"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have targeted you like that in the Fourth World... I'm not as skilled as you, I didn't see the current situation clearly, and I didn't position myself well!" Mizushima Kawaharu immediately raised his head and kept talking: "I understand, I know everything, someone like me who is just lucky enough to be at the forefront of the world has no right to blame you. I can't be the person in your eyes like my sister, and I shouldn't ignore my camp and target you just for my momentary feelings... It's all my fault, I didn't have a clear positioning, I didn't care about the overall situation, I can't become a [Lighthouse] at all, I'm not even as good as a Light Chaser..."
Su Mingan felt sad when he heard her confession.
These words were mixed with too many traces of artificiality and were full of analysis of what he had said before.
If it were in the past, if he heard Mizushima Kawaharu have such an understanding, he might have encouraged her to keep working hard, at least to help her sister.
But now, hearing her abuse herself like this, being pieced together by shoddy products, he just felt sad.
"I was wrong... I shouldn't have scolded Lu Shu. He is much better than me. He at least has a goal to achieve, but I am useless and even hold my sister back..." Mizushima Kawaharu said with some real feelings: "I am not as good as my sister. I am not even qualified to help her. In order to avoid her being distracted by taking care of me, I am not even qualified to team up with her. If, if I can be more sober and rational, and be able to focus more on the mission..."
She knelt down to apologize, but the comments were full of laughter:
【Finally you have recognized yourself, little sister.】
[I wonder how she got to the twelfth place in the world ranking.]
[Maybe it was her who was helped by Mizushima Kawaseong. Didn’t you hear her say that sisters have a deep bond? ]
[…Is she pretending now? I don’t think it’s that simple.]
[No, why did this Japanese girl suddenly find Su Mingan just to apologize so humbly? Is she scared by him? ]
[Not really... I feel like Brother Ming An doesn't even care about her, so why did he suddenly come here to show off his presence.]
[I don’t understand, but I find it very enjoyable to watch. ]
[No, I feel a little pitiful...]
【……】
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Mizushima Kawaharu said as she straightened up slightly, her face full of tears, looking pitiful.
She looked at Su Ming'an with a pair of tearful eyes, looking extremely pitiful. The blood on her forehead slid down her cheeks. Combined with her innocent face of a Japanese girl, many of the audience who were originally just watching the show began to feel distressed.
"...I beg you, please forgive me. I'm really sorry. I'm willing to be your light chaser from now on. I'm willing to do whatever you say..."
"That's enough."
Su Mingan closed the lid of the cup and knocked the cup on the table.
The crisp sound frightened Mizushima Kawaharu, who was in an extremely sensitive state, and then she blinked and two lines of tears fell.
"Turn off the live broadcast room."
Su Mingan said.
"I, I've turned it off..." Mizushima Kawaharu said in a low voice, her voice as soft as a mosquito.
She apologized so humbly, as if she had abandoned all her dignity. If she had not closed the live broadcast room long ago, she might not even be able to bear to read those remarks.
"Okay, I'll turn it off too." Su Mingan said, and clicked on the management bar of the live broadcast room.
He noticed that the management column of the live broadcast room seemed to have updated some things, such as barrage purification, room management settings, etc., but he basically never managed it, so he hadn't noticed it yet.
He opened the management bar and clicked on the box to close the live broadcast room.
The comments seemed particularly anxious:
[Wait! What are you doing! ]
[A man and a woman alone suddenly closed the live broadcast room. Please explain it to me first! It can't be what I thought! 】
[Do I need this little bit of time? I want to see the next scene! Don’t turn it off! ]
[Brother Ming An - don't be moved by this woman, she is lying to you -]
【……】
The barrage in the live broadcast room flashed and cleared in an instant.
Su Ming'an withdrew his hand, closed the window which had finally become quiet, and looked at the kneeling Mizushima Kawaharu.
“You, you…”
Mizushima Kawaharu subconsciously hugged her chest, looking afraid of being violated, with tears still on her face. She wanted to stand up, but her knees seemed to have lost feeling from the pain, and she couldn't even move her legs.
She noticed that Su Mingan stood up from his seat and seemed to be approaching, so she bit her lip and then closed her eyes, looking ready to be picked.
...She was ready for it a long time ago.
As she came here, walked along the corridor and went up the stairs, it was as if a clock was hanging in her head, constantly hypnotizing herself.
…No matter what the cost, no matter how her dignity was trampled upon, she didn’t care, she didn’t care…
She is a Japanese, she can stand up and let go, as long as she can get the final result, then it doesn't matter how bumpy the process is. Without destruction, there is no construction, she can temporarily become a puppet who has lost all dignity.
...As long as it's for her sister, she can become anything.
She thought about it, closed her eyes, and her body stopped trembling, as if she was no longer afraid.
She felt the light in front of her being blocked, and then, a fresh smell of black tea was approaching, which was the smell of him.
She bit her lip and made up her mind.
She stretched out her hand, wanting to hug the other person.
"—Don't move your hands."
Then, after finally making up her mind, she heard a voice that made her extremely devastated.
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