When Chao Yan learned about this, she went to see Xiao Ying alone.
"Lu Meng has a lot of negative emotions. Is this what you did?" Chao Yan asked.
Xiao Ying shrugged: "She took the initiative to find me and asked how to help Su Mingan. I was studying how to absorb negative emotions in the black fog, so I told her the method."
Chao Yan said: "You still haven't given up on establishing the Old Church?"
Xiao Ying said: "Su Mingan doesn't allow it, but I think it's necessary. We need both the method of subtly stimulating negative emotions like the gods, and the method of stimulating a large wave of negative emotions in an instant like me."
Chao Yan said: "But you have to know that most people will not accept your method - it is too dangerous to survive in the black fog, this is a red line!"
Xiao Ying smiled and said, "What I want to do will not be understood by most people."
Chao Yan said: "Once the truth is exposed, we can no longer stand up for you or publicly support your research. We can only denounce you as a lunatic because we cannot allow the public to learn from you. If everyone thinks that they can become stronger by taking risks as long as they enter the black fog, the times will be in chaos!"
Xiao Ying said: "So, I will study it quietly by myself. This is a last-ditch method, and there is no need to use it now."
Chao Yan was silent for a moment, then slowly said: "Everyone will regard you as a villain who lacks humanity."
"Whatever they want."
"Everyone will hate you and despise you. Do you really not care about this?"
“…I don’t mind.”
The green and black eyes looked at each other, and they saw the reflection of the same person in each other's eyes.
…
On the fifteenth night of the dungeon opening, someone leaked the news that Xiao Ying was conducting a private human experiment, which touched people's sensitive nerves.
Su Mingan must hold a public trial on this matter.
His way of dealing with the situation was to push Xiao Ying into the black fog and let Xiao Ying experience the pain of carrying such a huge amount of negative emotions.
Su Mingan knew that during this special period, there was nothing wrong with Xiao Ying's research. The key was not to let people know. They could not acknowledge Xiao Ying's research tendencies at this stage.
Xiao Ying stood in the black fog.
This is the fog outside the Holy City. Xiao Ying stood quietly inside, his dark eyes did not reflect any pain. Because the physical pain was not scary enough, Su Mingan's gaze made him more painful.
“…”
Xiao Ying took a step forward.
It was a short distance, but he felt like he had walked a long time. Su Mingan's gaze was always fixed on him, like two knives.
The resentment towards God flashed through his mind for a moment, but it quickly disappeared. To continue civilization, he did everything he could, even using human experiments - was this wrong? Was this a mistake that would be judged by God himself? What kind of hypocritical and meaningless old values did humans uphold, and he despised them for it.
Xiao Ying's eyes trembled for a while, and he soon realized... He shouldn't expose this matter to the public, because the gods are bright, just, and pure. If the statues of gods are a little filthy, and people's faith is shaken, the shadows will easily take advantage of the situation.
So, mistakes can only pile up on his head.
Even if no one is wrong.
"...A qualified savior...A qualified savior...Our ideas are indeed contradictory. You are not wrong, I am not wrong...Who is wrong..."
The black fog was like a sharp knife, cutting his soul, and he suddenly realized - it was the tram that was at fault.
He slowly stretched out his bloody palm. Blood covered his arm and his exposed skin was dyed bright red.
Under the condemning and contemptuous gazes of the people, he raised his hand towards Su Mingan. He put his index finger and middle finger together, blocking Su Mingan's face from his vision. It seemed that this blocked Su Mingan's sight towards him.
In the midst of the red, Xiao Ying smiled.
"……right."
"This way... you won't be able to see it."
"I am still that free adventurer. I can go outside the Holy City... I am free and I am not bound by any gambling agreement..."
"You will never...see me in such a state of disgrace...never..."
He fell down amid people's shouts and curses.
…
Late at night, Su Mingan walked into Xiao Ying's room.
"You judge me during the day, but heal me at night." Xiao Ying buried himself in the quilt and whispered, "...You are the real angel. An angel who knows neither good nor evil."
Su Mingan sat by the bed, took out the priest's staff, and slowly restored Xiao Ying's health. He didn't know if this method was effective, but it should make people feel more comfortable.
After a moment of silence, a muffled voice came from under the quilt:
"What are bad guys, what are ideals."
"Are they in an antagonistic relationship? Is it my fault that I became a bad person for my ideals?"
Su Mingan didn't say anything.
Xiao Ying suddenly lifted the quilt and faced him: "Which is more important, procedural justice or outcome justice? God... No, Lord Angel, can you tell me?"
Su Mingan still didn't speak.
Xiao Ying stared at him with her dark eyes, as if trying to find out if there was anything special in Su Mingan's eyes:
“…I always thought you were lonely.”
"You have no connection with this world, but because many people have a connection with you, they pull your heart here."
"When Chao Yan killed those sinners, when Lu Shu helped kill the infected, and when you sat on the throne, I felt that... you were clearly lonely. And this loneliness will only be alienated from your divinity. People will think that you should be like this. They will not care why you are lonely."
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