"I just have some questions for you." Her voice was very soft and choked, as if she had been crying.
Su Mingan found it hard to imagine her crying. She seemed to have hardly cried since she left him...
He couldn't help but prick up his ears curiously, listening to her voice in this final moment.
"If it weren't for this game, if it weren't for your identity." Yueyue's intermittent voice:
"Would you like to come back with me and play the jumping game I developed?"
Her voice gradually became filled with tears:
"Will you think I'm a bad player? Will you refuse to play with me?"
"Will you leave me aside to edit the video? Will you take me out to eat chocolate and then secretly complete my save file?"
"Will you invite me to play those hardcore horror escape games, then lock me in a closet and watch me get scared? Will you walk in front of me, shine a flashlight on me, and help me fight off the face-jumping monsters that pounce on me?"
"Will you help me copy the thirteen-page notebook of wrong answers? Will you light a lamp at night, hide from my mother, and take me under the sycamore tree in your backyard to teach me how to solve those wrong answers sentence by sentence?"
"Will you tell me a story? Will you catch me when I jump off the windowsill, apply medicine to me, and run away to the alley with me?"
"Will you... go to the same university as me, play the roles of 'First Player' and 'Gnosis Dream Envoy' in the same script-killing story?"
"Will you accompany me to Ximen Canteen to drink mushroom soup, picking out the watercress and cilantro in your bowl with disdain? Will you skip classes to play games, and let me sign in for you without any discipline?"
"Will you be at a loss when facing the autumn recruitment, spend a lot of time perfecting your resume, complain about those tricky job fairs, and complain to me that it is becoming increasingly difficult to find a job?"
"Will you become a super famous horror game up-host, get into the top 100, and let me help manage your comment section and live broadcast room?"
"Will my hair become thinner, my body shape become out of shape, and I become an ordinary and happy middle-aged person on the street?"
"Will you let me attend your wedding? Will you let me hold your child? Or...will you let me accompany you on a singles trip around the world?"
"Then……"
There was a hint of laughter in her voice, and Su Mingan felt as if the corners of her mouth were slightly raised at this moment:
"Will you continue to support me and happily... continue to be childhood friends who share the good and the bad?"
"Until we are all seventy or eighty years old... no, until we are all ninety or a hundred years old..."
"We haven't seen you in a business suit yet, and we haven't seen you with gray hair yet... You are still too young, too young..."
Black hair gently lifted, eyes closed——
He didn't have the strength to answer Yueyue's words. His hands slowly dropped and his body fell like a black swallow.
A little bit of fluorescence floated up from his amber body and drifted in all directions.
The crying became louder and louder, almost echoing in his ears, one cry after another.
...Don’t cry, Yueyue.
He wanted to comfort her, but no sound came out.
It was as if I could feel the lost heart twitching and aching.
Warmth ran across my cheeks. I had clearly thought that this would be a moment that the world would remember, so I should not let my expression look too bad. I should act like a hero, with awe-inspiring righteousness. Like the Ultraman who defeated the monsters in my imagination when I was young.
I have been fantasizing about this moment for a long time.
But when it really came, why was it so painful? It hurt so much that I almost suffocated, it hurt so much that my whole body trembled, it hurt so much that I couldn't stop crying.
…I saved you for thirty-three games, spent a thousand years of vacation with you, and finally saw you become a complete and powerful woman.
Don't cry at this time... it will make him tremble...
My eyelids finally closed, and a pitch-black swallow fell from the sky.
…
At this moment, Swallow seemed to hear a voice from long, long ago.
"Do you know? Su Mingan." Siber stood up and looked at him:
"Children who lack love show their emotions too obviously."
“The love they lacked when they were young, no matter how much they get when they grow up, their hearts are still barren.”
“In one’s life, one will always chase after things that were unattainable in childhood.”
…
My life...
The vision was pitch black, and Su Mingan slightly raised the corners of his lips.
...but it seems that I have caught up with...many, many...
Um.
I am happy.
My life is perfect.
I have so many good friends around me.
I met my family and godfather who took care of me.
My childhood was happy, my heart was full, and I never lacked... "love".
I realized my dream and protected the world.
I was finally satisfied and relieved.
I, who am so poor and ordinary, have finally fulfilled my responsibility as the "number one player".
I have no regrets in my life.
What is "love"?
Is it happiness? Sharing? Sharing joys and sorrows? Or despair and death?
…
……Feel sorry.
In the end, I failed to fulfill my promise and resurrect a friend.
But what is love.
I think I finally got a different answer.
Love is...
…
…
No need to ask.
…
…
…
“Swish!”
A ray of golden light slid across the sky, and a figure gradually emerged.
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