She wanted to learn the swan dance, but her parents kept saying that she was a boy, boys should wear dark trousers, and dancing had nothing to do with studying.
But now, with the reflection of the raging fire, she saw herself on the glass wall, wearing a flame-red dance dress.
She seemed to see herself dancing like a white swan under the auditorium.
She saw the light in her eyes.
...even though this is just a building that is about to be burned down.
The old lady was wearing a bright red dress and red lipstick.
She whispered softly, "Winter Snow."
Dongxue's body shuddered suddenly.
When she found her voice again, she found it was horribly hoarse:
"Yang Xia, welcome back," she said.
In the blood-red vision, she saw her old self, smiling.
"Dongxue, I always advised you to grow up before, but later I found that adults should also retain their innocence." The old lady said softly:
"We are not going against the trend of society, nor are we repressed outliers."
"...Dongxue, we still have to walk freely and with dignity to the end."
"I grew older, I got older, I was no longer young, I became an old lady."
“I became a scientist in the field of brain, and my female identity was recognized by everyone.”
"I chose to come back and destroy this black school."
“I’ve grown up, but I don’t regret it.”
"I have never had a husband in my life. I have devoted my whole life to society and the country. But I don't feel that I am missing anything."
"My students are very obedient and respect me. They give me my favorite red roses and low-fat yogurt, take care of me during holidays, and celebrate my birthday every year."
"A young man who lost his mother. He was very young. He called me Teacher Mom."
“I listened to it and felt very moved.”
"Dongxue, people don't need love to live, but faith."
“——And sometimes, loving yourself is a kind of lofty belief.”
"Winter snow."
"I love you."
Dongxue covered her lips.
Tears kept flowing from the corners of her eyes, the straps of her red dance dress were trembling, her sticky black hair was trembling, and her eyes were trembling like the ripples of the sea.
This response.
She waited almost her whole life.
She continued to speak softly on the other side of the glass.
When she grew up, she was like a freshly opened bottle of wine, with a refreshing aroma and charm. When the wine gradually seeped into people's hearts... it brewed a burning and long-accumulated bitterness.
Feeling lost.
"In fact, mother has always wanted to save us." The old lady said softly: "...she just didn't understand before."
"And when I laid everything out in front of them, she actually knelt down in front of me and confessed."
"She said she almost lost me."
"Our mother was also great. Although she was a single mother who was eager to have grandchildren, she no longer objected after learning about my changes. She took the lead in destroying the laboratory."
"—you know what? I heard her call me daughter."
When she said this, the light in the old lady's eyes was like the rising tide at sea.
For her, there is no better affirmation than this.
"Dongxue, I used to think, what's the meaning of my life as a person who was born with the wrong gender identity and became an outlier?"
"But later, I gradually understood that even if a thing is terrible or useless, it will always leave a mark when it comes into this world."
"Some people may become a projection in someone's eyes, an irresistible figure in the dark. They are deeply trapped in the trap called "excellence" and can never turn back."
“But education has always been a beam of light that converges into another beam of light.”
"I saw the vast world and the light behind the tower."
"Because I have understood that no matter what, whether we are waste abandoned by the system, abnormal outliers, or people who are not worthy of being accepted by our peers - we must walk to the end freely and with dignity."
“You should remember that you are the leading actor on the stage of your own life and the brightest color in the painting.”
“You should remember that you are a flying fledgling, a shining star, and a bright future.”
"[——Remember, you have the vast sky and sea, you write about the miners who died and the bloody truth, you care about food and vegetables, and you have indignation and indignation about the world in your eyes]."
"You must remember, Dongxue, you are unique."
“Because of something.”
“It never existed for the purpose of [having meaning].”
"【We are never anyone's shadow】."
“[We always have the right to choose without regrets].”
…
“[…And I have worked hard throughout my life.]”
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