Chapter 233 Don't worry about him
Su Man sat on the carpet, looking at Gu Yanchuan's photos one by one in the dim light of the bedside lamp.
She picked up one of the yellowed old photos. Gu Yanchuan, who was still a baby, was sleeping soundly in his cradle, with his two little hands clenched into fists and raised high.
Su Man's eyes couldn't help but soften a little.
I still remember the first time I met Gu Yanchuan. He was so small and soft, and looked so fragile.
She wanted to hug him and kiss him, but she didn't dare.
How could she love Gu Yanchuan?
Later, the child's eyes looked more and more like his father, just like a wolf cub. Whenever she saw him, she would think of those unbearable things. She often couldn't help beating and scolding him, not giving him food, and locking him up and not wanting to see him.
Seeing that the child was not well-received, the servants began to secretly withhold his food.
She didn't know about it until the child was almost burned to death.
At that time, she had filed for divorce with the help of Ji Xiuci. The lawsuit lasted for more than a year. After the child survived, she ran away from the Gu family alone. No one knew how he found her.
He was less than 7 years old, his hair was wet with sweat, his little face was covered with stains, and he was wearing clothes that didn't fit him at all. It was unknown how long he had been walking, but his clothes were dirty.
He suddenly appeared in front of her, staring at her fiercely, his eyes stubborn and obstinate.
She knew he wanted her back.
She happened to be with Ji Youli, and the child finally showed a trace of panic when he saw Ji Youli. She even saw a hint of pleading in the child's eyes.
But she had finally escaped from the Gu family, how could she fall into their trap?
She said she didn't know the child, turned around and left with Ji Youli.
She saw with her own eyes the light in the child's eyes go out in an instant. Later, she asked someone to send the child to the police station, but he would not know.
She thought the child must have been desperate when he was abandoned on the street?
But she couldn't love him!
She told herself that the dark days of imprisonment and humiliation were over. She was Mrs. Ji and she lived a happy life. Ji Xiuci loved and respected her very much, and she and Ji Youli were as close as mother and son.
But she still couldn't help but pay attention to the child and asked Wu Ma to investigate his news.
The child became more and more rebellious as he grew older. He skipped classes, drove fast cars, played games, and hung out with his bad friends all day long. She kept brainwashing herself that the child was the devil's flesh and blood, and was crooked at heart and destined to become a disaster.
Whenever he got into trouble, she couldn't help but call him. She hoped that the child could get on the right track, but she didn't dare and didn't want to admit it, so she could only insult him and curse him to death.
How could she really want that child to die?
She always thought that even if she hated the child, he would still long for her love as he did when he was a child, just like he would always make trouble for Ji Youli in order to get her attention.
And now, the child has finally turned over a new leaf, but he has also completely left her.
In the past, she thought it was all Sheng Beibei's fault, but now she thinks that an irresponsible mother like her is not worthy of his love and admiration.
Su Man picked up a recent photo of Gu Yanchuan.
Well, the child has grown up and doesn't need her care anymore. He no longer hangs out with those bad friends. Gu Sinan even held a coming-of-age ceremony for him, which seems to mean he has begun to pay attention to his training.
In the future, he will become the head of Gu family and marry into Sheng family, so his future is bright.
She didn't have to worry about him anymore.
Suman put the photos back into the box one by one, and just as she was about to close the lid, the door was opened.
She raised her eyes and met Ji Xiuci's gloomy gaze.
clang!
The lid fell on the box with a crisp knocking sound.
"What are you doing?" Ji Xiuci originally wanted to see if Su Man had sneaked out, but when he saw her so flustered, he immediately became alert. Could it be that she was looking at the things of the father and son from the Gu family?
"No, nothing." Su Man hurriedly picked up the lid and put it on the box.
Ji Xiuci strode forward and snatched it away: "Let me see!"
"Don't!"
Before Su Man finished her words, Ji Xiuci had already seen what was inside, and his expression became even more terrifying.
"Rhetoric, listen to me..."
Bang!
Ji Xiuci smashed the box to the ground, stomped on it hard, and muttered, "I knew you couldn't forget that father and son! I'll help you destroy all these things."
"What are you doing? Don't do this." Su Man rushed over to stop him.
Ji Xiuci pushed her away, picked up a few photos and tore them apart. He bent over to pick up more, but Su Man, with strength from nowhere, knocked him to the ground.
"you!"
"Ji Xiuci, are you crazy?"
Su Man stared at him with red eyes, and tears seemed to be about to fall at any second. Against the backdrop of the small teardrop mole under her eye, she looked particularly pitiful.
Ji Xiuci was stunned for a moment, and felt a surge of anger in his heart. Su Man took the opportunity to pick up all the photos and put them in the bedside table.
Su Man stood in front of the bedside table and ordered him to leave: "Get out."
"Why should I go out? I'm your husband and I'm going to sleep here." Ji Xiuci sneered, got up and lay down on the bed.
Su Man still looked unhappy: "It was you who said we wanted to sleep in separate beds." She once hoped to sleep in Ji Xiuci's arms, but now she doesn't want to at all.
Ji Xiuci has changed, he is completely different from the one I remember.
Ji Xiuci rushed forward and tried to knock Su Man down. Su Man had no interest in playing that boring game with him. This was what he did every time he got angry. No matter whether he was capable or not, he was always humiliating her.
"Let go!" Su Man struggled to break free, pointed at the door, and shouted, "Get out!"
"You told me to get out?" Ji Xiuci's face was distorted. "If it was Gu Sinan, you definitely wouldn't tell him to get out, right? I knew you still couldn't forget him!"
It happens again! Why does the topic always come to Gu Sinan?
Su Man couldn't help but think of Gu Sinan. He would never say that to her. He would only humbly beg her to stay, wishing he could dig his heart out right there and then. But in the end, he would still...
Thinking of this, Suman turned her face away in humiliation.
"I knew you couldn't forget him." Ji Xiuci held Su Man's shoulders with both hands, "Do you think he is better than me? He can satisfy you, but I can't, so you can't forget him, right?"
"During those years at the Gu family, he must have made you feel like you were in heaven, right? Weren't you eager to enjoy the pleasure under him?"
Bang!
Su Man pushed Ji Xiuci away violently and slapped him hard.
"Ji Xiuci, you are no different from Gu Sinan!"
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