I am so fortunate that she came back just when I decided to wait for death.
I couldn't wait to hug her and kiss her. I cried like a child because I really couldn't live without her.
She is the light in my dark life, my muse, my darling.
She is the love of my life, Cheng Muyun.
At that moment, I knew I could no longer live with the name Cheng Muyun, because that name carried a curse. Nothing I did would bring me good fortune, and I would only attract trouble. I didn't want her to live a life of constant danger with me.
So I plotted and schemed, all so that I could retire to the countryside with her.
I would rather give up the name Cheng Muyun, abandon my life of luxury, and leave my hometown, just to be with her forever.
However, the reason I didn't retire in the end was because she said that this is how the times are, and we can't escape it no matter where we go. Only by joining the ranks of revolutionaries and fighting for the light of this country can we live the life we desire.
I want to find a place for my skills, she wants to dedicate herself to her ideals, and we are both willing to stand under the red flag.
We went through countless hardships, faced death on the brink of death, and wrote our wills dozens of times. Fortunately, we saw a glimmer of hope.
Now, I have been Mr. Zhou for over forty years, and she has long since changed from Mrs. Cheng to Mrs. Zhou.
However, she still likes her name.
I like it too, and I love it deeply.
At this moment, as ordinary people, we have lived for fifty years and our lives have come to an end.
There are so many remarkable things in my life that if I were to publish an autobiography, it would be so captivating that it would sell out instantly.
However, I think the luckiest thing was meeting her.
Heaven took pity on her; she passed away before me. She lay peacefully on her bed, closing her eyes forever, taking my thoughts with her.
Thanks to her kindness, I only lived three days longer than her, so I don't have to suffer too much longing.
If I could pray to God, if God could truly hear my voice, I sincerely pray that in my next life, I could see her one more time, would that be alright?
By the way, her name is Xu Zhuohua.
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