Chapter 52: Who is close and who is distant

With just these soft and gentle words, Yinzhen didn't care about Yuyan's feelings.

The Tong family's throne or something is far less attractive than the delicate and soft look of this person in Huaili.

Yinzhen heard Yuyan's thoughts, but only her words remained in his heart.

She said she was willing, and Yinzhen's heart was filled with emotions when he heard it. He felt the love in his heart overflowing, and he didn't know how to express it so that she would know.

He already had a lot of thoughts about her, and now that her words had aroused his feelings, Yinzhen couldn't help himself.

Yuyan's eyes are very beautiful, especially at this moment, they are clear and watery.

Yuyan snorted softly and glared at him: "Master Beile, what are you doing?"

In fact, the two of them haven't been together for more than a month.

From the time she came back until now, she has been busy with palace affairs. When she came back, she rested for a few days, and it was really pure rest. Yinzhen loved her and didn't touch her.

Now her words seemed to give Yinzhen permission, and Yinzhen couldn't help himself.

Yuyan actually had some thoughts about it as well.

But not with Yinzhen in the early morning when you are so sleepy and tired.

When she was in Jiangnan at that time, Hongxiang Pavilion was still there. When she went shopping with Sanfujin and the others, she heard them talking about these private matters.

Yuyan didn't have as much experience as the others, and she didn't want to talk about her private affairs with Yinzhen, so she mostly listened. Occasionally, she would hear other ladies chatting. The message she got from them was that when two people have been together for a long time, touching each other's body is like touching their own body, and slowly, they don't feel anything anymore.

Jian Yuyan didn't have much experience in this area, but it was impossible for her to know nothing.

It is because information in modern society is too developed, and we have heard too many stories about love not being able to last, and physical attraction having an absolute time limit.

Don't talk about forever. Even one or two years of love and marriage are enough for lovers and couples to return to a dull pattern in the end.

Even though her parents have been married for many years, they still have as much affection as love for each other.

Jian Yuyan was a naive person. She thought, why can't we love each other until we grow old? It is impossible to keep passion for your lover in modern times, but Jian Yuyan refused to believe in it. She just had such a fantasy.

Who wouldn't say she is stubborn and obstinate for fantasizing about something even though she knows it won't come true?

But in Yinzhen's case, it seemed to be verified.

No matter whether Yinzhen touched her or she touched Yinzhen, both of them seemed to be more and more unable to control themselves, and they would tremble at the slightest touch.

Yuyan said she was willing, but that was not what she meant. Yinzhen seemed to have misunderstood. But this misunderstanding was not bad.

Yuyan was very sleepy and tired, but she was reluctant to reject Yinzhen's affection.

This was the first time Yuyan took the initiative, and Yinzhen saw that it was almost time and thought about joining in.

but--

Yu Yan looked at him with her watery eyes: "Master Beile, it hurts."

It hurts so much that people cry.

But now, it won't work. If I force it, it will still hurt. Even if I have made sufficient preparations before.

But it's just, it's difficult.

Yinzhen coaxed the person in his arms softly, trying to make Yuyan relax a little, but no matter how much she tried to relax, it just didn't work.

It's not that Yuyan doesn't want to, it's just that the two of them are too old to have sex, and it would definitely be difficult to have it again.

If it doesn’t work this time, maybe it will work next time?

It always takes a few more tries.

Yuyan didn't mean to get stuck like this.

After she traveled through time, she spent half a month recuperating from her illness, but the time it took her to accept this body was much shorter.

Firstly, she was starting a new life, and secondly, the appearance of this body was almost exactly the same as Jian Yuyan, so there was no difficulty in accepting it.

Besides, he was younger than Jian Yuyan, so of course Yuyan gladly accepted it.

Over the past year, Yuyan has maintained her health in her own way, and has almost completely transformed her body into her own image, without any trace of the former Ulanara appearance left.

Psychological reasons can actually have a huge impact on the body.

Although this body had been with Yinzhen, for Yuyan, it was all past dust and a thing of the past.

Jian Yuyan had never done this before, so her body turned pale again at the last step. It was very difficult to get in, and it would hurt when it did.

This really seems to be beyond Yuyan's control.

Seeing her crying like this, Yinzhen couldn't bear to go in.

He was afraid of really hurting her. She hadn't had sex for more than a year, and if he forced his way in, she might even bleed. Yinzhen didn't want Yuyan to suffer any more.

Yinzhen calmed down himself and hugged Yuyan to comfort her softly, and Yuyan stopped crying.

Only her eyes were red from crying like a little rabbit, but everything else was fine.

"I'm not going in." Yinzhen said softly, "We'll talk about it later."

He also felt a surge of emotions when he heard those words tonight. Now that he has calmed down, he remembered that this is not the best time.

No wonder Yuyan’s body couldn’t bear it.

Yuyan calmed down now and realized that she would have to enter the palace soon.

If this really happened, I'm afraid she wouldn't be able to enter the palace in her current condition.

This book that I worked so hard to write after staying up late will all be wasted.

However, Yuyan thought a little indulgently, even if she didn't enter the palace, what would happen? She and Yinzhen had made great progress.

But after looking down, Yu Yan did not dare to let go.

Yinzhen is really too... he can't be so indulgent.

Take your time. Take your time.

She put her arms around Yinzhen's neck, her voice still a little soft, her breath a little unstable: "After the New Year, then -"

No matter what, she didn't say it, but she felt that Yinzhen must understand what she meant.

After the New Year holidays, you don’t have to go to the palace every day, so you will have time to rest and sleep. When you have rested and slept enough, your energy will be restored, and you may not be so nervous anymore.

Try it again when the time comes, maybe it will work.

Yinzhen understood Yuyan's meaning, but he didn't expect that she was willing to set a time. He laughed softly, kissed her, and then whispered yes.

But both of them are in such a dilemma. If they could have endured it before, they can't help themselves now.

After all, they took their time. Considering that it was almost dawn, they didn't mess around and took Yuyan to wash up. Then they came back.

As a result of all this trouble, Yuyan couldn't sleep.

I felt like I had slept for half an hour in a daze, but something was on my mind, and I was worried about having to get up soon, so I couldn't sleep well.

She opened her eyes and happened to see Yinzhen looking at her.

In fact, Yinzhen was not asleep at all. When Yuyan fell asleep just now, he was still looking at her with tender eyes.

At this moment, when the two people looked at each other, they could see a small part of themselves in each other's eyes.

Yinzhen hugged her tighter: "Why, can't you sleep?"

Yuyan was confused for a while, but now she is more alert. She simply doesn't want to sleep anymore. She hugs Yinzhen's waist and whispers, "I didn't tell Prince Beile just now. Your Majesty said something during the day."

Defei said many things to her, but Yuyan decided not to tell Yinzhen. Defei's side was not on Yinzhen's side, and telling her the truth would hurt Yinzhen's feelings, so it was really unnecessary.

But what Concubine De said during the day was decisive, and Yuyan had to tell Yinzhen.

She didn't say it just now because the atmosphere was too good, but now that she thought of it, she said it naturally.

Yinzhen was not surprised to hear this. He said, "There is a reason why the emperor is so happy during the day."

Yuyan suddenly became more energetic. Yinzhen would never bring up this for no reason.

"What's the matter?" Yu Yan asked.

Yinzhen said, "The emperor should have thought it through. The emperor still can't let go of the efforts he has made for the prince, and he should still want to give him a chance. The previous incident was just a mess by the servants, and someone wanted to corrupt the prince. The emperor insisted that the prince was still very kind and loving. The emperor went to see the prince once recently."

The prince knelt before the emperor and cried, vowing that he would never be deceived by villains again.

Kangxi softened his heart and decided to release the prince and no longer confine him to his room.

A prince who is under house arrest is indeed unable to control the court.

The prince just standing there can stop many people from thinking about it.

Kangxi had made the decision, and he was able to put aside a heavy worry and not have to deal with the crown prince. How could he not be happy?

That's why I'm so happy.

The beautiful lady was speechless. How long could Kangxi deceive himself and others like this? If the prince returned to his old ways, it would be even more hurtful.

She thought so in her heart but didn't express it. But Yinzhen heard it and agreed with it. He actually thought so in his heart.

But no one could dissuade the emperor's father from making his decision.

Moreover, if he had not truly given up, how could he have made the decisive decision to depose the crown prince?

Yinzhen said, "If the prince is to come out, the previous things will naturally be written off and will not be mentioned again. The emperor will still promote the prince and push those things to others. Then, the Eighth and Fourteenth who attacked the prince will definitely be put on ice by the emperor. At least when the prince is still proud, they will not be reused."

Not to mention that the prince will definitely hear rumors after he is released. Once he investigates and finds out about these things, how can he not take revenge on Yinsi and Yinzhen?

Too many people know about these things, and it is impossible for the emperor and him to cover up all the channels. Even if the emperor knows that there will be disputes between the brothers, the emperor still has the prince in his heart.

Yinsi and Yinzhi had been in power for many years, and they might have some room to compete with the crown prince, but whoever helped them at this time would be the crown prince's enemy.

Earlier, the Queen repeatedly said not to make enemies with the Crown Prince. Now that she encountered the matter of the Fourteenth Prince, the Queen could not care about anything else.

What else could Yinzhen say? Wasn't it obvious to him that the queen was partial to him over the years?

He is obviously my mother's younger brother, but he insisted on making things like this. No one is willing to listen to him.

If you think carefully about the Tong family, those people cannot be considered his uncles in the true sense. However, because of Empress Xiaoyi, they are very close to him and treat him very well.

Comparing the two compartments, the difference is obvious.

If the Tong family was really in danger of being destroyed as Yuyan said, Yinzhen thought that he would definitely have to save the Tong family.

Longkodo is still a front-line guard now, and it is not obvious that he has done anything serious. But if Yuyan says that he is a bad person, then let the Tong family know a little and ask the uncles to take good care of this so-called little uncle.