[Water can carry a boat, but it can also capsize it. I wish to be a king who loves his people.]
…
From here on, the handwriting gradually became distorted and even had traces of dried blood.
…
[My father once made me the crown prince. Whether in civil administration or military combat, I was superior to the other nine. I thought that after being found to be "qualified", I would become a more qualified monarch.]
But I was wrong.
[After the test results came out, the royal family actually concealed the truth that I was a "qualified person" and did not tell any outsiders, let alone let me fight. ]
[“The blood of qualified people can suppress abnormalities and is extremely effective for blood relatives.”]
[As long as I can supply blood every day, all members of the royal family will be safe and will not die from "abnormalities". This is of great significance to the great cause of the ancient country of Louyue and its inheritance for generations.]
[I already know that for the royal family, the number of civilian deaths is not important. The royal family only cares about the inheritance and safety of the bloodline. As long as my future is cut off, my identity is deprived, and I am buried forever, and no one finds out that I am a "qualified person", then I will be absolutely safe, will not be assassinated, will not escape, and can become a lifelong blood supplier to protect the entire royal family.]
[I am very prestigious among the people, and I am often seen in disaster relief and grain distribution. If I were to become an idle prince, donating blood every day and wasting my life, I am afraid it would cause resentment among the people.]
[So, they believe that as long as the "I" that can supply blood completely disappears and a seemingly idle "I" takes my place, all problems will be solved.]
【So, Xiao Jingsan appeared. 】
【Took away my name, my identity, everything I had.】
[The Imperial Master contacted the immortals, claiming that the third princess Jinghe has the potential to seek immortality, and she will go to Penglai Island on my behalf to see the immortality.]
[As for me, my life and blood will become people's nourishment. My ambitions and ideals have become the mumblings of a madman. My name has disappeared, and abnormal scenes often appear in front of my eyes. I often lose my memory and go crazy. It is difficult for qualified people to have a good end. They dance with abnormalities, exchange powerful power for a price, and most of them end up with mental breakdown. ]
【This road is not far from me. 】
【……】
【I was born into a royal family. 】
【I was born into a royal family. 】
【……】
Su Mingan turned to the end, and saw bloodstains and frantic words everywhere. The diary recorded various policies and new national systems that the eldest prince had thought of for the country, and even vaguely touched on advanced areas such as abolishing the feudal monarchy, establishing a parliament, and attaching importance to industry and commerce. However, all of these became the absurd words of a madman and could no longer be implemented.
No matter how talented you are, if you bleed every day, you can't even break down the door.
Su Mingan closed his notes.
…
“Ding Dong!”
[Main quest: Go to Penglai Island to seek guidance from the immortals and regain your identity and name.]
…
Su Mingan thought. It seems that this Penglai Fairy Island and the Fairy will be the focus. Xiao Jingsan should not be his biological brother, but just a substitute.
What is the "Kill Destiny" in the Powerholder quest? The same is true for the previous "Search for the Real Thing". Can the World Game get rid of the Riddler?
Su Mingan opened the door. It was still dark outside the window, with the stars dim. He was about to search for the bed when he heard a silver bell ring.
"Ting-ting, ting-ting."
The sound is pleasant, crisp and pleasant.
Outside the window, under the full moon, a figure is looming.
The figure came with a long silk scarf, the pink and white silk was sparse in the night sky, like a divine pen drawing in the night sky. The golden hair was tied up by a white jade hairpin, and the gauze dress was woven with golden thread. The figure was beautiful and the figure was slender. The dream was like a fairy descending from heaven, as beautiful as a goddess embracing the moon, and even like Chang'e descending to the earth.
She came from the night sky and stood at the windowsill. Her wide-sleeved flowing fairy skirt was like a snow-white stream, faintly visible in the night breeze.
——Reeds grow thick and white dew turns to frost. My beloved is on the other side of the water.
The comments were in an uproar when they saw this. Although they didn't know who she was, they all praised her beauty.
Su Mingan's expression moved slightly, and he was slightly amazed. She was so beautiful, could she be the fairy in the background of the story?
"Su Ming'an." The blonde beauty said, "Let's go and blow up the palace."
Su Mingan was embarrassed when he heard this familiar voice: "It's you, why are you dressed like this? What's wrong with your makeup?"
"The organizers didn't make it difficult for me." The blonde beauty Noel extended her hand to him and smiled slightly: "Come on, the exciting adventure begins."
…
…
【--Hello. 】
【--Hello. 】
[——What do you want to say? ]
[——My life is very happy, with kind elders, sensible younger generations, and best friends. ]
[But 'fate' shouldn't be like this, and the 'perfect ending' didn't belong to me from the beginning. Although I am favored by the world, I need a true end (real future).]
[——So, what do you want me to do? Or...what do you want 'you' to do?]
[——Please hit that iceberg. ]
[——Isn't a happy ending good? Death is divided into three levels. The death of the body announces the death of the physiology, the funeral represents the death of social status, and finally——the last person in the world who remembers you dies, and you have completely died. He just accelerated this process.]
[——But I don’t want to.]
[How to use "save files" to expand future possibilities, how to use "load files" to change the laws of fate, how to use "values" to observe the direction of fate, how to use "interaction" to achieve a better ending - this is "game", and also life.]
[Games have become life, but life should not be subordinate to games. ]
[I don’t want them to be deceived by the “game”. I want them to be happy, and this kind of happiness is unique and not equal to anything else.]
【——. 】
【--May I? 】
【——. 】
【--Understood. 】
…
[——"Asagi's Diary: Self-narration"]
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