Ziyi didn't know how to comfort Qin Yuhuan. Just saying "It's okay, it will pass" was too pale, and there was really nothing she could do about this matter.
It's the wrong time, or maybe it's something else.
If she had known Qin Yuhuan earlier, Qin Yuhuan would not have to worry about money, and Aunt Shi (Qin's mother) would have received good medical care. Everything might have been different, but in reality, it was not.
It was at this point in time that she truly got to know Qin Yuhuan.
Qin Yuhuan was severely traumatized. She was powerless to heal the wound. The only thing she could do was to hug the woman who was crying silently and tell her, "Cry, cry."
But Qin Yuhuan only gave herself five minutes to cry. Five minutes after hanging up the phone, she sniffed, wiped away her tears, and apologized to Ziyi, "Is I a shame? I'm sorry."
"That's not true. When our little Qin cries, she also looks like a pear blossom in the rain. She is so beautiful. There is no way she looks ugly at all."
Qin Yuhuan's mood was not so stable, but Ziyi seemed to be more stable. She took out some paper and wiped the tears from the corners of Qin Yuhuan's eyes. "Don't cry anymore?"
"My eyes get swollen when I cry too much." Qin Yuhuan couldn't control herself during the two-hour phone call, but once she hung up, she had to suppress all her emotions and not let the feeling of powerlessness spread. "Not only my eyes get swollen, but my whole body gets swollen."
She stretched out her hand, and her slender hand was visibly swollen. "Look, it's almost getting fat."
Before Ziyi was about to use her money ability, a finger was placed on Ziyi's lips, and Ziyi was stunned.
Qin Yuhuan shook his head, "Don't stop working, Ziyi, I can do it."
She knew what Ziyi would say. The cost and investment of stopping work for a day was nothing to her. She also knew that Ziyi would stand by her regardless of principle, given her unreasonable and protective personality. But Qin Yuhuan didn't think so. "The crew's plans are all arranged. If we stop work for a day, everything will be delayed. I'm fine, Ziyi."
"You..." Ziyi grabbed Qin Yuhuan's hand. At this time, Qin Yuhuan's hand was still warm and soft, like a ball of boneless cotton cloud. "You don't have to be so strong."
"It's not about being strong, Xiaozi, haven't you noticed, I actually love to cry." Where Ziyi couldn't see, Qin Yuhuan's tears could form a lake, but at this point, no matter how many tears he had, they would almost dry up.
Ziyi thought Qin Yuhuan would separate them clearly and say something like "I can't always rely on you", but Qin Yuhuan didn't. She just said, "I can still do it now. When I can't do it anymore, I'll talk to you again, okay?"
"Okay, then I must tell you." Ziyi stretched out a little finger and hooked it with Qin Yuhuan's. "I'll take it as your promise. Even if you're a puppy, you can't cheat."
"You don't... think I..." Qin Yuhuan hesitated, "I'm losing my composure?"
She could have easily avoided Ziyi and answered the call. In fact, she had done so in the past.
Qin Changping stopped fighting when he was tired, and he didn't take it to heart that Qin Yuhuan didn't answer the phone. He just needed a way to vent at this moment.
And he had only Qin Yuhuan willing to listen to his chatter.
Qin Yuhuan didn't do that tonight. She likes to be free, so there are some things that she can't keep hidden forever.
She was born into such a family. Happy families in the world are all the same, full of love, but unhappy families are all strange and varied.
She is unlucky and has no choice, so Ziyi has to understand her weird family and face herself as she is on the verge of collapse due to the burden of her family.
When it comes to love, Qin Yuhuan has her own pace. She takes one step at a time, firmly and steadily, and she has countless opportunities to leave.
"I'm not as strong as you think, Ziyi. Every time the phone rings, I get scared. It takes me a long time to mentally prepare myself before I can answer it. I feel exhausted after every call."
Ziyi patted her shoulder, and Qin Yuhuan leaned forward. "Sometimes when I see myself crying my eyes out, I feel like I'm useless, but there's nothing I can do about it. I've loved crying since I was a kid."
But she didn't cry because she was afraid, nor because of anything else. It was her natural constitution. As long as she was right, she would finish her reasoning even if she was crying, even if she was shaking with tears.
"If you don't want to be strong, then don't be strong. It's okay," Ziyi said softly. "It's not a big deal if you like crying. It's good. You have to vent your emotions, right?"
"If I say you're strong, and you think that's my definition of you, I'll apologize, okay? Qin Yuhuan, no matter what you are like, you're wonderful. Don't put pressure on yourself because of my thoughtless words. That's not who you are. You can be whatever you want and look like countless things. It doesn't matter if you're a downer. You're just yourself."
Ziyi's words were like the last straw that broke Qin Yuhuan's back. She buried her face in Ziyi's arms, and her low sobs reached Ziyi's ears. She gently patted Qin Yuhuan's back, "Cry, it's okay. What's wrong with our little Qin crying, right?"
Because of this unexpected phone call, the "bedtime story" that Ziyi wanted to hear was ruined.
Qin Yuhuan was indeed exhausted both physically and mentally. She cried enough in Ziyi's arms, then went to remove her makeup and take a shower. When she came out, her mood had returned to normal, except for her eyes, which were red and swollen like rabbits, which made Ziyi laugh.
"Fortunately, I was worried about staying up too late, so I brought this when I came here. It's the legendary emergency recovery lady's eye mask." Ziyi pushed Qin Yuhuan down on the bed, asked her to close her eyes, and covered her with the eye mask.
Qin Yuhuan was originally in a state of professional illness and wanted to check the ingredients, but the packaging bag was tampered with. She said fiercely, "I'm warning you, be honest and don't expose my IQ tax or anything like that. I have to deal with this psychological effect first. Chemists, shut up tonight."
If she meets someone who knows the business and tells her with reason and evidence that first aid is just an IQ tax, she will have a heart attack tonight.
"Okay, sister." Qin·Chemist·Yu Huan decisively shut up and enjoyed Ziyi's service with peace of mind. "Xiao Zi, you don't seem to have any requirements for me?"
She wanted to cry, and Ziyi let her cry, as if Ziyi could accept anything she did. Qin Yuhuan knew that Ziyi was tolerant, but she didn't expect that Ziyi could be tolerant to this extent.
"Why should I have any requirements for you? If you insist that I do, then my requirement for you is that you can be comfortable and be yourself."
Ziyi also put on an eye mask and lay down next to Qin Yuhuan. "I'm quite satisfied with myself, so I don't have any requirements for the people around me. Of course, the so-called 'no requirements' also has limits. If they were my employees, I would have requirements for their abilities."
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