"I used to keep reminding myself that every wrong has its perpetrator," Qin Yuhuan sighed, "but it's so difficult. I used to be able to separate them into two people, but now... I want 'her' to come, but I'm also afraid of 'her' coming."
If they come, I can take revenge, but if they really come, I am afraid that they will get hurt. To be on the safe side, I can only send this bomb farther away.
"I have to say, I admire you a little. When you came over here and met people, I didn't see you lose your temper with her," Qin Yuhuan sighed and shook his head helplessly, "Xiaozi, you really love her."
Ziyi:……???
"Damn it, you're playing tricks on me again." Ziyi struggled out of Qin Yuhuan's embrace. "Qin Yuhuan, I advise you to be more restrained. Be careful, one day I'll knock you over and leave you on the beach."
Qin Yuhuan curled her lips, her smile particularly obvious. She hooked her finger at the angry and defensive Ziyi, motioning her to lean closer to her ear, and whispered softly in her ear: "Xiaozi, I don't know whether you will defeat me in the future, but you already..."
Posture: ???
"Qin Yuhuan??" Ziyi couldn't believe it, but Qin Yuhuan's red ears confirmed to her what kind of vicious words Qin Yuhuan had said just a second ago. "I'm going to die, how come you are braver than me?"
She didn’t even feel comfortable putting up this “Haikou”!!
"It's just you and me, so it's okay to talk occasionally." Qin Yuhuan's cheeks flushed. "Don't you like to hear it? Then I can..."
"No! You're just so different. I love you so much, Yuyu." Ziyi leaned back softly, "I know you're trying to comfort me, but I... I should be okay, right?"
Ziyi wasn't entirely sure either. "At first I felt a little nauseous. I couldn't tell if it was physically or mentally, but I felt much better after you talked to me for a while."
"Well, then I'll go find Dr. Ji and ask her to reconstruct the scene for you again?"
"good."
It was not until Qin Yuhuan left that Ziyi let out a long sigh and rubbed her swollen temples.
The second reenactment of the scene begins.
From the beginning to the end, Ji Henian maintained her professional gentleness and stability, and used one word after another to induce Ziyi to open the memory box.
"She was drunk. When you saw her, did you want to help her get some rest?"
"Yes, I didn't know she would come home. I thought it was a surprise for me. Seeing that she was drunk, I wanted to help her go to bed to rest." Ziyi frowned, as if she was very disgusted with what was going to happen next.
Ji Henian continued to seduce Ziyi and walked forward, "Help her into the bedroom..."
"I helped her into the bedroom, and she suddenly turned over and pressed me. I didn't know what she was going to do, but I just looked at her. She stroked my face with a tenderness that I had never, ever felt before."
Ziyi used two "never" to describe Shu Baizhu whom she met that night.
"She started kissing me, and it was normal at first." Ziyi's hands became stronger, "but she pulled my hair. I cried out in pain and asked her to be gentler, and she bit me like crazy."
"She bit my lip, bit my bear (typo), it felt like my flesh was bitten off, it hurt so much, it hurt so much."
Tears fell from the corners of Ziyi's eyes. She instinctively wanted to curl up in one place, but before entering the reconstructed scene, Ji Henian had already anticipated such a scene. Ziyi's limbs were all tied up, and she could not use this posture to protect herself.
"When she came in, when she came in..."
Ziyi's reaction became even more intense, and Qin Yuhuan's hands were almost bruised by her grip. She kept struggling and resisting Ji Henian's words until Ji Henian was sure that the reconstruction could no longer go on, and she chose to stop.
She was as posing as a dying fish, her skirt almost soaked with sweat, and even when Qin Yuhuan wanted to touch her face, she subconsciously slapped him away.
With a "slap" sound, the blow hit Qin Yuhuan's hand, but it also seemed to hit Ziyi's heart. She seemed to have just woken up from a dream, and almost knelt all the way to Qin Yuhuan. "I'm sorry, sister, I'm sorry, I, I didn't mean it."
"It's okay, Xiaozi, don't worry about it, okay? I don't feel any pain." Qin Yuhuan held back her tears until her eyes felt sore and painful. She had never seen Ziyi like this before.
The whole person seemed to be wrapped in panic and helplessness.
For the first time, she deeply realized the heaviness that this disease brought to people, as well as the weight of what Ji Henian said, "the unbearable burden."
Ji Henian recorded Ziyi's medical records until Ziyi completely calmed down. Then she began to ask about Ziyi's feelings when the scene was replayed.
"The first time, I can only remember vague outlines, similar to the feeling, not very good." Ziyi was weak, as if all the strength in her body was exhausted in the two scenes. She could only rely on Qin Yuhuan for support. "After the second time, I remember some details."
Her voice was hoarse. "It's something I didn't remember before. I seem to have experienced half of the forced scene all over again. I'm sorry to have embarrassed you, Doctor Ji."
"It's okay, these are normal things to see. You're already very strong, Ziyi. Don't put too much pressure on yourself." Ji Henian spoke in a calm tone, as if he was telling a story, giving people a feeling of being told in a leisurely manner, which greatly alleviated Ziyi's embarrassment about her own loss of composure.
And she only knew half of the story that Ziyi couldn't accept.
She had no intention of asking any further questions to her partner who was unaware of what happened next. Throughout the whole process, she seemed to be just a quiet listener.
When Ziyi is willing to speak or wants to speak, she will listen quietly. Once Ziyi doesn't want to speak, she will take off this identity and become a gust of wind or a cloud, and will not cause Ziyi any discomfort.
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