I thought I was me, but I was never me...'
Then he took out a dagger, stabbed himself in the heart, and knelt in front of me.
I was so frightened that I stood there not daring to move. He spat out blood and waved to me with a smile.
I know He is not calling me, He...is calling away my desire.
When He extinguished the light of desire with His own hands, He smiled and said: 'Why do evil things? This is the first good thing I have done. Go, child, leave here.'
He died, and with him my desires died.
Draxilco stripped me of my desires.
Little priest…I have no desire anymore.
At this moment, I am just a shell. I am only 'playing' myself. The real me... has long since 'died' at the edge of the sea of desire."
“!!!!!”
Cheng Shi was stunned. He said in disbelief:
"You mean, before his death, the Sin of Desirelessness personally created a person without desires?!"
Poison smiled bitterly, "Yes, it's me, is it funny?
That’s why I ask you, what exactly is faith?
Why do gods exist?
If their purpose in bringing this game was to spread faith, then why did they take away all my desires by being closest to the sea of desire of my Lord?
Why, on what basis...what is he doing?
Mr. Yuxi, can you give me an answer?"
“…”
Cheng Shi couldn't give any answer.
He couldn't imagine what a blasphemy this action of Drasilco's before his death was to [Foulness], and he couldn't imagine what the other party had discovered in the sea of desire that made him make such a choice.
He still remembered that when the Covenant of the Gods Conference ended, Draxilco said to him, "I hope we can meet again." But now, meeting is impossible, and he even learned the news of his death from Poison.
Also, what did He mean when He said before His death, "He is not worthy of an audience, and there is no [defilement] in this world"?
This sentence itself is problematic. It is impossible for there to be no [corruption] in the world. He is the true God who was vindicated by [Origin]. His existence or non-existence is not up to him to decide.
Secondly, even if there really is no [defilement] in the world, how could the first half of Drasilko's sentence mean that "He" is not worthy of an audience?
Since there is no “Him”, where does “Him” come from?
Cheng Shi was also confused. All this was completely beyond his expectations, and made the already unclear truth even more confusing.
The experience in the real universe made Cheng Shi realize that [Wuduo] must be hiding clues to deciphering the truth of the universe, but the question is, who can tell me where He is?
Or... does He exist?
No one knows the answer.
Just as when there is dead silence, even the wind dies down.
...
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