Su Mingan tried to open his eyelids.
He was unable to move his limbs, and his hands and feet seemed to be tied to the bed with black straps and injected with muscle relaxants.
"Really? I don't want to lose his wisdom and memory for the time being." A voice came from my ears, with a texture that sounded like it was soaked in red wine. It was God speaking.
Su Mingan tried to turn his head, but was unable to move.
"If you force him to brainwash, it will only destroy his self-awareness. I think you don't want to see a walking corpse, or someone who always gives wrong feedback and cannot perceive real emotions. Lin Guang is the best example." Another person responded: "If you really want him to listen to you, please try to use gentle means to break through his psychological defenses. He is a very lonely person. You can conquer him from the perspective of a friend."
"Hmm... this is more difficult than invading a world..." the god whispered.
“…”
They seemed to be whispering something.
Su Mingan's vision was blurred.
...The gods actually wanted to attack him in the opposite way. In the past, he was the one who deliberately attacked others.
Currently, TE4 "The Shepherd of Utopia" related to the gods has been advanced to 70% progress, while TE2 "The Dragon Walked into Her Heart" related to Dong Anan and Xiaomei is at 80%.
Since te1's "The Pioneer is Immortal, the Dawn is Eternal" has always been 99%, perfect clearance is no longer a problem, but the "Search for the Real Thing" mission for the ruler is still unclear.
After the Ninth World ends, Noel will be taken away for investigation, and Edward will disappear...
Su Mingan's fingers moved slightly.
"Are you awake?" The god's voice paused.
"drop."
A cold mechanical sound was heard, and the god seemed to be operating something, and an electronic sound rang out:
"——Do you choose to forcibly activate the emotional resonance system? Please note that the subject's condition is not suitable for receiving a large amount of data. If you activate it rashly, there is a risk of mental breakdown."
…
…
【Kaiusta Ruins】
“Crash——”
Lin Guang jumped out of his car and saw an abandoned three-story building in front of him. It was surrounded by fences and there was a small fountain next to the villa.
——This is where he temporarily lived after he lost the City of God. He would return here every time after his trip.
He pushed open the door and saw countless photos and paintings on the walls of the hall. He walked through this area and came to his room, carefully storing the porcelain dolls, postcards, ginkgo bookmarks and other items he had obtained during this trip.
Finally, he opened a drawer full of ginkgo leaves and wrote on them.
[71 years after the catastrophe, one year left. I went to the legendary Peach Blossom Spring...]
After writing, he kept the ginkgo leaves and closed the drawer.
His hand reached to his waist and lingered on the pistol for a while, his eyes showing expectation, desire and sadness.
Many times, when he couldn't sleep, he would shoot himself. He read a book that said, "If you have the same experience, you can feel the same emotions as your friends, such as reading books your friends have read, watching movies your friends have watched, and going to amusement parks your friends have been to. Such empathy can help warm up friendships."
Lin Guang understood - as long as he shot himself like he had hurt Lewis, he would be able to sense similar emotions as Lewis.
But he still felt puzzled.
After shooting himself, he felt only pain. Doubt and confusion filled his mind, like a simulation that went awry. No matter how many times he tried to understand it, he could never get the right answer.
"Why." He whispered.
No one answered him and the room was extremely quiet.
Suddenly, there was a noise of children outside the window, and Lin Guang frowned.
During the long journey of more than 20 years, he took in many children who were on the verge of starvation and raised them in a villa next to his home. He did not do it out of kindness, but just wanted to do something to win the favor of his friends.
“It’s so noisy!”
He opened the window and shouted coldly downwards.
Below, a group of children who were playing the game of "Eagle Catches Chicken" raised their heads. They saw that Lin Guang was not afraid, but just shouted:
"Big brother! Come down and play with me!"
"Big brother, do you have chicken today? I love the taste!"
They didn't know what Lin Guang had done in the past, they only knew that he took them in, so they were not afraid of him.
"Stop making noise! Or I'll kill you!" Lin Guang's face was filled with murderous intent, his fingers were clicking, and blood was faintly visible in his pupils. If it were a few decades ago, he would have scared the residents of an entire city.
But these innocent children just laughed out loud and no one was afraid.
"Brother, you have threatened us so many times! And not once did you really mean it!"
"I want to eat bread with jam..."
No child was afraid of him.
Because they didn't know who he was or what he had done, the children were not afraid.
Lin Guang took a deep breath and slammed the window shut. He was going to the nearby abandoned city to see if there were any available resources.
Passing by the hall on the first floor filled with portraits, he reached out and wiped the dust off the edge of the golden picture frame as if it were a treasure, and rubbed his fingers on the colorful gouache painting for a while.
He has painted many paintings in the past twenty years, all of which he has treasured here. Whenever he stands here, he feels peaceful.
He pushed open the door and left this hall that was like a palace of art.
“Wuwuwu——”
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