[“It doesn’t matter where we go. We can go to faraway places to see flowers and plants and be free travelers. You have the time, I have karma, we can see everything in the world... and go on adventures anywhere.”]
[“…You are finally free, Su Mingan.”]
…
However, the one and only real Noor Akinni stood in His way.
In the old temple, a blond boy sat under a pure white throne, with a sculpture of angel wings standing behind him. A blue rose cane pierced his chest and blood flowed.
The young man seemed to be looking up—but in fact he was looking down at Him who was “made up of failures”.
"It seems that Gao Wei is really scary." Noel panted, with a smile on his face: "If it were me, I would never be like you."
He lowered his gaze calmly: "I am you."
Noel smiled: "We are different."
"Same."
"no the same."
Until the old shrine exploded, the boy lowered his head. Finally, he said that the overlapping shadow had become corrupted and was the most evil "Noel Akinni".
—So you are the kindest "Noel Akinni"? Dieying sneered.
What is the difference between the most evil and the most kind? "Good Changge" and "Evil Changge" killed each other and swore to be enemies. Is the situation of "He" and Noel the same?
He returned to his own little world.
Sitting there blankly, facing those flowers that will most likely never bloom... those bones that will most likely never be seen.
Kingfishers were close to His face.
He continued to respond with gentle touches for thousands of years without changing... until he, too, died.
The vitality of this small world has declined. Without the source of the world, not even birds can survive.
Holding the kingfisher's corpse, He thought over and over again in the eternal darkness.
...What would have happened if many years ago, when Su Mingan was a few years old, He passed by on a journey and when He saw Su Mingan on the street, He walked over?
Is there such a "possibility"?
Probably not. Some things are just impossible from the beginning.
Just like now, Su Mingan would always reject Him and would never be willing to build a new world with Him.
"You don't have to be afraid..."
Facing the remains of a civilization on the verge of collapse, He caressed the kingfisher's corpse and repeated softly:
"I will eventually reach the other side..."
"I will eventually reach the other side..."
…
He wanders in the universe, driving the ark of bones, seeking help from the past, swimming towards the future,
Everyone thought He was just joking and laughing meaninglessly.
…
As Su Ming'an and Dieying strolled at the edge of the world, the outlines of the [remains of civilization] were dim in the night. Most of them had fallen into the void and disappeared in silence.
Perhaps the shadow has also forgotten - in the thousands of years of wandering, how many people did he try to leave behind, and which civilization did he try to leave behind. But they are all illusions, the dreams of wanderers in the universe, and an obsession that is difficult to achieve.
What is the meaning of origin, wisdom, life, and power? He has not found his exact shadow, nor has he been able to confirm his independence. Now that the small world is on the verge of collapse, the meaning of his existence is gone.
"Trapped in the phantom of the past - and that phantom is not even you, it's just a part of you. You keep accepting the new 'self' and integrating the new 'self', but you probably can't be sure what you should be." Su Mingan stopped and looked at the endless sea of stars.
Dieying tilted his head, watching with deep blue eyes.
He suddenly pursed his lips and smiled:
"I loved that story you told the spirits."
“Civilization is on the verge of extinction. A hero sends humanity to the Ark, looking for the possibility of resurrection in the vast universe.”
"If the Ark wants to find the next planet that can survive, it will take a very long time, thousands of years. So the people on the Ark sleep in the hibernation cabin, repeatedly thinking about the past civilization, nostalgic."
"In their dreams, they returned to the civilization that had not yet been destroyed. They laughed in the spring, fished by the lake, made hats out of straw, and made wreaths out of flowers, leaving behind an entire city of spring."
“I like this story.” He placed his hand on his heart:
“It gives me hope.”
“So, I already knew what to do.”
Then, Su Mingan saw——
The collapse of the small world gradually stopped.
A white light emanated from Dieying's body, and his figure seemed to be fading away.
——It was as if He was using “himself” as a price to keep the little world from collapsing.
“Since the small world can no longer survive, I will support it.” He said, “Since the Ark has no fuel, I will be the fuel. The life in the higher dimension is enough to burn for thousands or hundreds of years.”
"So what if I plunder? So what if I invade? I'm looking for a way to achieve immortality for my civilization not because I'm noble. I just want to build an ideal new world and see the people I want to see."
"You see me as your enemy, you hate me, you dislike me, you resent me - then hate me."
“Because that’s who I am.”
"I am not a great savior. I don't need others to understand and forgive me."
"I only love what I want to love, and I only keep what I want. Why should those rubbish enter my pure land? They should be destroyed along with the world. For some ugly worlds, I can only think 'Great, let's all die'."
"I'm telling you this only because... Noah's last consciousness wants to tell you - 'That day, he saw sunflowers all over the mountains. Spring is so beautiful... Thank you'."
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