…This made him panic.
She was testing him this way.
She was crossing timelines, crossing world lines, testing him with the slightest deviation in his attitude that might exist.
Xiaona's way of testing is almost exactly the same as Noel's.
Although Xiaona's intention was just Su Mingan's guess, there was a slight possibility that this guess was true...
"——Su Mingan, Su Mingan?"
Noel waved his hand in front of his eyes and he looked up.
The so-called "truth of the world" he saw this round was a scene where "the top players collapsed and the human progress bar could not reach the target." Therefore, the panic and fear he showed now... should be nothing wrong.
It just fits his true mood at the moment.
It shouldn't be revealed that "he has a way to rewind, so he saw a different [truth of the world]."
In the previous week, he saw the truth of the world: "Humanity finally reached the target, the organizers were extremely friendly to humans, and even Boss Rabbit came to save humans." This positive "truth" certainly does not match his real panic, and it is easy to expose the fact that he has super-standard abilities.
But it should be fine now.
He went back six times and disguised himself as normal.
He lowered his head slightly and actually began to feel nauseous.
He bent over involuntarily, propped his hands on the bed and retched a few times, and suddenly realized that this was an adverse reaction to the mental stabilizer. He took too much medicine in a short period of time, and his body had not yet adapted to it.
"Cough, cough, cough... ugh..."
An intense feeling of dizziness began to assault his head. He lowered his head, leaned forward, pressed his chest and abdomen, and tried his best to relieve the nausea.
While he was dry-retching, a thought suddenly popped up in his mind - his current emotions were quite appropriate, which was consistent with his state after watching the negative "Truth of the World" just now, so he should not be exposed.
His mind was clearly in a mess and he was extremely uncomfortable, but he could still pretend to be like this based on Xiaona's possible plan...
Is this an instinct?
...It's a funny instinct.
Noel immediately helped by patting his back.
"Su Mingan, is your mental state the same as mine?" Noel said, "Your condition is obviously more serious than mine, and you said you were fine before..."
"Stop taking pictures." Su Mingan said.
People who want to vomit cannot be patted on the back, but Noel was still patting him wildly, and now he was being patted to the point of wanting to vomit.
Noel immediately stopped, looking a little embarrassed:
"What did you experience this afternoon? Were you also invited to a place by the organizer?"
Noel knew that many players with special identities had been invited by the organizers. He himself had just been there a few days ago.
But before leaving that place, they signed an agreement not to reveal what they saw. If they tried to reveal it, their voices would be automatically muted.
Su Mingan took a breath.
"Yes," he said.
He suspected that he and Noel and the others were not going to the same place.
But he could guess that this should be a divisive action by the organizers on humans. For example, tempting Edward to become a special identity. For example, persuading Noel to embrace the higher dimension. Or, using the resurrected sister as a temptation to persuade Mizushima Kawase to give up the perfect clearance, etc.
It's getting harder and harder.
…It’s too difficult.
Su Mingan had long known that he couldn't pin his hopes on others. And now, this feeling became more and more obvious.
——He couldn't even guarantee that there was one person who shared the same thoughts as him, and had the determination and ability to keep going.
At this moment, an intense feeling of sleepiness suddenly came over him.
Humans need sleep because they need to get spiritual peace in this state.
The mental stabilizer he had just used seemed to be giving him a chance to rest.
His eyes widened and his body fell to the side uncontrollably.
Noel immediately pulled him and let him fall on the bed.
"...Let me." Su Mingan said, "Sleep for a while."
His condition has obviously been normal all along.
His mood has obviously been very stable.
He is not at all like Noel, who is so exaggerated that no color can be seen, nor is he like Edward, who has extremely strong emotions of madness and collapse.
But after using the potion, he suddenly realized...
Some patients are unaware that they are ill.
...Just like a madman always thinks he is normal.
Noel said softly: "Su Mingan, I don't know where you went just now, and I don't know what you saw. But I think there is no need to be afraid of anything. Since we have tried our best, we might as well be optimistic..."
Listening to Noel's very soft words, Su Mingan closed his eyes.
"...Good night." Noel said.
…
Su Mingan occasionally has lucid dreams.
The feeling of being able to control your own dreams and learn to think in dreams is fascinating.
Sometimes, he would meet his father, and he would chat with the father he imagined in his dreams, as if this could dispel all his suffering.
Sometimes, he would think of his grandmother, who would give him candy and protect him from being beaten or scolded.
As he fell into the dream, his consciousness gradually became blurred.
...Is he still conscious or has he fallen asleep?
He couldn't see anything clearly, everything was a mixture of black, white and gray.
He couldn't hear any sound, as if the world had become nothingness.
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