Qin Yuhuan didn't say anything for a long time, and Ziyi felt nervous for no reason. She knew that Qin Yuhuan was always slow to speak and act, and now, no matter how eager she was to get an answer, she couldn't say a word to urge him to ask.
"When did I... say I was straight?"
Qin Yuhuan recalled the moments she spent with Ziyi, and it seemed as if she had never told Ziyi directly: "Ziyi, Ziyi, I am a straight woman."
She's such a good liar then.
Ziyi: ...
"Don't you remember that last time at the bar, you drank my drink and you said straight women don't have such taboos." She answered in a low voice. Isn't this an affirmation?
Qin Yuhuan was stunned for a moment, then he had some impression of it and found it quite amusing. "I was worried that you would be embarrassed. It seems that you mind it very much."
Ziyi: ...
It turned out that she had made the mistake herself, and suddenly she felt a sense of joy as if she had escaped a desperate situation.
She couldn't help but shake Qin Yuhuan's hand slightly, saying in a coquettish tone, "Then answer me properly this time."
"I know the definition of a straight woman. A woman with a female gender and a male sexual orientation is called a straight woman. A woman with both male and female sexual orientation is called a bisexual. A woman with a female sexual orientation is called a jizi."
Qin Yuhuan's clear and distinct answer made Ziyi's heart, which had just warmed up, feel like it was soaked in ice for a moment, and then seemed to be about to jump out of her chest violently.
——She knows it very clearly, and her cognition is completely correct. Would a straight woman know it so clearly? It seems unlikely.
So that's... double?
Qin Yuhuan's slowness almost burned out Ziyi's CPU. Not only was it burning in panic, but he was also anxious and anxious, and urgently wanted to know a more accurate answer.
It turned out that Qin Yuhuan was a lazy person. Before her deliberate silence even began, she stopped talking again, as if she was thinking seriously.
Ziyi reflected on whether she was too radical. She should have been more tactful and not brought up such a slightly sensitive topic.
After all, emotional issues are quite private no matter where you put them, and so is sexual orientation, especially since Qin Yuhuan is a female star.
She felt annoyed by her impulsiveness and tried to withdraw her hand quietly, but Qin Yuhuan tightened her hand, which seemed to indicate that she was fleeing. "Ziyi, I... I'm not really sure," she said.
The graceful movements paused, not quite understanding what Qin Yuhuan meant. "I don't understand?"
Did Qin Yuhuan give her a positive answer or a negative one?
Qin Yuhuan became quiet again.
She really wanted to answer, "If you want me to be, then I am. If you want me not to be, then I can also not be." But if she said that, her love seemed to be hidden.
The friendship with Ziyi was an unexpected surprise, and Qin Yuhuan didn't want to lose it.
She carefully kept the relationship as friendship, but her subconscious mind was itching to take it a step further.
Can……
She wasn't sure what Ziyi was thinking.
Since the first year of high school, there has only been one Shu Baizhu in Ziyi's world of love. It has been almost ten years now. In ten years, is it really possible to leave no trace at all?
Qin Yuhuan was unsure. She wanted a relationship that belonged to her completely, rather than getting it and then being caught in an awkward dilemma and hesitation once Shu Baizhu looked back.
If that's the case, then she would rather stick to the current boundaries than see Ziyi sad, or than not being the chosen one.
"You mean you're not sure about your sexual orientation?" Ziyi realized. "Is it because you've never liked anyone before?"
Qin Yuhuan was lost in thought, waiting anxiously, and asked softly, her voice not loud, even her tone was cautious, as if she would scare Qin Yuhuan if she spoke a little louder.
"I have someone I like," Qin Yuhuan's words were just like her. They were slow, yet filled with an indescribable gentle power. Unfortunately, this gentle power at this moment caused Ziyi to sink into coldness again. "I've liked her for many years, but she never knew. She never even knew me, Ziyi."
"I'm not sure about my sexual orientation because I'm not sure what kind of relationship she wants with me. In some cases, my sexual orientation can be changed at her will."
She turned over and looked at Qin Yuhuan's profile in the dark. Unfortunately, the hotel curtains were not very light-blocking, so she could only roughly make out Qin Yuhuan's outline but couldn't see his face clearly.
"Do I know him?" Ziyi couldn't describe how she felt at the moment, sour and a little depressed, "The person you like."
Ziyi's few words made Qin Yuhuan feel complicated, and she didn't know how to respond to Ziyi's question for a moment.
The late night is like a magic box that releases people's desires. The moment night falls, the complex shackles wrapped around people seem to be unlocked secretly.
Qin Yuhuan gave Ziyi some hints in a fit of impulse.
She didn't really want to lie about the topic of "the person she liked", but in fact, if she didn't tell the truth, Ziyi would have a lot of questions. If she told the truth, Ziyi seemed to have even more questions, and she could never refuse to answer them.
"I don't know." After thinking about it, "not knowing anything" seemed to be the best option. "Why do you suddenly want to ask me this question?"
"It's just... I'm a little curious. Sometimes I feel like you're not very straight either."
She suppressed all her emotions, except for her eyes, which were hidden in the night. There was an unspeakable sense of loss between their opening and closing. However, she didn't reveal a single bit of sadness when she spoke. "You don't know the makeup of your fans. Over 80% are female. They always call you husband in the super chat."
The fans who have increased recently seem to be more active than before, and even those who were lurking in the past are coming out and showing up.
Qin Yuhuan: ...
"Is Xiaozi one of the 80%? The kind who calls me husband?"
Ziyi: ...
"Why are you..." Ziyi couldn't help but poke Qin Yuhuan's waist. "Why are you always focusing on something so strange and heartbreaking? Do you think I'm someone who can call me husband?"
Qin Yuhuan replied in a rather pertinent tone, "Yes."
Ziyi was so angry that she stopped holding hands and turned over with her back to Qin Yuhuan, saying in a muffled voice: "How can you tell that I look like her? Humph, even if I screamed, it wouldn't be..." the scream of the person you want to hear.
Hidden in the darkness, a face was covered with an undisguised smile. Qin Yuhuan, with a hint of tentativeness, wrapped his arms around Ziyi's waist and pressed against her back, "That must be the best sound."
She froze her body, a little confused about what Qin Yuhuan meant.
Because you don't like me, you can hug me so unscrupulously?
But from what Qin Yuhuan said, the person she likes...
Is it a boy or a girl?
Qin Yuhuan seemed reluctant to bring up the topic of "the person he loved", and Ziyi wasn't that tactless either. She just slept very sourly all night, and even when Qin Yuhuan held her in his arms, she still felt sour and bitter.
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