(My hometown outside the universe, that beautiful blue planet. After a hundred years of hard work, looking up, sleeping, and waiting, who has not missed the hometown that can never be returned to?)
Su Mingan: "We will see you."
Su Mingan: "No matter who she is, no matter where she is, we will find her."
(Whether it’s a lover you’ve never met, or a familiar planet mother.)
(It was drizzling, you were standing there holding umbrellas, and suddenly, Luna turned around.)
(You see this white-haired lady with a friendly smile, and her shoulders seem to have been relieved of a burden... Yes, her wait has finally paid off, and you are coming soon.)
(She smiles widely, as if she has achieved some great goal, and speaks to you gently. Her voice is relieved, happy, and peaceful, like a blessing.)
"Su Mingan."
"Welcome home."
…
"Rustle--" the sound of pen falling.
"There are many respectable guardians in this story."
"They are sincere, resolute, upright and great."
"There is a guardian who is very close to me, but I often feel guilty. It was me who brought her into the human world, it was me who became the god she most revered, it was me who forcibly fabricated her soul, and it was me who made her live her entire life for my plan."
…
Time: Week 3
Location: 132F, Central Building
Characters: Su Mianbao, the temporary world master, and Su Ming'an, the god
(You meet Su Mianbao alone, as she drives slowly towards you in a wheelchair.)
Su Mingan (confirming for the last time): "Are there any other problems in the small world?"
Su Bread: "No more, Father God."
Su Mingan: "Yeah."
Su Bread (suddenly): "What does Father God want to do?"
Su Mingan: "Hmm?"
Su Mianbao: "Did Father God forget? I experienced the same emotional resonance as Father God. I can't hide any of Father God's expressions, and I can also vaguely perceive any of Father God's thoughts. Even if I become Father God and live, it will be difficult for others to see the difference."
Su Baomai: "It's something outside, it's not perfect. So Father God wants to fill this gap himself?"
Su Bread: "Father God, will you become one with the world? Will you become the dawn itself?"
(You look at her in amazement, once again painfully aware of her resemblance to you, and it is you who has made her into your exact shape)
Su Bread: "Father God, please allow me to walk with you."
Su Mingan: "Nonsense."
(You scolded her like a child, and you saw the shadow suddenly appearing in her eyes. At this moment, you suddenly realized that she was still different from you. Because she was controlled by you, but she loved you strongly. She wanted to protect the world and her companions, and to do this she had to maintain her awe and admiration for you. This conflict between love and responsibility made her distorted.)
Su Mianbao (persistently): "You can see that wrinkles have appeared on my face and I need to rely on a wheelchair to move around. I am old, Father God."
Su Baomai: "Yuzhu has been bedridden for several years, and Yueying is also lying in the cryostat. They have aged more seriously than me. We are all dying of old age."
Su Mianbao: "I have completed my mission and have reached the end of my life... Father God, please allow me to fulfill my only and last wish - when you reach the end, please take me with you, let me accompany you through the last loneliest time, and then allow me to perish with you."
Su Mingan: “…”
Su Bread: "Do you remember my birthday, Father God? You never celebrated it for me once."
Su Mingan: “…”
(You have forgotten the day you created Su Bread. You were so busy that you didn’t take her birthday to heart. She is just a part of your little world. There are too many things more important than this.)
(How is your relationship with Su Mian Bao different from that between Si Que and Shi Zhu, Shi Zhu and Qi Zhu? Su Mian Bao loves you more. This is the only difference.)
(The black-haired lady looks at you quietly. Her somewhat cloudy and old eyes carefully depict your face, your eyebrows, your nose, and your unchanging appearance. She has painted your appearance thousands of times, but none of them can compare to you at this moment.)
Su Mianbao: "Can you make this my only birthday wish in these thousands of years?"
(You can't meet her eyes.)
(You cannot respond to her words.)
(Her life revolves around you, lives around you, and dies around you. You can't tell whether her life is based on loyalty, false love, awe and fear of the gods, protection of her compatriots, or more mixed feelings. You know that this fiery emotion is not sincere or pure, but it is very hot.)
(Even if it was false love, she held it carefully throughout her life as if it were a treasure, and even regarded it as real.)
Su Mingan: "...Okay."
Su Mianbao (laughing with relief): "Great...it's finally over."
(She must be in pain, you think.)
(Same as you, and now, you and her are finally over.)
(Then you talked about the small world. She said that Su Jingtang never made any big moves, and Su Qing disappeared one day. You didn't pay much attention to this matter. No matter what secrets were behind it, it didn't matter because you had chosen the conservative path, and you also knew how to sacrifice yourself to achieve the best outcome.)
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