Chapter 327: Chasing the footsteps of dreams, the eternal flower that ensures safety
"I'm sorry, sister. I was too impulsive and immature before. I always subconsciously thought that since you are my sister, you should revolve around me.
I have done a lot of stupid things before, and now I don’t know how to make it up to you... Only when I was pursuing my dreams myself did I realize how helpless you felt at that time. I’m sorry, sister…I’m sorry, I will never be so selfish in the future…”
As Xia Qingfeng spoke, he began to break down emotionally, and tightly grasped the bottle of ice water that An Feng had brought him, as if he was going to burst the bottle in the next second.
Seeing his state, An Feng sighed, pulled his hand away and said, "Everyone is an independent individual. You thought I was selfish and abandoned you for the so-called dream without considering your feelings.
Then let me ask you, if I ask you to give up your dream and stay with me forever, would you be willing?"
She did not forgive him for what he had done before with a few generous words. Instead, she switched their identities, hoping that Xia Qingfeng would truly empathize with her.
Xia Qingfeng looked up at An Feng blankly and was silent for a while. As soon as he opened his mouth to say something, he was interrupted by An Feng.
"Xia Qingfeng, you don't want to. Your hesitation and eyes tell me that you don't want to. You said that we are very similar, we are both very selfish. Your desire to control me before was just because you felt that I was the only one you had. So you wanted to grab the last straw.
You are too pessimistic. You react so strongly because you feel that if I am gone, there is no meaning for you to exist. But, Xia Qingfeng, the meaning of everyone's existence is only for themselves, and not on others.
You have found the goal you want to strive for. I am very happy for you. I hope that Xia Qingfeng can fulfill his dream in the future and become the future self he has longed for in countless dreams. ”
An Feng's expression was very calm, and the tone he used when he said these words was also calm but also very sincere.
But it was her indifferent attitude that made Xia Qingfeng's eyes sore, and finally she couldn't help crying.
He really realized...how extreme he had been during that time.
Since his youth, his dream has been to become an eagle soaring in the sky and to contribute his own efforts to protecting the people of his motherland.
However, his idea did not receive support from his family, and he would rarely have the opportunity to realize his dream if he could not get a response.
In addition, on the road of growth, people constantly "corrected" his life, which made him further away from his dream...
This feeling of powerlessness reached its first turning point when An Feng suddenly had a conversation with his family and asked him to leave the school.
Just when he thought he was finally getting back on track, another accident happened...
This accident directly destroyed all his dreams and sent Xia Qingfeng into hell.
That dark period had a huge impact on Xia Qingfeng. The obsession that supported him to get through it was Yue Zhi's matter and An Feng's waiting.
After Yue Zhi's problem was resolved by An Feng, a huge stone fell from his heart, and he also felt a little empty and regarded An Feng as his only concern.
A life like a puppet, if there is no last glimmer of hope... then what is the difference between that and immediate death?
With this mood, he approached An Feng's bottom line step by step, and got closer to her step by step despite her resistance... regardless of whether she felt disgusted with him or not.
The time I really realized that I was doing something wrong was after An Feng fell into a coma...
He watched An Feng almost being hit by someone in front of him, but Xia Qingfeng had no time to protect her.
Seeing her fainting in someone else's arms, Xia Qingfeng felt like his brain was about to explode.
Later, An Feng's strange coma made Xia Qingfeng more and more panicked... At the same time, he also understood a lot of things in this torment.
When that person really has the possibility of leaving you, the change in mentality happens in an instant.
Looking at the staff around her who were anxiously busy with her work, Xia Qingfeng began to look at her dream from An Feng's perspective.
During this period of filming experience, Xia Qingfeng had already slightly changed his opinion of this profession.
After calming down, he became more open-minded... and realized that his previous thoughts were too anxious about gains and losses.
It was at this time that a piece of good news reached his ears...
Because of his special physique and his qualifications, he was recommended to a special training camp.
He thought it was someone from the Xia family who contacted them on his behalf, so he quickly asked for leave and went home.
During this time back, I also learned more about the specific content of this activity...
During this training session, Xia Qingfeng saw hope... and saw his former passionate self.
Two days were enough for him to make up his mind and find his lost self again.
Although... this seems a little different from the great hero under the sun that I once dreamed of, it is also a contribution in another way.
After figuring it out, An Feng's coma became her and his last obsession.
It was not until he heard the news that An Feng had regained consciousness that Xia Qingfeng accepted the invitation with confidence, and he coordinated the time with the crew to finish filming his scenes as soon as possible.
Fortunately, his role didn't have many scenes to begin with, and the more important scenes had already been filmed before, so there aren't many scenes left.
Before rushing to work, the first thing he had to do was to find An Feng and explain his true feelings to him.
He always owed An Feng an apology, to the sister who once supported him unconditionally.
After talking about this, both of them seemed to have let go of a huge stone in their hearts.
An Feng saw Xia Qingfeng off from his room with mixed feelings. Before he looked at his back and walked out of the door, he suddenly called out to him.
"Xia Qingfeng, wait a moment."
Xia Qingfeng turned around to look at An Feng, but before he could ask An Feng why he called him... An Feng handed him a small pendant.
A pendant the size of a fingernail, with a transparent glass shell. If you look closely, you can see that there is a flower sealed inside...
"This is for safety. You don't have to carry it with you. Just put it with your luggage."
An Feng was not stupid. He could guess that what Xia Qingfeng was going to do would definitely not allow him to wear jewelry as freely as he did now.
This is the everlasting flower pendant that she bought for Xia Qingfeng in the system mall using her own meager life points.
It does have the effect of ensuring safety and increasing luck...
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