Sen choked up and said:
"I had planned an escape plan and wanted to help free the people in other dungeons, but in the end, I was trapped in the church because of incomplete information. I watched the church collapse and everyone died..."
"I clearly wanted to actively connect to the emotional resonance device, at least to leave some information before being crushed to death, but I found that I couldn't get rid of the resonance at all, and I had to be rescued by you..."
"I cannot possess your wisdom. I am just an old man with a weak body... The only thing I have is a desire to share your worries, but even this is not worth mentioning..."
"Lord, I am old."
Turbid tears slid down the old man's cheeks.
"I am just an ordinary person, without any aura of deification, and not as smart as you..."
"I'm really tired. I don't have the energy to run to you without hesitation. Even though I've always wanted to help you, I always end up making things worse. After all, the world doesn't favor me..."
“…”
The light in Su Mingan's eyes trembled.
——None of those who betrayed him actually betrayed him?
Whether it was Tretia, Yao Wen, or Sen, if there was a traitor among them...
What kind of human beings does the ruined world cultivate?
Su Mingan quickly left the church, and the heavy rain instantly hit the two of them. In the dark streets, black blood mixed with gasoline flowed into the sewer.
At this time, a message from Team Mu popped up saying that the nearest soldier was stationed one kilometer away, but there was no medical equipment there, and emotional resonance was irreversible.
Su Mingan stopped.
There is no point in saving him.
They stood under a roof.
He lowered his head and looked at the old man in the wheelchair. His gray hair was soaked with rain and looked like sparkling diamonds under the dim street lights. The old man, with a head full of diamonds, slowly turned his head.
Those eyes were like flames, and the fire in them seemed to burn endlessly.
At this moment, Su Mingan suddenly wanted to get angry. He wanted to question this world copy. What on earth did it ask him to save? Air?
——Why on earth did he come to this ruined world?
——Could it be that he was brought here specifically to witness the death of others?
——Is it just to let him experience loss again and again?
"Lord, don't think about saving me. I'm not as valuable as Xi and Noah. I'm just an old man who has nothing to do with the overall situation." Sen said:
"I didn't want to live anyway. I just wanted to die with those kids in the church."
Su Mingan took a breath of cold air.
"Lord... I have seen many dead soldiers. Before they died, they always held my hand and begged me for help, so that they could have time to say goodbye to their families, even though they knew in their hearts that I could not do it at all." Sen said:
"People are always like this. They learn to cherish things only after they lose them... Fortunately, I am lucky. I didn't die in a secret room covered in black blood, unable to breathe fresh air until I died."
"I helped you try out the emotional resonance device. If you use it, you can skip the most painful resonance period at the beginning."
Su Mingan still didn't speak.
Ten seconds later, he spoke:
"Sen, do you still remember Yao Wen?"
The heavy rain blew diagonally on his face, as if touching his skin.
"I remember, he was a very good kid. I was in my thirties when he led the mechanical army away," said Mori.
"He is also a hero, although no one knows it." Su Mingan said: "Since I sent Yao Wen to death, I discovered that there are so many people like him in the ruins world, thousands of Yao Wen."
"For more than 40 years, no one has fought alone in this world," Mori said. "You can trust our souls as much as you want."
The yellow light flickered on the old man's face, as if gently caressing his wrinkles of varying depths. After a moment, blood came out from the corners of Sen's mouth.
The same symptoms Noah had before he died.
Emotional resonance is like a deadly poison, which is irreversible. If you can't survive it, you can't survive it.
"Let's turn around and go back to the church," Sen said. "At least let me get back to those dead children."
Su Mingan looked at the building in the distance in silence for a few seconds.
In the darkness, no lights were visible, and the broken walls looked like a fallen black dragon.
After a moment, he turned and pushed in the direction of the church.
He pushed the wheelchair with such force that his knuckles turned bluish-white.
"Death represents relief, but it is the cruelest to the living. Those who live are just carrying a huge responsibility and cannot die." The old man's voice was very gentle in the rain:
"This thought has been going over and over in my mind ever since Xia Sheng committed suicide, and I can't get rid of it."
"Lord, I hope you don't blame humans. Some of them were indeed selfish and wanted to hand you over, but they were only concerned about their families. In fact, there will always be people willing to go through fire and water for you."
“Don’t speak, don’t publicize, don’t show off, don’t redress.”
"I know." Su Ming'an thought of Tretia and her last look: "I know."
He suddenly heard the old man's laughter.
The voice was hoarse and bloody, and not clear in the rain. The old man's eyes were slightly raised, and the traces of time on his face showed sufficient marks.
"In fact, sometimes you are like a little kid. You can't tell that you have been through so many years... It's a bit offensive to say this. But at the end, I still want to tell you the truth."
Sen held the armrest and slowly turned his head. The blood from the corner of his mouth had soaked through his collar.
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