"It turns out that long before the world game began, there were already high-dimensional forces spying on Zhai Xing... The information about immortality in the polar region was obviously not created by humans." Su Mingan said to himself.
Now it seems that Noel should have completed his revenge long ago, and the cult no longer exists. The fantasy of "immortality" has not been realized, it has only frozen the time of the body.
If Su Mingan could still help Lu Shu to take revenge and make up for his shortcomings, but for Noel... Su Mingan had no way to interfere with his past. Noel was already complete, and there was no place that could be made up. If it weren't for the memory fragments, Su Mingan would never have thought that Noel had actually suffered such a brutal experiment - almost the same as Su Wensheng when he was a child.
Noel looks extremely optimistic, like a typical child from a happy family. No one would doubt his cruel childhood.
"...Su Ming'an?" Xiao A's voice came from behind: "I found Lu Shu's fragments, do you want to see them?"
Su Mingan looked back at him.
After a moment, he asked softly:
"Little Aba, how did you manage to survive?"
Xiao A's pupils flickered for a moment, then turned into the deep blue of the overlapping shadows: "...That's not called 'support'."
"Um?"
"It should be called... 'experience'. I don't agree that my childhood was miserable, nor do I need pity or sympathy."
"Would Noel think the same as you?" Su Ming'an said.
"I have nothing to do with him, so I don't know." As if touching upon an unhappy topic, the deep blue pupils quickly switched back to azure blue.
Su Mingan looked at the Ferris wheel in the distance.
Couples of parents brought their children onto the Ferris wheel. The soft colorful lights shone brightly and their laughter drifted far away.
Some of the children were wearing mechanical arms and skeletons, they were probably members of the New World Guild. There was no pain or silent despair on their faces.
No need to cry in personal space, no need to be treated like pigs by adults - thanks to Noel's surgery, they have the ability to protect themselves and will not experience the helplessness of being under the Ferris wheel.
——Let’s go over there.
There the leaves will wave to you, the stones will smile to you, the river will greet you. There is no poverty or wealth, no sorrow or pain, no hatred or resentment.
The blood shed by the predecessors, the scalpel that changed the direction, and the smile on the face of the genius.
——When Noel Akinni faced his painful past, took up the scalpel on the child who wanted to become stronger, and repeatedly recalled his own trauma and PTSD to gain surgical experience——He never cared——
Others judge him as an angel or a devil.
So, when he answered Su Mingan's question with a smile, he never cared -
——Should his past be classified as pain or "happiness" in the conceptual sense?
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[I am immersed in imagination, but tightly controlled by reality. I clearly feel the split of myself.]
[The happy moment is to taste the good tea in front of you carefully, making the happy feeling at this moment more mellow, and you who are chatting with me in front of me are the source of my happiness. 】
[——《To Live》]
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