Song Baiyi could tell that Cheng Zhi's voice was a bit muffled and nasal.
There's also a sense of grievance in it.
This was the first time Song Baiyi saw Cheng Zhi like this. He was a little at a loss for a moment and didn't know what to do.
His fingers on the keys curled up slightly, and then he opened his mouth to answer Cheng Zhi.
"Of course I won't."
He wasn't even interested in watching Lu Zhaozhao play the piano until it was broken.
After getting Song Baiyi's answer, Cheng Zhi still felt a sense of inexplicable grievance in his heart.
He silently moved his hand away from Song Baiyi's hand and prepared to put it to his side.
Cheng Zhi moved away and whispered to Song Baiyi, "Okay, I understand. Teacher Song, you go back first. I have to continue training."
After Song Baiyi felt Cheng Zhi's hand move away from his, his eyes darkened.
Then, without saying a word, he grabbed Cheng Zhi's wrist before Cheng Zhi could take it back.
Song Baiyi's voice was a little hoarse. He asked Cheng Zhi in a low voice, "What do you mean by going back... Why did you suddenly mention Lu Zhaozhao?"
"Is the reason you were unhappy before because of him?"
Cheng Zhi lowered his eyes and looked at Song Baiyi's hand clasped on his wrist, without saying a word.
The big, bony hand of Song Baiyi resting on his wrist looked as beautiful as before, and he could feel the familiar body temperature coming through his skin.
For the first time, Cheng Zhi actually had the urge to subconsciously shake off the hand and escape.
He didn't want to face Song Baiyi, didn't want to have his expectations dashed, and didn't want to hear the answer that would scare him.
On the other side, Song Baiyi was silent for a long time and did not wait for Cheng Zhi's answer.
But he could clearly feel that the atmosphere around Cheng Zhi was depressing.
Cheng Zhi was in a bad mood. This was the first thought that came to Song Baiyi's mind.
Then, Song Baiyi asked Cheng Zhi tentatively, "Did Lu Zhaozhao make you unhappy during training?"
When asked about Lu Zhaozhao's personal abilities this time, Cheng Zhi answered very straightforwardly.
"No."
"In my opinion, Lu Zhaozhao... taught very well in all aspects."
Cheng Zhi paused, then continued, "It's my own problem. I didn't handle my emotions well. I also brought my personal affairs into the training. I'm sorry."
After saying that, Cheng Zhi used his other hand to calmly remove the hand that Song Baiyi had just grasped his wrist.
Song Baiyi was unwilling to put any effort into Cheng Zhishang.
So as long as Cheng Zhi resisted a little, he would be able to break free from Song Baiyi's hands quickly.
This was the first time that Cheng Zhi actively resisted physical contact with Song Baiyi in all the time they had known each other.
Song Baiyi's body froze, and he didn't react to what Cheng Zhi meant by pushing him away.
He was silent for a while before slowly responding to Cheng Zhi's words.
"You don't need to apologize to me. It's normal to have unhappy moments. When emotions come out, they can't be turned on and off like a faucet."
Cheng Zhi was standing with his back to Song Baiyi at this moment, and Song Baiyi could not see the expression on his face.
After hearing what Song Baiyi said to him, Cheng Zhi's hands hanging at his sides were pinching the corners of his clothes, and the strength was constantly tightening.
By the end, Cheng Zhi's knuckles had turned white from clenching their fists.
Neither of them spoke first. The practice room was extremely quiet, but there was a strange and subtle sense of confrontation in the atmosphere.
Song Baiyi stood behind Cheng Zhi, waiting for his next response.
After a while, Song Baiyi finally couldn't help it and took the initiative to speak to break the silence.
"If you... are really not feeling well, I'll ask for leave for you this afternoon. Let you go back to the dormitory and rest for half a day? If you have anything you want to tell me, we can talk about it later, okay?"
Song Baiyi's tone was gentle and cautious, as if he was afraid that any word he said would anger Cheng Zhi and leave.
And when Cheng Zhi heard Song Baiyi's gentle tone when he was talking to him as usual.
The tears he had been holding back for a long time could no longer be held back and began to fall uncontrollably.
Pearl-like tears fell on the piano keys, leaving a few blobs of water.
In order to prevent his tears from staining the piano keys again, Cheng Zhi took a step back and bumped into Song Baiyi's arms.
Cheng Zhi was previously extremely infatuated with the scent and temperature of Song Baiyi. Now the combination turned into a strong fascination, which made his nose suddenly sour and tears fell.
Cheng Zhi casually wiped the tears that had just fallen with his palm, and then new tears came out of his eyes and kept flowing.
When he spoke to Song Baiyi with sobs, his crying and nasal sounds mixed together, and his tone was unclear.
"Don't ask for leave. I... am not feeling unwell."
Song Baiyi, who saw this kind of scene for the first time, was instantly panicked. He hurriedly turned to Cheng Zhi and wanted to help him wipe his tears.
"Why are you crying? Can we stop crying for now?"
As he said this, he wanted to raise his hand to help Cheng Zhi wipe away the tears that had just shed.
The next second, Song Baiyi's hand was slapped away by Cheng Zhi.
Then, Cheng Zhi covered half of his eyes with his other hand. While wiping the tears that had just fallen, he spoke to Song Baiyi in a hoarse voice.
"No, don't look at me yet...I don't look good when I cry."
Because of crying, the corners of Cheng Zhi's eyes were stained with a little red. His originally fair skin was now a little pink. He bit his lower lip, and his whole face looked extremely aggrieved, which was very lovable.
Song Baiyi just took a quick glance and felt such a distressed urge to hold the person in his arms and comfort him.
He calmed his expression, then walked up to Cheng Zhidao and questioned him: "It looks good, how can it not look good?"
Then, Song Baiyi stretched out his own.
He put one hand around Cheng Zhi's back and clasped Cheng Zhi's wrist again with the other hand.
Cheng Zhi was held in his arms, and Song Baiyi's impulse just now was put into practice by his actual actions.
Song Baiyi gently rubbed Cheng Zhi's head with his hands and spoke to comfort him.
"Don't worry, I can't see it now."
Cheng Zhi was suddenly pulled into Song Baiyi's arms and he was stunned for a moment.
And when he felt the warmth of Song Baiyi's palm on his head, he cried even harder.
He buried his head in Song Baiyi's chest, and held the corner of Song Baiyi's clothes tightly with one hand.
When he spoke to Song Baiyi, although his nasal tone was still very heavy, this time it carried a hint of threat.
"I don't allow you to ask for leave for me..."
Song Baiyi was the instructor of the dance training in the afternoon, and Cheng Zhi had finally endured for so long, just to be able to see Song Baiyi a few more times this afternoon.
Song Baiyi wanted him to ask for leave and go back to the dormitory, and not come to practice in the afternoon? Don't even think about it.
Song Baiyi didn't expect that his careful choice of words and sentences would touch Cheng Zhi's sensitive nerves in this place.
Now he could only lower his voice and coax Cheng Zhi, "Okay, okay, we won't ask for leave."
As he spoke, Song Baiyi stroked Cheng Zhi's head, patted his back gently, and then whispered to comfort him.
"Then tell me first, why were you unhappy just now?"
"No..." Cheng Zhi paused, and after forcibly holding back his tears, he silently buried his head in Song Baiyi's chest.
His voice was a little muffled. “I just said, I’m not unhappy.”
Afraid that Song Baiyi wouldn't believe it, Cheng Zhi continued to add: "...Really."
Although he said that he was not unhappy, Cheng Zhi still didn't understand what kind of emotion made him cry.
However, it had already spread in Cheng Zhi's heart from the moment he saw Lu Zhaozhao.
Then it continued to pile up until now, turning into a crumbling high-rise building.
When he heard Song Baiyi coming to comfort him, the tall building collapsed, and Cheng Zhi's emotions overflowed.
Lu Zhaozhao and Song Baiyi did nothing wrong, but whenever the two of them stood together, Cheng Zhi couldn't stop having wild thoughts.
He envied Lu Zhaozhao for being able to stand with Song Baiyi openly, envied Lu Zhaozhao for being able to meet Song Baiyi earlier than him, and envied Lu Zhaozhao for being able to joke with Song Baiyi openly.
Not only that, he also accompanied Song Baiyi through a long period of life.
That was Song Baiyi whom he had never seen before.
When Cheng Zhi thought of this, he couldn't help but feel sour.
I am very envious, but I can't do anything about it, so I can only let my emotions ferment.
Because ever since Cheng Zhi realized that he liked Song Baiyi, he has become extremely sensitive.
In addition to paying attention to Song Baiyi's usual behavior, he also began to care about everyone Song Baiyi came into contact with.
He wanted to see if Song Baiyi was only so nice to him and was only willing to have close contact with him.
Then at this time, Lu Zhaozhao suddenly appeared.
The appearance of Lu Zhaozhao disrupted Cheng Zhi's original peace and tranquility.
Because Lu Zhaozhao always used his actual actions to clearly swear to Cheng Zhi that Song Baiyi would not only have contact with him.
Lu Zhaozhao would take the initiative to put her arm around Song Baiyi's shoulder, and what she said would make Song Baiyi laugh.
Cheng Zhi felt that the two of them seemed to have a good relationship and seemed very happy when they were chatting.
So Cheng Zhi wanted to hate Lu Zhaozhao because this person could easily have the right to talk freely with Song Baiyi.
But Cheng Zhi couldn't do it.
Because Lu Zhaozhao...he actually did nothing wrong.
And Cheng Zhi didn't know when it started.
One's emotions will be affected by the actions of Song Baiyi and even everyone around him.
Although this idea was selfish, Cheng Zhi wanted Song Baiyi to only look at him.
This extremely contradictory mood made Cheng Zhi feel very painful, but the powerlessness caused by his inability to change it also made him feel extremely irritated.
It turns out that liking someone can be so painful.
After thinking about this, Cheng Zhi felt more aggrieved.
The aftereffects of crying just now had not yet dissipated, and he couldn't stop shaking slightly in Song Baiyi's arms.
Cheng Zhi leaned in Song Baiyi's arms. The more he thought about it, the more embarrassing it was that he had just shed tears. His face turned red in an instant.
Then he raised his hand and placed it on Song Baiyi's shoulder, preparing to push Song Baiyi away.
After feeling the person in his arms trying to resist, Song Baiyi sighed softly.
Then one hand grasped Cheng Zhi's hand on his shoulder, and the other hand tightly wrapped around Cheng Zhi's waist, making him unable to move.
"Weren't you crying so hard in my arms just now? Now that you're done crying, you want to run away?"
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The author has something to say:
Let Cheng Zhixiao cry today, next time he will cry on the bed (slip away
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