Your white hair is fluttering and your breathing is getting weaker.
Just then,
Someone pushes the door and walks towards you.
His black hair fluttered, his eyes were as big as the sea, and he looked at you with a gentleness he had never seen before.
“…You’re here, Su…” You leaned weakly against the head of the bed, your throat barely able to utter a single sound.
“Yeah.” Su Ming’an squatted down and touched your thin bones: “I won’t leave. I’m here to find you.”
You forced a smile, maybe it was an ugly one: "...That's great, this way I won't have any regrets..."
Su Mingan hugged you gently, the air was filled with the smell of medicine, and he whispered a promise in your ear: "I will never leave you again."
The voice is so gentle that it makes people addicted.
"...Thank you, Qin Ying." you said.
"Su Ming'an's" fingers froze, his nails dug into his palms, and blood oozed out.
"How did you... tell that I'm not Su Mingan's?" Qin Ying let go of her hand: "Obviously, there are no loopholes in my disguise."
You smiled, blood flowing from the corner of your mouth: "Thank you for wanting to make up for my last regret, but once he makes a decision, it is difficult to change it. As long as he doesn't want to see me...even at the end, he won't be soft-hearted...He just wants me to live so much."
Qin Ying lowered her eyes.
The smile you just showed was the brightest smile he had seen you have in decades, but it didn't belong to him.
"Do you have any... wishes, teacher?" Qin Ying said.
You said: "Your real identity should be Xiao Ying. Can you reveal Xiao Ying's personality?"
Qin Ying nodded, closed her eyes, and remained silent for dozens of seconds before opening her eyes: "Hello."
"Hello."
"What do you want to say?" Xiao Ying looked at you, who was fading away on the bed, and couldn't understand why you made yourself like this. You could have a happy vacation, why did you insist on looking for the blank space in your memory? The angel said that he didn't need you anymore.
You closed your eyes for a moment, silver hair floating, and smiled slightly.
You think of your life over the past few decades, and you sincerely thank Su Mingan... This is indeed a very happy life, but this is enough. You can't expect more warmth.
“In my life, I have had kind elders, sensible juniors, and the best of friends,” you said slowly.
This is indeed a perfect ending to life.
but,
You still don't want to leave behind the guy who's at the front.
You are favored by the world, you have the power of life, and you live as long as the sky - but the texture of life is more reflected in its thickness rather than its length.
You hope that you can make more people happy, including him.
"But fate isn't supposed to be like this. The perfect ending wasn't meant for me from the beginning. Although I'm favored by the world, I need to face the future," you said.
Su Mingan cannot save this era alone, it is too difficult.
Only if you share his burden will this world have a future.
Only if you fight alongside him can the world become a more ideal place.
The probability that you do not belong to happiness is too small, too small.
Xiao Ying listened and was silent for a while, as if he was impressed by your willingness to sacrifice: "So, what do you want me to do? Or... what do you want 'you' to do."
You leaned over and whispered something.
"I understand. I will help you preserve your memory for the next life. After all, my memory will not be erased and can be transferred to you." He nodded, hesitated for a moment, and asked from the bottom of his heart:
"——Isn't a happy ending good?"
If it were him, he would be able to live happily with his mother. He would not be like Chao Yan, who was obsessed with the most correct and effective path.
And you just curved your eyebrows, with wrinkles all over your face, and said slowly:
"…and I don't want to."
I am proud and idealistic.
I don't want false happiness.
I don't want to die meaninglessly.
I don't want to live a life of deception.
I don't want to lose this game.
I didn't want to leave him alone up front.
Xiao Ying, you are someone who can retain memories. Please let me remember all of this when time goes back, and achieve the effect of reloading the file.
Please.
I hope that Su Mingan, Yueyue and others like them...can be happy, and that this happiness is unique and cannot be matched with anything else.
All it takes is... sacrificing me.
…
Act 3.
If a gun appears in the first act, it will go off in the third act.
…
Su Ming'an stared at the remaining 21 hours and felt a splitting headache. The pent-up emotions settled in his mind, almost tearing him apart.
When he set foot on the land of Baoting City again, a girl with black hair and green eyes stopped him.
"Would you like to hold my hand and call me morning glory?" You smiled and extended your hand to him.
"No matter how many times you leave me behind, I will always catch up."
"If, you are a liar who wants to take away my memory."
"please……"
"Take me on a journey, hero."
"This time, I caught you."
…
【Final scene.】
The snow will stop.
Everything will be fine.
…
Accepting emotions is a painful thing, and the pain alone can drive people crazy. In order to help you hold on, he borrowed the power of faith from the Eye of the Old Ones and made a promise for you.
“I curse you.” He stared into your unrepentant eyes: “No pain, no feeling, no death.”
With the power of the words, you no longer feel the pain. You place your fingers on his forehead, receiving his emotions, a constant torrent of emotions flowing from him into your body.
“Then I want to bless you…” You said softly: “You will feel pain, you will die, and you will perish.”
Compared to his serious words, this sentence is just your humorous joke, but his eyes seem to be slightly red.
You still went down this path.
He looked at you quietly.
But you smiled, your eyes and brows were curved like moonlight.
…
[The girl held the medicine bowl and asked: "I curse you to be painless and insensitive, immortal and indestructible - what is the next sentence of this sentence?"]
[Su Mingan thought about it. He had never heard this sentence before: "I don't know."]
…
Click, click, click.
The bell rang.
Time seems to be intertwined here, and it is difficult to distinguish cause and effect. The "past" and "future" are simultaneously intertwined in the "present".
It was as if the souls clicked together, like a reversed Mobius.
The stories in this world always have a process only after an ending, and a beginning only after a process.
People say that the day the snow stops, everything will be fine, the dawn will come, and spring will come.
…
The day when the girl took his hand.
The snow finally stopped.
——TE (Tenacious ending) began to unfold towards them.
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