Chapter 274 Be brave and pursue your love! I support you!
It is because of this kind of personality that he is always criticized by others for being hot and cold, which easily gives people a bad impression.
There are very few occasions where he can really speak out his true feelings without worrying about it.
He is too defensive and feels that showing his entire self to others is a very unsafe behavior.
However, as time went on, all kinds of emotions accumulated in his heart, and he had reached a critical point where he could hardly bear it.
And before this... opportunity for an outburst came, he had a chance to vent.
I don’t know if it’s because of the timing or because the person on the other side doesn’t understand what I’m saying, or maybe it’s because the person on the other side is An Feng…
In short, it was a rare opportunity for him to show a different side of himself in front of An Feng.
“Am I being petty… Actually, sometimes, I really mind their jokes, but I think it will affect our relationship if I say it out loud, so I just let it go.
And... I'm actually not happy that they assigned me so much work, but I also know that if I don't obey, I will lose a lot of opportunities...
Am I being annoying and greedy... I want everything... I want to seize the opportunity, but I don't want to abandon the stage. It's also hard to see them having their little secrets without my participation when I'm not around. ”
He talked a lot, his voice was very vague, and he didn't care whether An Feng could hear him clearly.
After all, his purpose was really just to talk.
"Can you understand...can you understand my disgusting thoughts...probably not.
From the first time I saw you, I felt like we were the same person. The distance in your eyes makes me feel safe
Because you are the same person as me, I can feel at ease getting along with you and be friends with you without any scruples.
But... later, I realized that we are different. You are more determined and decisive than me, and you don’t have my worrisome personality.
I actually really envy your personality...If possible, I would also like to be like you and never be kidnapped by others.
It was from this time that I began to feel that your distant attitude was... very disturbing.
I really want to be closer to you, so that you can truly smile for me. Instead of treating me in the same general way as you treat the world. ”
Speaking of this, Tu Tuxin seemed a little excited.
He stared blankly at the night view outside the floor-to-ceiling window of the practice room, frowning with disgust, as if he regretted revealing his inner thoughts.
Fortunately, she couldn't hear it, otherwise it would be embarrassing.
"I seem to like you a little bit. I don't know if this is the feeling of liking someone. But, I feel a little excited and happy when I see you appear.
When I saw that moment in the restaurant that day, I was really surprised. But... later, after you helped us. I calmed down again. Don't blame me for not taking the initiative to contact you during this period.
It seems like we have very little contact, and I don't know what reason to start a conversation with you. Maybe since I had these thoughts, I have become more restrained in front of you..."
Before I could finish my words, I heard someone on the other side suddenly speak...
"Go after your love bravely, young man! I support you! I support you!"
The confused and touched look on Tu Tuxin's face disappeared in an instant. He sat up straight, his expression stiff, his lips pursed, and his hand holding the phone was trembling slightly.
"...I, I want to take you away, from now on, we will be together for the rest of our lives..."
Just as there was silence, An Feng on the other end of the phone suddenly spoke softly again.
This sentence had such a great impact on Tu Tuxin that his mind went blank instantly. His mind was confused for a long time, but he didn't dare to make a sound or even give the slightest response.
Finally, after I realized what was happening, I almost subconsciously wanted to escape and hang up the phone.
But suddenly, what An Feng said at the beginning echoed in my mind: don't hang up the phone.
Thinking of this, he paused.
In the end, he didn't know how he got back to the dormitory and fell asleep with mixed feelings while looking at the call page.
I was impulsive that night, and I regretted it when I woke up the next day and saw that my phone had been hung up because it ran out of battery.
He should have hung up the phone decisively when he was sure that An Feng was safe, then there wouldn't have been so many things that happened later.
"Brother, did you not sleep well last night? Why do you look so bad?"
Just then, a boy jumped behind Tu Tu Xin and hung around his neck, asking with a concerned look on his face.
They really care about this big brother who is working hard outside to increase the popularity of their group.
When the other boy saw this scene, he quickly walked over, grabbed the boy's collar and pulled him down.
"I saw Tu Tuxin working overtime again last night. You could tell he looked unhappy, but you still clung to him!"
His tone sounded sour when he said this, and it seemed that he did not just take action because he felt that Tu Tu Xin was disturbed.
"Zhang Nan, don't go too far! You're the one who sticks to me the most every day, why do you want to punish me just for hanging me up?"
Seeing that they were about to quarrel because of him again, Tu Tuxin just put down what he was thinking on his phone temporarily and tried to persuade them to stop fighting.
"Okay, okay, it's okay, don't fight."
"You are very popular~"
Just as Tu Tuxin was trying to stop the fight with a smile on his face, someone suddenly sat down next to him.
He naturally handed the other bottle of drink in his hand to Tu Tuxin and said this with an expressionless face as if he didn't care at all.
"No, no, I'm not saying hello to you."
Tu Tuxin cleverly understood the meaning of his words, took the drink he handed to her in a flattering manner, then quietly moved closer and spoke in a low voice.
Hearing what he said, the boy who handed over the drink turned around and looked at Tu Tu Xin with a look of shock.
"What are you doing? It's so corny!"
Although he said it with a look of disgust, the smile on his lips still revealed his true thoughts.
Ever since the news about Tu Tu Xin being rumored to be taking drugs, they clearly felt that Tu Tu Xin was under increasing pressure.
He really seemed to have grown up overnight and became estranged from them, no longer playing with them as recklessly as before.
This feeling became even more serious later, and when the rumors were clarified, he was not as happy as everyone imagined.
Instead, the whole person seemed even quieter...
Especially when he was approached by those endorsements and resources that came to him for no apparent reason, his overall condition became even worse.
They knew that they had no way to help him...but they also wanted to give him more confidence or affirmation to help him get out of this dilemma of self-doubt.
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