached to him.
Su Jinmu looked at him, her gaze sweeping over him carefully, and her heart clenched.
Li Xin felt tense under his gaze, his emotions surging, and his possessiveness clamoring within him.
He was afraid the young master would say something he didn't want to hear.
He wanted to press his lips against hers, to cover those moist, crimson lips, and instinctively moved a little closer.
“Li Xin”.
Su Jinmu called him.
Li Xin stood still, his lips pressed tightly together, his expression inscrutable, but he didn't move.
"I'm willing to give it a try."
Su Jinmu said.
Li Xin: "...?"
Li Xin paused for two seconds, "Try what?"
Su Jinmu pulled his chin, lowered her eyes, and slowly leaned closer, her lips touching his, and kissed him.
Feeling the warmth of the other person's lips, her fingertips curled slightly.
"Try it, love you."
Li Xin was stunned.
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