Noel did not disappoint him.
Like a ray of hope on the edge of the abyss - he really came.
The travelers finally gathered here.
The mountains in the distance support the full, rich sunlight.
The boy's eyes were like sunlight, and he smiled slightly.
"I..." Su Mingan wanted to speak, but couldn't. His vision was still shattered, and the mental damage was irreversible.
He activated the "Dawn of Eternity" skill, forcibly improving his mental state, and saw that the san value in his field of vision was actually 80 points - was it Noel who helped him do this?
In every san value copy, killing players can restore san. At that time in the dome, when the san value was about to reach 0, Su Mingan restored the san value by killing Zhong Xi and other players.
"More than three hours have passed since that sword. You pretended to be dead for an hour, and you were in a daze for the other two hours, almost no different from a dead person. I took your body and asked you to kill some... players who wanted to take pictures on your corpse to increase your sanity." Noel smiled slightly.
The sunlight rolled up with purple and red morning glow, saluting the awakening earth.
Su Mingan bathed in the sun, and for the first time he felt how warm it was. Although he had died countless times, this was the first time he felt death so close, real death.
He almost...
Noel stood up, took off his hat, and bowed slowly to Su Mingan.
"I once again update my thoughts about you, Su Mingan." He said softly:
"I used to think that maybe your life was more important than the copy, and maybe you would still think about your own life. But this time, it's different. If I hadn't arrived in time and helped you return to San, you might really die - that would be a complete death that could not be revived."
"So when the holy sword slashed down, you weren't thinking about your own life."
The rose ribbon fluttered, and he bowed along with the sunlight all over the mountains, paying tribute to Su Ming'an from his hometown.
“…So, Noel Ajinni, hereby pays the highest respect to Su Mingan.”
"There are countless planets in the universe, and there are billions of possibilities. The birth of human beings is just a brief moment in the universe, and it is also a miracle of one in hundreds of millions of fertilized eggs. But as long as we are born into this world, death will be a certain 'possibility'."
"Whether to die naturally or live in pain, all we have is 'views', but you 'practice' it."
"You told me - 'Death is the most inherent thing in human beings, irrelevant, certain but uncertain, an insurmountable possibility', but you faced it but didn't embrace it, you were attached to it but pushed it away, and you accompanied it more bravely than anyone else."
Su Mingan.
Even if you know that this may be a death that cannot be reversed even by rewinding the game, you still don't retreat.
I used to think that your courage was based on “I have a death rewind, so I won’t die”, but at that moment, your courage completely surpassed the authority of “death rewind” and looked directly at death itself.
At that moment, you truly possess the essence of "sacrifice".
…
"You have a courage that shocks me, Su Mingan."
…
When the voice ended, the last inch of the long night faded away in the distance.
At that moment, Su Mingan seemed to see it - the awakening earth reflected thousands of purple and red lights, and under the fiery morning glow - the sunlight that despised the cold night extinguished the snow and awakened the world.
The beauty of a flower lies in the fact that it once withered.
The preciousness of a person lies in the fact that even if he has been so close to death, he has never indulged in it or embraced it. He will not fall into death because of "resting".
Living towards death -
——I know that my death will be an inevitable event. It will come one day. Maybe it is very close to me, only in my twenties. Maybe it is very far away from me, even hidden in the second half of my life, until I am old and gray.
——It will not provide me with additional meaning, value, or emotion, but as long as I am at the edge of this, the truth will always exist. Even if everything is meaningless, it will generate meaning until all possibilities that are no longer possible occur.
——I know that I will be thrown back into this world until I achieve true freedom in theory - freedom from death.
——At that moment, my ideals truly came true.
——It was at that moment that I transcended “authority” itself.
…
Su Ming'an opened his mouth and wanted to comfort Noel, but it was still difficult for him to speak. The mental damage was too severe and he was too weak.
So, Noel stepped forward and supported the weak man.
The blue rose ribbon swayed in the wind, and the sun showed its face over the eastern hills, laughing wildly at the melting snow.
The sunlight shot out ostentatiously along with their laughter, until a deep and boundless golden red spread across their cheeks.
The laughter drowned out the distant crying, and the boy’s smile was like a sunflower.
At this moment, Su Mingan looked through Noel's short shoulders and raised his eyelids in the flaming morning glow.
…
——At that moment, he saw sunflowers all over the mountains.
…
So he laughed too.
This time, it is finally for my own life.
…
"Noor Akinni."
"Um."
"I really want to live."
"I know."
"I've always wanted to live."
"Yeah. I know... I know..."
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