My only thought is to get rid of you because I feel that you have deceived my feelings, so I hate you.
But now it seems that it wasn't hatred, it was just anger. Angry that your family played with my feelings, so I wanted you dead, that's all.
And your feelings towards Murong Qingyu and Murong Qingyun are not as steadfast as I imagined. Maybe you love Murong Qingyu, but you love Murong Qingyun even more, but in this world, the one you love most is yourself.
"Xia Muwan, think about it, how hard is the bed head behind you? If you really want to die, you can kill yourself by hitting your head against the wall or biting your tongue. You can both die well. Why suffer such injustice here?"
Looking at Xia Muwan's almost cannibalistic expression, Qian Yeying said, "I'm very glad that I'm more sober than you. At least I was able to judge the situation and retreat when I knew the tide was turning. That's why I can live in peace. At least, Ming'er won't embarrass me. At least, those palace maids and eunuchs outside can still respectfully address me as the Supreme Emperor."
Xia Muwan, what about you? You treat a husband who doesn't value you and would rather push you to another man for his own glory and wealth. What do you get?
As far as I know, the cauldron that the Divine Religion needs must be made of a living person. If you or Murong Qingyu had refused to obey, especially if you would rather die than enter the palace, the Divine Religion would certainly be helpless.
But you entered the palace. Whether it was your fault or Murong Qingyu's, you were there. Since you were there, you should have treated me and the child we had well. But you still didn't! Not only did you poison me, you also poisoned a two-year-old baby!
It would be fine if you just apologized to us, but you should have treated Murong Qingyu and Murong Qingyun well. But you still didn't! After they died, you clearly had a hundred ways to commit suicide at any moment, but you still managed to survive until now.
You said you didn't want to die, so you should have won Ming'er's heart and asked him to spare you for the sake of you being his mother, and let you become a noble empress dowager like me. But you didn't do it. Not only did you not reflect on your actions, but you poisoned them instead.
Qian Yeying looked at Xia Muwan with disdain and pity: "Xia Muwan, now that you are locked up in this place, facing a corpse all day long, do you feel extremely regretful?"
After saying that, Qian Yeying smiled and said, "You know, Ming'er has a child now, and I have a little grandson now. His name is Shengxuan, and we all call him Xiaoxuanxuan. This little guy loves to cling to me all day long, he's so cute.
Now, I'm incredibly grateful to have become the Emperor. The entire Kyushu Continent has been unified by Ming'er, and there's a lot going on. And I, not only possess a supreme position, but I also don't have to review endless memorials all day long.
Now, every day when I have nothing to do, I play with Xiao Xuanxuan. If I have nothing else to do, I just wander around the palace or the imperial city. Some time ago, I made a few commoner friends outside the palace, all of them old men around my age. We play cards and chess together, and our lives are more comfortable than those of a god.
After finishing his words, Qian Yeying felt that after talking to Xia Muwan for so long, he didn't feel any pleasure of revenge at all. He shook his head and said, "I'm leaving. I also made an appointment with a few old men outside the palace to watch a play at a teahouse tonight.
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