You think of the green vines in spring, the people who have lost their sight in the darkness, the wine the moon gives you, the white birds raised by Noah, the people fleeing in groups like ants, and the clear tea in Lin Guang’s hand.
Do you want to...
You think of a lot.
I felt reluctant to leave when I thought about myself, I started to feel scared when I thought about myself, my whole body was shaking and my fingers couldn't hold the handrail.
The night sky was high, and the sky and the earth seemed to be stuck together. Ginkgo leaves fell with a rustling sound. Xi suddenly stopped and yawned.
"I'll take you back and go to bed early. Your day and night have been reversed recently. After [2D] is turned on, you should adjust your biological clock." she said.
You smiled, secretly feeling bitter.
You no longer have to adjust your biological clock...
You don't have a tomorrow anymore.
…
December 31st.
Early morning.
heavy rain.
You say goodbye to your companions one by one, letting them go into the [2D] first. They will go one step ahead of most humans and arrive in the [2D] first.
You lied to them and said you would be there shortly.
This is a remote garden villa where you keep a cat. Desserts and drinks are placed under the ginkgo tree. You sit on a chair, wave goodbye to them, and watch them step into the second dimension.
The ark of departure has arrived at hope.
The end doesn't need you.
When Xi was leaving, he smiled, waved to you and said, "See you later."
Her figure disappeared between the data and quickly dissipated in the light.
"I'll clear the way for you!" Rongyuan went in quickly. He was full of confidence in the future.
When it was Bei Lisel's turn, he seemed to have sensed something and suddenly grabbed your hand tightly:
"Asa, I don't know what your plan is, but if you don't come, I will wait for you... until you appear in front of me one day, until the life of my soul ends, or I become a madman."
His gaze was like a chain, locking your stiff smile tightly:
"You must come, you must show up, understand? In the valley, there will be a man named Bei Lisel, who will guard a piece of spring for you. You must remember me."
He held your hand, and the bones seemed to crackle. He was determined to get a promise from you.
But you let go of his hand and looked at him silently in the heavy rain.
Your sudden silence stung him. He realized something.
"You-you!! Asa! You don't want to-"
His hands shook, and panic flashed in his eyes. Before he could grab you again, you quickly activated your authority and sent him into the second dimension.
After he left, you suddenly burst into tears.
This is your most intense emotional outburst.
It also makes you realize that you are not the embodiment of the world's will - this is just a lie to convince humans, but it deceives you yourself and makes you think that you have really become a god, the god of everyone.
You are just a human being with a physical age of 19.
Your name is "Asa Akto", a human being exhausted both physically and mentally.
Except for Lin Guang, all your companions have gone in.
No one sees you, you can finally cry.
Lightning splits the air in two, rain and cold wind pierce your eyes, and the coldness of the whole world flows into your empty thoughts.
"Actually, I don't want to die..."
It feels as if there is blood in your mouth, as if there is a knife cutting through your armor and making you bleed.
"I want to see spring, I want to live, and I want to see with my own eyes that you have a better life and a happy family..."
"But it's too late... This is something only I can do..."
"Although I am young, although it is a pity."
“But it’s over.”
"But it's over..."
In the heavy rain,
Your figure is obscured by the rain.
…
You don't have a perfect ending.
All the preparations you have made before, all the bright future you have planned for mankind - are based on the premise that "you must die."
The beautiful blueprint you carefully painted for them, the perfect two-dimensional world you simulated thousands of times for them - you can't set foot in it.
"Death" is your only ending.
The best ending.
…
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