Mo Yan blinked.
He gradually couldn't understand what his elder brother was saying.
He saw his elder brother walk back, and then sit beside the golden flower bed and close his eyes.
The sunlight spread evenly on his black hair, like a golden gauze slowly falling.
He just closed his eyes and said nothing.
...It's like falling asleep.
Mo Yan stood there, with a raging fire gradually burning up the outer wall behind him.
He glanced at his elder brother who seemed to be asleep and turned around.
Bright red and yellow flames leaped out from the building, like a burning hand reaching for the sky.
"Brother."
He said softly:
"…Are you asleep?"
"not yet."
"Can you listen to me for a few words?"
"you say."
"..." Mo Yan was silent for a moment: "I feel sorry for my brother."
"Yeah, I always knew that."
"So, I don't want Big Brother to have to bear any problems by himself."
He shifted his gaze and fixed it on Su Mingan, watching him slowly open his eyes.
"Brother, can you tell me what's bothering you?" He asked, "Why did you take a break at this time... Why did you suddenly kill Suzunako? I don't care about these. I just want to understand you."
"My brother once told me that it is much better to speak out your troubles than to keep them to yourself."
"So, I really want to know what my brother has been through."
Su Mingan looked at him steadily for a while.
Mo Yan saw emotions in it that he simply couldn't understand.
"...It's almost time." Su Mingan said.
"What?"
Su Mingan smiled and did not answer.
He closed his eyes, felt the warm sunshine, and drank the spirit recovery potion in his hand.
Although this potion had no direct effect, it made him feel comfortable physically, like a tired person who had been on a long journey and suddenly took a hot bath.
It has a restorative effect, but it is limited. It is better for him to have a good sleep.
After all, he already knew that this time the rollback would definitely be a bad one.
Because he had just returned from a death with a low sanity value of 20, his initial state must have been completely abnormal. It was easy for people to see the contrast between before and after.
Therefore, he has long positioned this return as a "recovery file."
Take a break for one save, and then, in the next save, cover up the contrast.
...This is a save file that is destined to be abandoned by him.
But it did make him feel relaxed.
For him now, the pain of death brought by annihilation has gradually become less obvious.
...After all, I'm used to it.
His hand trembled slightly, blackness flickered at his fingertips, and then he was about to lift it up.
"——But big brother." Mo Yan suddenly reached out and grabbed his arm with force: "You are still here, why do you act like I will never see you again——"
Su Mingan glanced at him.
Mo Yan shuddered violently and couldn't help but let go of his hand.
…He couldn’t describe the look in his elder brother’s eyes right now.
It was like looking at a passerby who was destined to leave, like looking at an NPC, like looking at a passerby.
That's exactly how his elder brother is looking at him now.
He suddenly felt scared.
"...Brother?"
He spoke softly, as if afraid of disturbing something.
"Sometimes I think about it... never mind."
Su Mingan moved his hands.
Facing Mo Yan who was looking at him with complicated eyes, he closed his eyes.
He was enjoying the bright afternoon sun.
After experiencing that almost unforgettable death, he now actually became somewhat greedy for warmth.
The light shines on him and everything is sparkling.
It felt like being completely wrapped in something warm, like sinking into the warmth of early spring.
Very beautiful.
He raised his hand.
He pressed his temple at an extremely fast speed, without any delay.
Then he saw the familiar darkness.
…
Su Mingan sometimes gets scared.
What if his rollback is not a true rollback, not a reset of the timeline, but a jump to different parallel worlds... In that case, what should he do?
Those countless possible if lines, countless parallel worlds completely abandoned by his death...Does such a world full of all kinds of messes really exist?
He is afraid of this possibility, which is why he cannot be completely at peace.
...But he could only believe that this was a true time reset.
If people do not hold a goal that will never leave them with regrets, they will gradually fall into madness in such a desperate world.
He already showed signs of going crazy.
He needs a kind of hypnosis called "salvation".
In an era like this, no one is luckier than anyone else.
No one is more unfortunate than anyone else.
…
The sky is bright.
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