The more I examined it, the more I realized that although my cognition and logic were self-consistent, there was a gap in my emotions.
The separation between her and me... was too sudden, without any buffer or entanglement. Those high-handed scholars may think that emotions are a burden that hinders the truth, so they don't care about these things, but... people have emotions.
That's why I realized that I might have been sliced into pieces. I had heard of this method, but I never thought it would happen to me.
My enthusiasm for [Truth] made me study this feeling and [Depravity] repeatedly. Perhaps it was because I was influenced by [Depravity] again that I found that I picked up my childhood emotions again and thought of the sister who cared for me in every possible way...”
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Hearing this, Cheng Shi blinked, tasting what was going on. He looked at Arad, who had a complicated expression, in surprise, and said:
"You remembered the good things about Xi Luolin, and you also saw her hatred for you, but you didn't explain. Instead, you just endured her targeting and attacks. Could it be that the purpose of your doing all this is to... protect your sister and the Extreme Desire Brotherhood?"
"......"
Arad didn't seem willing to admit it, but after Cheng Shi picked up the scalpel from the ground, he lowered his head and admitted it.
"Yes, if I were still the acting Hand in charge of the Falling Gate, the Brotherhood of Desire would not be in danger. But if I were replaced... They have no clear understanding of the civilization on the surface and the Tower of Principle. These lunatics are desperate to grab resources.
Although there is no high or low level of faith, there is a difference in the number of their followers.
No matter how powerful she was in the Falling Gate, in the eyes of the Tower of Reason, she was just a flea with a slightly higher jumping ability. If they wanted to, they could crush her to death and destroy the Falling Gate.
Of course, attacking the underground from the surface may not be so convenient, and it would also require a huge cost, but I have to be afraid, because the Tower of Principle has this method, so..."
"So you just silently took on everything for Xi Luolin?"
"......" Arad did not respond, but silence was better than words at this moment, his expression and eyes said it all.
Tsk, he is a man, but unfortunately, he is not the same man as before.
After all, the current Arad is just a slice of the original Arad, a slice of [Truth] that was once again inspired by [Depravity] and had emotional fluctuations. No matter how well he does, in Shilolin's eyes, he is not the real Arad.
[Depraved] She indulges in her lust, and her desires are simple and direct. She only wants her own brother, not some person who silently does good for her.
Oh, this is fate.
Cheng Shi always felt that Arad was a rebellious person who practiced the will of [Depravity]. Although he joined the Tower of Reason, he followed his own desire for profit.
But now it seems that he is indeed an Oathbreaker who betrayed the [Fallen] camp. He controlled his emotional desires and did not explain to Shilolin. He pretended that nothing had happened but silently protected her. He did "good things", but in Shilolin's eyes, he was clearly a "bad guy".
Cheng Shi curled his lips. At this moment he felt a little redundant because he had already heard Xi Luolin crying from next door.
This calm big sister who had never been afraid even in the face of death, couldn't help sobbing after hearing Arad's words.
[Truth] is ruthless, [Illusion] is lustful, you two can never go back.
What's more, Shilolin is not the current Shilolin. To this world, she is just an outsider.
A local who was sliced into slices by the Tower of Matter and a "foreigner" from the "future" had the most sincere emotional collision because of a trial.
Alas, I have to say, you still like to joke so much.
Although this is a test of [time], this trial is almost entirely filled with your shadow, my Lord.
Cheng Shi secretly criticized his benefactor for a while, then knocked on the wall behind him and asked curiously, "Xi Luolin, is the commission still continuing?"
The sobbing next door stopped, and after a moment, a sound of gnashing teeth was heard.
"Kill him, my lord! Kill him, and I will give you everything."
Well, it is worthy of being called [Filthy]!
There are never any excuses for morality or justice. Hate is hate, love is love, and if you don't like something, you kill it. It is so simple and direct. At some times, it is indeed much better than the perception of "civilization", but to be honest, such times are extremely limited.
His essence is still desire, the desire that makes people rush to him or avoid him.
Cheng Shi snorted and looked at Arad at his feet with a little sympathy, giving him a final chance to say some last words.
"Anything else you want to say?"
"I...may die, but there will be another me. The Tower of Reason will not give up on this place, just as the Brotherhood of Desire wants to spread the will of [Depravity] through the [Abyss Volcano].
I have nothing to say, but I suggest that you disguise my death as an accident, which will be better for everyone.
Also, not all underground forces are allies. Be careful of [Foolishness]. They... are very similar to [Truth].
Don’t be controlled by smart people, because we can never escape.”
After saying this, Arad closed his eyes calmly and waited for death silently.
But at this moment, Cheng Shi retracted the knife in his hand and frowned slightly.
"You... know [Foolishness]?"
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