There was silence for a long time, and after the silence, Qin Yuhuan's laughter followed.
Posture:?
"Xiaozi, I know you're not feeling sorry for me."
Qin Yuhuan couldn't help it and waved to Ziyi. Ziyi understood and snuggled in Qin Yuhuan's arms.
"You'll help me out of kindness and sympathy, but you won't sacrifice yourself. If I thought that, I'd be underestimating both you and myself."
Qin Yuhuan could see this clearly. There were too many people in the world who needed to be saved, but there was only one Ziyi.
"Putting aside family factors, I'm still a good person. I'm good-looking and smart, and I'm worthy of Xiaozi's love."
Ziyi heaved a sigh of relief and laughed along, "You really are..."
Qin Yuhuan rubbed Ziyi's cheek gently with her fingertips, tenderness flowing in her eyes. Looking at Ziyi nestled in her arms like a tired and noble kitten, satisfaction and joy filled her heart unknowingly.
"The only thing I've learned in the past few years is to stop wasting time and believe that I deserve the best." Qin Yuhuan half-joked, "Of course, if I'm being self-indulgent, Xiaozi can expose me in a more tactful way."
"How could that be?" Ziyi was about to sit up, but was held down firmly by Qin Yuhuan. "You deserve the best, and I am the best."
She was eager to claim the title of "the best" and said, "You're not being sentimental. On the contrary, if you think that way, you're being too sentimental. You're not evaluating her enough. I clearly like Qin Yuhuan very much."
Qin Yuhuan blushed, but still smiled and nodded, acknowledging the words of affection. "Xiaozi, I've told you before that I'm a very self-centered person. Back in the day... when I was in school, I'd discuss questions with classmates and my answers would be wrong. But before I knew I was wrong, I could rely on my own aura to make even the right students doubt themselves."
Ziyi didn't understand why Qin Yuhuan suddenly said this, but she listened carefully and sometimes found it funny. Indeed, Qin Yuhuan was a selfish person.
"So, when I don't want to end my life, I will do my best to live on. I will cling to even a blade of grass, just like I have done in the past few years. I grow flowers, I tell myself I will provide for my father in his old age, I assign myself countless tasks, and I am willing to take on all kinds of trips, whether good or bad. If I decide to end my life, it won't be because I have been beaten down by life and have no interest in living, but because life has no appeal to me anymore. I will definitely arrange everything and leave without regrets."
Qin Yuhuan was afraid that Ziyi would still be sad about the ending of her previous life, but she herself was unusually calm when talking about life and death. It would be better if she asked Ziyi if it hurt, otherwise she would feel sad.
Ziyi snorted, "Yes, you gave your flowers away, and you gave your uncle 100,000 yuan to help repair the house. On the last day, you were watching my interview and gave me a blessing through the TV. I was right next to you and asked you to come over and say it to me in person, but you ignored me completely, which made me so sad."
Qin Yuhuan smiled knowingly, "I was wrong. I should try harder."
Maybe if he tried harder, Ziyi would see her, or maybe he wouldn't...
Thinking of this, Qin Yuhuan couldn't help but pinch Ziyi's ear. "In your previous life, did your marriage with Shu Baizhu fail? Why?"
"Ah..." Ziyi wailed in pain, covering her face with her hands, and began to complain in a coquettish tone, "It's just that talking too much brings tears. I haven't spoken to her more than 50 times in a year, and we've chatted on WeChat for 933 times, including emojis, which is less than three sentences a day. It's a marriage of widowhood, and she keeps it to herself, and I keep it to herself too.
On the day I had the accident, she told her mother she didn't love me at all and that it was impossible for her to go abroad to get married to me. I was so angry that I felt like crying. I lost my mind and stepped on the accelerator too hard. The driver who hit me was probably drunk and didn't realize he was in the wrong lane. I didn't have time to brake and he didn't have time to react, so we crashed head-on.
This was something Qin Yuhuan hadn't expected. "I thought Shu Baizhu would treat you well."
"She blames me," the past feelings are indeed in the past for Ziyi. She would never say a bad word about Shu Baizhu to others, but the grievances she has suffered do need a channel to vent.
Qin Yuhuan, who was "willing to watch the show" and wanted to know everything about Ziyi, naturally became the best person to confide in.
"She thinks her family has become snobs and vampires because of me. It's because the Shu family found out I'm rich that they wanted to take shortcuts. You don't know that in my previous life, I raised the two brothers Shu Baizhen and Shu Baiqi like children. They wouldn't even chew the food I fed them. Now, whenever I see these two brothers, I have a shadow and a headache.
I'm in this state, and she still blames me. Is it my fault that I'm rich? Who doesn't want to go out and buy a lottery ticket and win 50 million and become rich instantly? I earned this money through my own hard work."
Ziyi grew increasingly angry as she spoke. "I know I'm the legendary capitalist who'd go to the guillotine for 300% profit, but I'm also very good to my employees! The companies under Zhao's and my mother's names have very low turnover rates, and their salaries are industry benchmarks. We're the first to donate money and supplies during major disasters, and we also donate to schools across the country for charity. I'm not a bad person, am I?
She blames me, but she didn't tell me. If she had told me, I would have changed. But every day she just says "yeah" or "okay". Isn't this just cold violence? It makes me so angry."
Qin Yuhuan found this amusing and patted Ziyi's back to calm her down. "Xiaozi, you're not a bad person at all. On the contrary, you're a very good person. Your company's charity work will have regular notifications for donors, and there are also public bills, so it's clear at a glance."
"How do you know? Have you donated before?" Ziyi thought of the "law that everyone has to donate money" in the entertainment industry, but this law only applies to celebrities with little fame. Qin Yuhuan is so obscure that no one recognizes her as a female celebrity when she goes out. Why does she have to donate too?
"I have donated, but not much. Among your public welfare projects, there is a Happy Education Program. I have sponsored three girls to go to school one-on-one through it. I also receive transcripts every semester through the mini program."
Qin Yuhuan probably guessed what Ziyi was thinking, so she explained, "I wasn't forced by fans to donate. I volunteered. I'm not hungry for money. It's enough to support my father and me. There are all kinds of charitable organizations in the entertainment industry, and I've seen a lot of them, so I always choose Zhao's channels."
Ziyi's efforts seemed to be implicitly recognized, and the anger that had risen due to Shu Baizhu's cold violence gradually subsided. "Right, let me tell you, every time we donate supplies, even though some are inventory, we quote them at cost. If the cost price is 10 million, we'll just quote them as 10 million supplies. Some companies will calculate based on the suggested retail price, saying they donated 10 million supplies, but the actual cost will not exceed 3 million."
In this regard, Ziyi’s main theme is “honesty”.
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