Chapter 123 Death of the Virgin: No Love

Chen Xue and Xiao Zhang looked at each other. Where could Mu Mian be? She couldn't be so naive as to hide in the closet like Yuan Yuan and the others, right? Then they realized that their thinking was limited. Mu Mian might really be there.

After Xiao Zhang and the others left, Fang Rui was the only one left in the room.

He walked to the closet and saw a bag of bread on the ground. He smiled. Mu Mian should not be hungry.

Fang Rui knocked on the closet door, but no one answered.

He knocked again.

"Fang Rui, you knocked on the wrong door. It's the cabinet over here." Mu Mian whispered, "There are so many documents piled over there. I can't squeeze in, and my legs are numb, so I changed to another side."

Fang Rui opened the cabinet and saw Mu Mian curled up inside. She was holding a small pink bag tightly in her hand - it was a gift from Jiang Yun to her. She threw it away in front of her sister, and then took advantage of her sister's inattention to search for it in the trash can downstairs for a long time before finding it.

Feeling the dazzling light, Mu Mian turned around and faced Fang Rui.

Next to her was a pile of small bread and a bottle of water. It seemed that she planned to live in the cabinet for a long time.

"Fang Rui, I don't want to go out now. I'm thinking about something." Mu Mian said.

"No. But Mu Mian, please move to another place for me, otherwise how can I get into the cabinet to accompany you?"

Mu Mian turned around, her eyes were red, she looked at Fang Rui in surprise, but Fang Rui was really drilling into the cabinet, Mu Mian moved inside, nodded and said: "Okay."

Fang Rui was too tall, he drilled for a long time, but couldn't get into the cabinet.

"Mu Mian, what should I do, I can't get in." Fang Rui's voice was very embarrassed.

Mu Mian thought Fang Rui looked very funny now, he was so big, he tried hard to squeeze into the cabinet, his head was in, but his legs couldn't get in. This narrow cabinet couldn't fit him at all.

"Fang Rui, you don't have to come in." Mu moved his position, from inside the cabinet to the side of the cabinet.

Fang Rui sat on the floor, leaning against the cabinet, "I can only sit outside to accompany you."

"Fang Rui, I feel guilty. I shouldn't be sad about Ms. Jiang's death. On the day of my parents' funeral, I didn't cry, and I even hid behind the tombstone and secretly ate two offerings. I was too hungry. My aunt found out, and she said I was a cold-blooded monster. I didn't understand it. She obviously wanted my father to die and take away his inheritance, but she cried so sadly because of my father's death. And I didn't shed a tear."

Mu Mian recalled the first time she faced the death of a loved one in her life. "I told her that everyone will die, and it's nothing. She will die in the future too. This is an immutable law of nature. She glared at me, then ran away screaming. Everyone else looked at me strangely. It was that day that I knew I was not a normal person."

Jiang Yun's death awakened Mu Mian's memory of the funeral. Her previous memories were all black, static, and colorless, but her memories now became much more vivid, with colors, and the pictures moved. She even remembered her great aunt's twitching facial muscles and the unpleasant body odor on her body.

"Fang Rui, should I have acted sad at the funeral?" Mu Mian asked guiltily, "My parents treated me much better than Ms. Jiang did, but I didn't feel sad for them. But I am sad now because of Ms. Jiang's death." "

You must have been very sad back then, you just didn't know how to express it and couldn't understand your own emotions." Fang Rui comforted her, "If you weren't sad, why did you hide in the closet at that time?"

"Fang Rui, I still like my old self. Even if I was sad back then, my heart wouldn't hurt. I just needed to hide in the closet and my brain could control my emotions. But now I'm overwhelmed by the huge grief and I'm suffocating." Mu Mian was a little panicked. She didn't understand what was wrong with her. Her reason told her that she didn't like Ms. Jiang, but she was so sad about Ms. Jiang's death that she lost control.

Her reason and her emotion were out of place.

Mu Mian handed Fang Rui a photo. In the photo, young Jiang Yun was holding a baby. She had a smile on her face and looked at the baby with loving eyes.

"Because of that photo, I thought she loved me a little. I found many reasons for her to explain why she abandoned me. Even though all her behaviors were so illogical, I still had expectations for her. I thought she had her reasons, but today I found that I couldn't lie to myself."

Tears kept flowing from Mu Mian's eyes, "She really doesn't love me. She doesn't hate autistic children, she just hates Mu Mian. But even so, I still don't want her to die."

Fang Rui hugged Mu Mian tightly.

"Fang Rui, why doesn't she like me?" Mu Mian said with sobs.

"Some mothers don't love their children. But it's not your fault, nor is it because you are not good enough."

"Well, I'm a genius, and there are many people who love me. It doesn't matter if she's missing." Mu Mian said lightly.

Shen Xinyin received a call from Chen Xue and rushed over. She looked at Mu Mian being hugged by Fang Rui outside the door. She suddenly realized that Mu Mian might have the ability to feel and express emotions that a normal person should have.

All the changes started when she wanted to find her mother. Perhaps from that time on, Mu Mian had changed. Her self-awareness had a qualitative development. She began to wonder where she came from, so she needed to find her mother.

Later, after a series of events, Mu Mian learned to lie, to be curious about love, and today, she finally had a substantial feeling about death.

Mu Mian is slowly becoming a normal person.

This is good!

"Sister, don't get me wrong, this is just a normal comforting action." Xiao Zhang supplemented on the side.

"Xiao Zhang, you also called sister!" Chen Xue poked Xiao Zhang with her hand, and promoted Fang Rui to Shen Xinyin, "Sister Xiyin, are you satisfied with Fang Dui, your brother-in-law? Fang Dui is a very good person and takes good care of Mian Mian... The most important thing is that Mian Mian likes him very much."

"I found out." Mu Mian has begun to not need her. Shen Xinyin was a little relieved and a little sad.

"So you support them to be together"

"I support all of Xiao Mian's choices." So even though she knew that Mu Mian would be very disappointed after finding Jiang Yun, she still didn't stop it.

With Fang Rui's comfort, Mu Mian quickly calmed down.

"Chen Xue, I'm sorry, I heard you calling me, but I was thinking about something at that time, so I couldn't reply you."

Xiao Zhang muttered softly: "But you responded to the boss, and he didn't even say anything, he just knocked on the cabinet."

"..."

"It's okay, I'm mainly worried that something will happen to you. Next time, you have to tell me in advance."

"Chen Xue, what can happen to me? I am very vigilant and won't have accidents easily."

"..." Xiao Zhang thought of the photo with a big cross drawn on it. Mu Mian could have a lot of accidents!

After learning that Shen Xinyin was proficient in painting therapy, Xiao Zhang thought that since she was here, he asked her to help them analyze Lin Qianyan's paintings to see if there were any clues in these paintings.

Xiao Zhang handed the paintings drawn by Lin Qianyan to Shen Xinyin, "Doctor Shen, do you think there is anything wrong with these paintings? Anyway, after we saw them, we all felt very uncomfortable."

Shen Xinyin flipped through the large stack of paintings. The more she looked, the deeper her brows wrinkled. She said, "If the author of these paintings is not a schizophrenic patient, then he is very likely to have an antisocial personality."