"Why didn't Su Mingan come to help you this time? Shout, shout!"
"Su Mingan reported us and forced us to write a self-criticism. But he has always been picked up by his parents, and we can't do anything, so we blame you!"
"Beat her. Beat her hard! It counts as two of hers!!"
This kind of thing happened more than once. He Zhizhen rolled in the mud and begged for mercy countless times, but there was no response.
Then she prayed again, please let Su Ming'an not save her that day, so that she would not have to bear two hatreds, but there was no response either.
Gradually, kindness turned into hatred. She resented this group of students and Su Mingan - wasn't he supposed to be her savior? He was so good to her, why didn't he help her all the time! ?
"Hiss, hiss..." She took a breath, touched the pain on her body, and walked on the stairs in the dark.
…
Shining with brilliance.
The glazed gold crystal lamps shone brightly, and gold was spread everywhere.
On the dance floor, Su Mingan and Shen Xue were still in awkward postures, like two sumo wrestlers.
"Besides that, that day, do you know who reported you to the teacher and asked him to check your watch?" Shen Xue exhaled softly.
Su Mingan's eyes flashed.
Shen Xue curled her lips and smiled:
"...It's still He Zhizhen."
She shook her right hand and took out a photo from the gap between her skirts. She shook it and saw a picture of He Zhizhen communicating with her teacher:
"She was afraid that you would save the video and threaten her later. So, she reported you to the teacher. Even though she knew that you would be severely punished if you were found out, if your watch was not an ordinary watch, you would probably have been punished and stayed at home."
"Su Mingan."
"You help her with great enthusiasm, share bread, teach her how to do homework, and help her make new friends. Then, these are her 'rewards' to you."
"This is the person you are going to save in your sophomore year."
“…This is the person you are trying to save.”
…
The night wind is chilly.
He Zhizhen finally climbed the stairs and walked onto the rooftop.
The cold wind blew her black hair, and the thick hair almost covered her eyes. She shivered, put the paper beside her, and sat on the edge of the rooftop.
My legs swayed back and forth.
When she sneezed, she felt a sharp pain all over her body. In addition to being beaten by bad students, she was also beaten by her mother and by herself.
She gazed into the distance. The starry sky was so beautiful.
She was disliked by her grandparents since she was born, her father ran away after a few months, her mother wanted to find a rich man, and abandoned her several times without success. She always scolded her for looking like a ghost and wanted her to die.
Until now, she still doesn't know why she is living.
The city's hustle and bustle is in full view. The stars are shining, and the moonlight is fading.
“Bang—bang—bang!”
Brilliant fireworks rose in the distance, people were celebrating New Year's Day.
"Rabbit, butterfly, deer..." He Zhizhen raised her fingers and counted the shapes of the fireworks. The symptoms of somatization of depression gradually appeared, and she wanted to cry uncontrollably.
So beautiful, these are really beautiful fireworks.
But no one would like someone like her, it's all fake, all fake.
Su Mingan is also fake.
There are no such good people in the world.
The colorful light shone in her dim eyes, where blood and long-untreated pus were still flowing down.
…
"This is something you didn't know in your second year of high school." Shen Xue said softly:
"I recreated all of this to let you know the truth of what happened back then - it wasn't those bad students who hurt you, but the people you helped with your own hands."
"So, those who have always been passionate and gentle to you, what will they do behind your back... Have you really seen it clearly?"
"Do you really know all of Noel's actions?"
"How can you judge the gentleness of the road?"
"How can you believe in the loyalty of Yamada Machiichi?"
"When Alger joined the Summit Alliance, he expressed his friendship... and what has he done now? Oh, you don't know yet, Alger has summoned the sixth inorganic god and is hunting down another you."
Su Mingan looked at her suddenly: "What happened with Luo Vasa?"
"Want to know?" Shen Xue chuckled: "After you finish my story, you can get out."
…
Shen Xue had never been as excited as she was at this moment.
She finally stood in front of the person she had been thinking about, and her heart was about to burst with joy.
The loves of her youth flashed through her mind one by one...
She secretly collected his taste in music and deliberately hummed a song as she passed by him.
She quietly studied her science lessons, hoping that he would ask her questions.
She quietly went through the wrong school gate just to go the same way with him after school.
Maybe, when he relaxes a little bit, and she becomes a little bit more determined...the day of confession will come.
But that day never came.
As the distance between them grew farther and farther until it became insurmountable...she had no choice but to choose another way to get closer to him.
In the middle of the dance floor, she could clearly see the disgust in his eyes.
He didn't like her, that was for sure.
He did it just to complete the story. When the dance was over, it would all be over.
Others don't understand why she holds on to him when she has such good conditions. But she knows in her heart that true and pure "love" does not depend on any conditions. At the first sight, she couldn't look away.
"I wish this dance would never end..." She looked at him.
But the irreparable regrets of youth will eventually wait for the moment to be buried.
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