Chapter 481 Mom loves you very much
In the ward.
The air was filled with the smell of alcohol and disinfectant. Gu Yanchuan was wrapped in layer upon layer of bandages and lay quietly on the bed.
His head was turned inwards and Suman couldn't see his face clearly.
But Suman knew that this was her child.
He looked so fragile, with only the slightest movement proving he was still alive. There was no trace of a wolf cub at all in him. Instead, he looked like a poor injured cub.
Su Man staggered a few steps and sat down dejectedly on the chair beside the bed.
She held Gu Yanchuan's hand tremblingly, and her tears wet the back of his hand.
"Yanchuan, mom is here."
Gu Yanchuan, who was awakened from his sound sleep, stiffened slightly and could not believe his ears.
Is he still dreaming? Why did I hear that woman's voice?
That woman claimed to be his mother? Still crying?
Gu Yanchuan didn't dare to move. He quietly moved his other hand and twisted his thigh hard.
Oh my god, it hurts so much!
This isn't a dream?
Could it be that this woman mistakenly thought that he was about to die and rushed over to see him?
This woman actually came all the way to see him?
Su Man naturally noticed that Gu Yanchuan's body stiffened for a moment, and he never turned around to look at her from beginning to end. Suman also didn't have the courage to walk to the other side and look at his face.
"I'm sorry, Yeon-Chuan."
When she said the three words "I'm sorry", she found that it was not as difficult to say as she had imagined.
It turns out that the so-called hatred has always been so shallow that it can be dispelled with a wave of the hand.
“I’ve never been a good mother.”
Regardless of whether the child still needed her apology, she didn't want him to have the slightest chance of dying with regrets.
Fortunately, he survived and was able to hear her belated confession.
"I used to beat you and scold you, and say those ugly things to you, but actually, I am really happy to be your mother."
Gu Yanchuan lying on the hospital bed was in disbelief and his mind went blank for a moment.
Happy to be his mom? Doesn’t this woman hate him very much? Didn't he often call him a dirty thing? Don't you wish he would die immediately?
Why, why is this happening? Are you sure it's not hallucination?
Did the father and son from the Ji family bully her? She had nowhere to go so she thought of her son? Or does it mean that this woman has always had him in her heart? Was she crying like this because of him?
Su Man burst into tears: "You are my only child, how could I wish you to die?"
Feeling the familiar breath of this woman, Gu Yanchuan felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.
He didn't know whether he really wanted this woman to have him in her heart.
Didn’t we agree not to care about her?
Why are you so disappointing?
Sheng Beibei, who was in the bathroom of the ward, noticed the movement outside.
It was not convenient for Sheng Beibei to go out and disturb the mother and son, so she had to stand at the door in silence.
She vaguely guessed that the remaining black value of Gu Yanchuan might be related to his original family. Didn’t his blackness value decrease by five levels when he interned at Gu’s company last time? It is most likely because of Uncle Gu.
Perhaps, now is an opportunity for the little fool to resolve his feelings towards his biological mother and reduce his blackening value.
Su Man was lost in memories beside the bed.
"When I found out I was pregnant with you, I was scared and overwhelmed, but more than that, I felt inexplicably happy and touched."
"I know that there is one more person in this world who is related to me by blood."
Gu Sinan and others chased to the door of the ward. Seeing Su Man mumbling something in the ward, they all stood at the door tacitly.
"Do you know? When you were still in the womb, there was a voice saying that you were the fruit of sin and you should not be born into this world. As long as you fell hard, you would disappear."
Hearing this, Gu Sinan took a small step back and closed his eyes in pain.
Duan Tezhu looked at his nose with his eyes and his heart with his nose, silently reducing his presence. Oh, my God, he heard nothing, knew nothing.
"But I can't bear to do it."
"I even wondered if it was a boy or a girl, and if he looked more like me or more like Gu Sinan."
Su Man stroked Gu Yanchuan's hand and continued to talk to herself: "When I first saw you, you were so small and soft, and your eyes looked so much like mine. I knew at first glance that you were my child."
"I want to hug you and kiss you so much, but I don't dare. I'm trying hard to brainwash myself."
"I kept telling myself that this was Gu Sinan's conspiracy. He wanted to use the child to tie me down. I couldn't be fooled."
"Later..." Su Man was choking up and almost couldn't continue, "I took out my hatred for Gu Sinan on you. You were just an innocent child and you did nothing wrong."
Tears flowed from the corners of Gu Yanchuan's eyes, soaking the pillow.
He actually knew all along that the woman hated the old man and therefore hated him as well.
Even he himself felt that he was born unworthy of being loved, that he was a dirty being, and that the blood flowing in his body was original sin. And now this woman says he is innocent and has done nothing wrong.
"I left the Gu family when you were so young."
Su Man looked at Gu Yanchuan's hand. This hand was once very small, and it couldn't even hold one of her fingers.
His hands were bigger than hers now.
Su Man said with emotion: "In the blink of an eye, you have grown so big."
She actually thought about continuing to live with Gu Sinan like that and giving her child a complete home. But she was brought up in pampered status by her parents, and she simply could not compromise for the sake of her children and stay with the person who assaulted her.
If... if Gu Sinan hadn't forced her, would everything be different?
Su Man didn't dare to think too deeply about it.
"In the past few years, you skipped classes, drove fast, and fought. I was worried that you would be disliked by Gu Sinan, and I was also afraid that you would be retaliated by Ji Youli in the future. Whenever you got into trouble, I would call you."
"I didn't dare to admit that I cared about you, so I cursed you with the most vicious words."
Gu Yanchuan bit his lower lip tightly, raised his other hand to wipe away his tears, his shoulders shrugged, and suppressed tears almost overflowed from his mouth.
Su Man saw Gu Yanchuan's actions and felt a pang of pain in her heart.
She knew he had suffered a lot.
"Yeonchuan, you're a good kid. I'm really proud of you for being able to get into Jingshi University and take over the Chengnan project. I believe your future will be bright."
Gu Yanchuan finally couldn't hold back his sobs.
She said he was a good kid and she was proud of him?
She actually...cares about him, right?
Su Man understood that she was not a qualified mother, and it was reasonable for Gu Yanchuan to hate her.
"I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just want you to know that mom loves you very much and I hope you can live well."
Hearing this, Gu Yanchuan could no longer lie down. He stood up and looked at her straightly. His beautiful peach blossom eyes were blurred by tears.
"You said you loved me, but why did you leave me alone on the street? Why did you choose Ji Youli?"
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