But fifteen years of nurturing, growth and careful cultivation, followed by such a brutal fight, cannot be used to be your wife.
You are a child of destiny, the Grand Marshal's only son, while I am but a humble speck of dust. 'The Selection of a Thousand Golds' does not seal my fate; on the contrary, it marks the beginning of another difficult chapter in my life. Our identities are worlds apart, and our paths will never intersect in this life.
So... thank you for loving me, but... I can no longer love you as recklessly as before. Even if I die tomorrow, at least I can love you today. From now on, my life can only be dedicated to the Grand Marshal. This is also the purpose of his cultivation of us."
Murong Xiao's words made Murong Qingyun so depressed that he wanted to chop someone.
He clamped Murong Xiao's shoulders again and asked, "When did you become so resigned to your fate? When did you start to think you were the Grand Marshal's man? Haven't you always liked to use me as a shield to show how different you are from others?"
Murong Xiao raised the corner of his lips bitterly and replied, "From the beginning of the 'Thousand Gold Selection' competition, from the beginning when those women who were originally very good sisters, but who regarded everyone as an enemy after knowing their fate, fell in front of me one by one, I have accepted my fate.
Qingyun, tell me, what's the point of me trying so hard to survive? Can I get what I want? Can I get the person I love? Can I have the same happiness as ordinary people?
Murong Xiao shook his head. "I have nothing, no future, no hope. I'm just a killer trained by the Grand Marshal, a chess piece. If he tells me to go east, I can't go west.
Do you know how I felt when I saw the girls I grew up with falling in front of me one by one?
We are all orphans, growing up in this small world together. Like me, they long for survival and freedom, but no matter how hard they try, they will only face death in the end.
Although I don't know what the Grand Marshal wants the five of us to do in the end, I have a bad feeling that my fate will be the same as theirs.
Death may be my only way out..."
Before Murong Xiao could finish her words, she was already tightly embraced by Murong Qingyun. He hugged her so tightly that he almost rubbed her into his bones.
For Murong Xiao, who was covered in wounds, not to mention that she originally wanted to gnaw his bones and drink his blood, the wounds on her body alone were so painful that she wanted to kill the man in front of her.
Although it would be easy for her to kill this man at this moment, she couldn't.
His life was worthless, and death was not a pity. But she had to live!
She must walk out of the Marshal's Mansion alive, detoxify her husband, and eliminate all enemies around him. In the end, she also wants to live happily with him, give birth to their children again, and let him (her) live happily and well in this world.
Since God has been so kind to her and allowed her to be reborn again and again, she must not let God down.
In this life, Murong Xiao's life is destined to be wonderful!
As for Murong Qingyun, he originally just thought that Murong Xiao was beautiful, so beautiful that he couldn't take his eyes off to admire other women.
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