The real reason went through His mind, but He swallowed it down and made up an excuse.
In fact, He wanted to wait until Si Que was no longer so busy... They went to the sunflower garden together to see the golden petals and white dandelions flying in the sky.
His birth was inspired by a sudden inspiration that Si Que had when he passed by a sunflower garden one day. So Qi Jue wanted to see... what kind of scenery gave him birth.
He recalled what he had seen before - an OC did something that Si Que hated extremely, and was wiped out by Si Que himself. He wondered how he could avoid this outcome.
In this way, He can always accompany Si Que.
…
That day, Si Que fainted at the table.
Si Que has been getting weaker and weaker recently, and even Qi Jue doesn't know what he is doing. After Qi Jue helped him to the bed, Si Que grabbed his sleeve and said:
"…What do you think of the story of "Floating City in the Daytime"? "
This was the first time Si Que asked Qi Jue about his opinion on the twelve stories.
Qi Jue: "I feel sorry for that little girl named Siyi. She did nothing wrong, but she is destined to bear the mission of starting reincarnation."
Si Que lowered his eyelids, his face flushed, a wet towel spread across his forehead, and said in a hoarse voice: "...Yes, I did nothing wrong, but I have to bear this mission. Why?"
Qi Jue: "I think, from an idealistic point of view, we can work together to solve the problems of the floating city - for example, adults can bring in outsiders, and children can help adults... Although this kind of family-friendly ending is a bit cheesy, for the people of the floating city, they would definitely prefer a happy ending rather than an endless cycle of reincarnation. Reincarnation is indeed wonderful, but it is too sad."
He said a lot in one breath, and after he finished, he looked at Si Que with sparkling eyes, like a puppy longing for praise.
Si Que: "Really... Another conflict between tragedy and excitement."
Si Que's breath was hot, his dull golden eyes were half-open, and a series of coughs came out of his throat, bleeding.
At this moment, Qi Jue felt like he saw hell.
She is the goddess of life. She can prolong the life of all things, make the dying come alive instantly, and keep diseases away.
He can save almost anyone.
But the only thing He couldn't do was,
——Healing His Creator, Si Que.
As a creature, He cannot give back to the Creator. He can only watch, forever.
You can’t walk to the side of the Creator, nor can you fall into the eyes of the Creator.
She returned to her goddess form, and sat quietly beside Si Que, trying to use her strong life force to improve Si Que's body, even if it was only a little bit...
He did not ask Si Que why he was so weak, and continued to accompany him in silence.
In order to make Si Que feel better, he abandoned his "Qi Jue" appearance and accepted his identity as the goddess of life. He was no longer special, just a dignified and sacred goddess.
If he lost his uniqueness, he would most likely be rejected by Si Que... But he still silently became Lotasha, because the goddess's vitality might make Si Que feel more comfortable.
He wants Si Que to live.
It doesn't matter if He becomes boring.
Si Que: “…cough, cough, cough, cough!”
Lotasha: "Are you okay?"
Si Que: "I know... you've always been worried about being disliked by me. That's why you really want to stay by my side."
Lotasha: “!”
He wanted to say that it was not the case. But he was powerless to refute it... He was indeed afraid that Si Que would despise him. But it was not just this reason that drove him to stay, otherwise he would not have returned to the form of a goddess.
Si Que: "Lotasha... hold my hand."
Lotasha: "Qi Jue."
Si Que: "Yes, Qi Jue."
Lotasha held Si Que's hand, and his hand became a little dry...one could even feel the clear shape of bones.
Si Que: "I promise, I won't abandon you."
Lotasha: “……!!”
He felt something beating in his chest.
Si Que: "But I can't promise whether I will wipe you out. I wipe you out not because I hate you, but because you have made an unforgivable mistake. If you don't reverse the mistake, terrible things will happen."
Lotasha: “…I understand.”
Si Que: "I am a very bad person, am I not?"
Lotasha: "I don't know. At least I respect and love you now. Maybe I won't think you are bad until the day you kill me. So please don't let me think you are bad... This is my only wish."
Si Que: "You should leave. The story is about to begin, and the protagonist is about to take the stage. The goddess of life is an indispensable part."
Lotasha: "You want me to leave, right? But your body..."
Si Que: "Ahem... ahem! You have to believe in the vigorous vitality of the magpie. It's time for you to set off... You shouldn't stay with me forever, you should live your own life."
Lotasha: "Then please let me stay with you for one last night."
That night, the kerosene lamp was always lit, and the firewood in the fireplace was curling with orange-red flames.
The goddess sat silently on the table, still in the same place where He was born, watching Si Que sleeping soundly on the bed. But the difference was that when He was born, He was a lazy green-haired young man sitting on the table with his legs crossed. Now, He is a goddess with straight shoulders and a melancholy look in her eyes. Dignified, sacred, and serious.
When He quietly went out to find medicine, Si Que's hoarse voice came from the bed.
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