Su Mingan blinked.
He suddenly understood the essence of Tretia's feelings.
The essence of "love" is selfishness.
Her love was extreme and was only for his one soul - so she had to get a response, had to get even a little bit of love. Her rescue was essentially an "investment", and she hoped to get his feedback in return.
She was not as selfless as Yamada Machiichi. She asked the teacher to leave her alone, but she was just saying it. In her heart, she still hoped that he would come to save her.
However, Su Mingan took it seriously. He thought of Xia Sheng who selflessly went to his death, and Yao Wen who rushed towards the mechanical army without hesitation - he really thought that Tretia was a selfless person like them, and she didn't want Lin Guang's escape to bring greater disaster.
In fact, there is only "love" in her eyes.
For this kind of "love", she can give up her life, but she can also fall into deep despair when the "love" is not reciprocated.
It turns out that he is surrounded by crazy people.
Her mood changed drastically, and she smiled desperately: "In the past ten years, when we were going through all the pain, where were you, teacher? Do you only use us? Do you only come back to get the 'source' when the critical moment comes? Why can you be so indifferent?"
"..."Su Mingan paused.
Is he indifferent?
Maybe she was right.
"I am the judge in the camp, responsible for forcibly killing those who have the deficiency disease. Everyone will be afraid of me in this life, but I still chose to pick up the gun. Do you know why I chose to be the judge?" Tretia.
"you say."
"Thirty years ago, my family and I went out and met a pregnant woman with a deficiency disease," Tretia said. "She was about to give birth, but we let her go because we were soft-hearted. Three days later, her disease broke out, and she killed my father, mother, sister and brother with her own hands while I was away... She killed everyone I loved. Since then, I have no one to love anymore."
“…”
"From then on, I knew that I could never love anyone again in this world..." Tretia cried, "But why did I fall in love with a soul like you?"
Su Mingan was silent.
Her grip hurt his wrist, and he couldn't understand her love for a soul.
His body grew colder, but she held him tightly, refusing to let go. The emotion in her eyes was like a burning chain that pierced through her body and nailed her spine.
Her eyes are like the setting sun:
"Teacher, have you ever loved me even a little bit? Can you save me? Can you see me? Can you love me?"
“——Ha, hahaha, hahahaha…” Su Mingan was about to speak when she suddenly burst into laughter like crazy.
The scattered hair stuck to the side of her face. She was smiling, her beautiful lips were raised, her mouth corners were curved, and her smiling lips were covered with blood. Her whole body was trembling, like a small poplar shaking off frost and snow, and the scarlet blood dripped all over the ground along with her wild laughter, and one could even faintly hear the "creaking" sound of her skeleton.
Her emotions broke down early on.
She had realized why he didn't love her - he didn't have the time to love someone.
How ridiculous, yet how reasonable—what a great reason! She had no room for rebuttal!
"——Ha, ha, ha, ha ha ha ha——You don't even dare to love, you can't even hate anyone!" Tretia laughed loudly, "You even have to weigh your feelings for other people again and again, are you still a human being? Are you worthy of liking people? Are you a machine, teacher, are you a machine? So many people died for you, do you still remember their names? Do you have feelings? Are you just a machine that wants to win the war?
"If you hate me, kill me. If you like me, hug me.
"If you hate me, kill me. If you like me, hug me tight!!!"
The laughter was like a flock of birds flying out of the wide open window, colliding and squeezing in the clouds.
She smiled brightly...but her tone was like that of a murderous ghost.
Su Mingan took a step back.
"...So you are the scariest one, teacher. There is no one scarier than you in this world..."
Tretia smiled sarcastically and questioned him word by word:
"You make the flame rise, and then you make it go out. You attract me to fall in love with you, but you don't allow me to love you. You give Lin Guang hope, and then you make him despair. You clearly have feelings, but you act like you don't. You are not a human being at all - you are a god, teacher, you are the most qualified Asa Akto!
The whole world is your pawn... You only have human civilization in your eyes. You have never thought about how cruel your actions are to individuals. Do you remember why you want to fight this war? Do you remember who was the first person to give you food? Do you remember who gave you the demon fox mask? "
She took a step back.
Su Mingan reached out his hand, trying to pull her——
She leaned back, her body falling into the night, her hair flying high—
"...I want to save the world, but how can humans save the world? Only God can do it." She said, "I regret falling in love with a God..."
Her voice was silenced at the 132nd floor.
She disappeared from his sight with a crazy look on her face, perhaps falling without any self-rescue, or perhaps escaping on her own.
Of course she was beautiful. She danced in the fire with extreme beauty, piercing him with the most decisive and ruthless words, and then was burned to ashes.
Now, the flames have died down and the survivors have disappeared into the night.
…
[——Are you a machine? So many people died for you, do you still remember their names? Are you just a machine that wants to win the war? ]
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