He sighed: "Don't think too much, just enjoy your vacation."
His soft palm patted your shoulder, but you grabbed his sleeve: "If it is a matter of great importance to the world, don't hide it from me. Even if the price is... my life. Please don't erase my memory of you."
He smiled and said indifferently: "You think too much, just take a good rest. We didn't know each other before."
...We didn't know each other before?
No and no.
An idea suddenly occurred to you, and you spoke quickly:
"Is this really the first time we meet? Are there any of the following possibilities? First, have we met in another form? Second, is there a causal relationship between us? Third, did I go back to the past from the future? Fourth, am I your clone..."
Looking at your rapid-fire speech, the young man burst out laughing.
He shook his head. "This is the first time we've met. I just..."
His eyebrows drooped slightly:
“…It’s just the evil god Su Xiaobai.”
…
[“I’m just… an ordinary orphan from a remote village.” The girl said softly. ]
…
"How's your recovery today? Get more rest and sleep." He came to your room again and brought you desserts and candies.
You don't know why he is so nice to you, you are just strangers. But you always feel that... the way he looks at you is very sad, like a desolate wilderness.
"What's your name?" You pulled on his sleeve again.
"You asked yesterday. My name is Su Xiaobai." He thought for a moment and said, "No, my name is Su Mingan."
"Su Mingan..." You repeat the name over and over again.
However, after just repeating it for a while, the name disappeared from your mind again.
"What's your name?" You pulled on his sleeve again.
"Su Mingan." He repeated patiently.
"Su Mingan..." You repeat the name over and over again.
The next moment, the name disappeared from your mind again. It was as if the memory erasure mechanism he left for you had been triggered, and everything related to Su Mingan would be erased.
He hadn't taken a few steps when you pulled him back for the third time.
"What's your name?" You almost tore his sleeve.
He stared at you blankly, gently took your hand and wrote his name on your palm.
Sue
bright
install
The itchy marks disappeared quickly.
You forgot his name again, but it doesn't matter, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow... every day, he will come and care about your soul recovery, just like treating a relative. He seems to cherish your existence... as if he has lost too many people like you.
You would ask his name every day, and he would answer you patiently, but you would always forget it as soon as he said it.
…
[“What’s your name?” Su Ming’an shouted as she watched the girl getting ready to leave.]
[Just when the girl said her name, her name was inexplicably muted. ]
…
Su, Ming, An.
Every day, he would take your hand and write his name.
…
[“Can you write down your name?” Su Mingan could only ask the girl to write down her name, and the girl agreed. ]
[But when she carved her name on the wall, the words immediately became blurred.]
…
"Every time I say my name... you forget it." The young man slowly put down your hand: "...That's fine. You can call me Su Xiaobai, and don't force me to use my real name."
You said: "Su Xiaobai doesn't sound good."
The young man said, “What do you think?”
You said: "My name is Su Xiaomo."
The young man smiled and said, "Okay, either is fine."
…
[“You can call me by this flower.” The girl took out a small purple and white flower.]
[“This is morning glory.” Su Mingan said.]
[“It doesn’t sound good.” The girl frowned.]
[“Then call me… Asagao.”]
…
"Why are you so nice to me?" you always ask him.
"No reason." He looked at you with a familiar and silent look, but made you feel that he was always sad.
"You've taken care of me for so long, thank you so much..." You looked out the window at the flames of war. His exhaustion was getting worse and worse, this era was on the verge of destruction, and I didn't know what he was insisting on: "I must have caused you... a lot of trouble."
"...No." He lowered his eyes, as if speaking the truth:
"I am very happy... to meet you."
He looked at you as if to say.
Take care of yourself.
Everything will be fine.
Leave everything to me.
…
In the last year, your memory began to recover. The conflicts between you and him began to emerge and even became more intense.
After pushing the doctor away, you jumped off the bed and yelled, "Su Ming'an! Why don't you let me handle my emotions? How long are you going to carry on like this alone?"
This is the first time you are so angry. You once taught him the way of the savior and told him that you can't have the best of both worlds, but he didn't listen at all.
He looked at you with that silent look again, making you realize that he seemed to be about to break.
"...You will die then," he said.
He gave a vague smile, which was not genuine, but made people feel that he had tried his best.
"I don't want you to die. So I can only erase your memory. Once you remember, you will definitely find a way to rush off the cliff. I don't want to... see a new name on the ring again. Forgive my selfishness, Chao Yan, just this time... forgive my selfishness."
He reaches out his hand, about to erase your memory once again.
You shook his hand off and rushed out.
The wind blew your black hair, and you didn’t know if he had caught up with you, so you glanced back secretly.
He is just a few steps behind you, following you at a steady pace.
"Don't follow me, leave me alone!" You felt an indescribable swelling in your heart.
He will definitely not be able to resist, he will die. But if you fight for him, you will be the one to die. It is already a small sacrifice to fight against the higher dimension with a human body, you should feel lucky. But...
——Which is better, immediate happiness or lasting peace?
——Which is more important, the survival of an individual or the collective civilization of mankind?
You ran forward with all your might, the wind blew your cheeks painfully. You didn't even wear shoes, and the stones cut your toes, leaving blood all over the ground.
Looking back, he was still not far away, neither catching up nor walking far away.
“Don’t follow me!” you yelled and continued running.
You run and look back over and over again. When the snow falls on your shoulders, you look back again - this time, there is finally no one behind you.
Has his patience finally run out?
You breathed a sigh of relief. Great, he gave up on you. You should quickly go find the gods and find a way to take over his emotions...
"Asagao."
A faint voice came from the side.
You stiffened and slowly turned your head. He was standing next to you.
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