Chapter 125 Chapter 123 "I am the Light Chaser, Sushi"
...Sure enough, she was led astray. She shouldn't have agreed to let her daughter take risks. Her daughter began to become more and more strange, and was no longer the well-behaved and sensible child before.
"Forget it, you're grown up now, your wings are strong, but you have to know the limit of what you like. Don't become more and more introverted every day, and even refuse to communicate with others... Mom can't control you, and I won't stop you from chasing stars..."
"Mom, he's not a star." Su Shi looked at his mother, who seemed a little strange to him: "...He is a hero."
"——Boss, I want a dozen beers!"
There were shouts from guests below.
“Here it comes!”
Su's mother turned her head and shouted downstairs, looked at her daughter with a look of disappointment, then sighed helplessly, and went downstairs with the beer ordered by the customer downstairs.
Su Shi withdrew his gaze.
She looked at the screen downstairs with a tired look, and she saw the "artwork" that she had always cherished in her heart.
As the strongest player in Dragon Country and the world, it is natural that his live broadcast should be played in such occasions.
The people downstairs were eating sunflower seeds and peanuts, drinking wine, chatting and laughing as they watched him on the screen trying his best to win a level.
The "artwork" was now standing in the square, and he seemed to be saying something to Lu Shu standing beside him.
Su Shi heard his voice, which was amplified by the speakers. He was being watched like a character in a movie.
"...Why does Lu Shu listen to Su Mingan in everything? He is too indecisive." Discussions were heard from downstairs.
These discussions are very common and exist all the time.
"You don't have a brain and can't think. I remember you were like a dog when you were in college, Xiao Wang."
"Brother nm, keep your voice down and don't expose your brother Wang's love history!"
"Damn it! Edward was eliminated just like that. I even placed a bet on him. What a loss!"
"Hehe, luckily I had the guts to put pressure on Su Mingan. I feel like the situation is stable now. It's a good deal. Learn from him, okay?"
Downstairs, there was the constant sound of wine bottles colliding.
It’s like a festival at the night market, full of peace and harmony.
Su Shi couldn't help but move his gaze downstairs. On the screen, the cross was still stained with blood.
The young man fell on the chair, his golden hair shining in the sunlight. The pits left by the laser cannon were obvious on the ground, and the chairs were scattered on the ground. Both sides were in extreme danger.
Another wave of laughter came out. People seemed to be a little drunk and seemed to be oblivious to everything else.
Su Shi felt her vision was a little blurry. After adding a shining lighthouse behind the "artwork" in the painting, she touched her face and felt a crystal clear water light.
She lowered her head, clenched her pen, and sobbed in the warmth of the indoor heater.
Laughter suddenly broke out from below, as if someone's joke about sex worked, or as if someone was recalling some youthful years. At the moment when his tears wet his cuffs, at the moment when he was surrounded by laughter, Su Shi felt that he had instantly become an isolated island sunk into the sea, with only the distant, unreachable sunlight still there.
It was like a closed valley suddenly opened up, and the endless wind of the people below laughed without restraint suddenly broke in. She opened her eyes as if facing the wind, and saw a world blurred by tears.
...Absurdity is rampant in reality, but it runs through the theme of life at all times. The world is chaotic enough.
The travelers could be seen from across the boat, their lights shining through the fog, and the people on the shore were leisurely and comfortable, complacent about their safe situation.
Su Shi opened her diary and wrote down a few words.
[——Are they the ones you want to save? My lighthouse?]
[No, and it can’t be. ]
[Heroes of the struggle, you are not saving these people at all. All your acts of saving others are actually saving yourselves.]
[In this desperate and decaying process, what is saved is you, the unassimilated ones.]
[Stop talking about who you are fighting for. ]
【Everything about you is independent and free, you have no burdens, you save yourself. 】
Her mind was clearer than ever before. In the festive atmosphere, she threw away her pen, suddenly opened her arms, and hugged herself tightly, as if trying to convey her emotions.
Her tears suddenly couldn't be held back and fell like a flood, but the corners of her mouth were raised, and finally she couldn't hold back her free laughter and burst into laughter.
It was like a laugh that was forced out of her throat. She felt her throat was a little choked and there was a tone of crying in it. The laugh also had a hoarse ending as if it was wet.
Her laughter was so loud that it reached the first floor, drowning out the laughter of the people. People looked up in confusion, and Su's mother also came up, and seeing her crazy look, she hurriedly pulled her to find a psychiatrist for her.
"Su Shi! What's wrong with you... Stop laughing! You're making fun of yourself to others! Don't be afraid, mom will take you to see a doctor. There's a private clinic next door..."
The mother's words were very clear, very clear in her ears, and the force with which her mother pulled her was very strong, with an intensity that did not allow rejection.
But she was not sick. Su Shi knew it very well.
…It is clear that this world is sick.
The disease is incurable and beyond cure. The parasites are endless and those who risk their lives have become the ones being watched.
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