Chapter 129 Death of the Virgin: The Egoist (Jiang Yun Extra)

Jiang Yun looked at Lin Qianyan's knife stabbing at herself, she thought of her childhood, perhaps, she passed on the sin and cold-bloodedness to Lin Qianyan.

Jiang Yun is an illegitimate daughter, her father is quite rich, but he is afraid of his wife and dare not take her home. Her mother is a beautiful waste, she drinks every day, and when she can't get money, she beats and scolds her.

The adults around her scolded her behind her back, saying that she is the daughter of a mistress and shameless. Jiang Yun did not refute them. At night, she would puncture their bicycle tires or throw caterpillars into their children's schoolbags.

Later, they all said that Jiang Yun was a well-behaved and sensible child. Every time her mother went to the bar and got drunk, she carried her mother back home. When her father didn't pay child support, she even had to go to school and work hard to earn money to support the family.

Jiang Yun studied hard and was admitted to the best high school and the best university. She saved money and finally went abroad to study with her own money.

She finally escaped from that nightmare place and her useless mother.

Before meeting Mu Mian's father, Jiang Yun's life was bleak. She did a lot of bad things. For example, she knew that she could only get second place in the exam, so she secretly cut the brakes of the first place student's bicycle, causing him to break his hand and unable to take the exam. That time, Jiang Yun received the highest scholarship...

At that time, she became a subject in Mu Mian's father's graduation experiment for a fee of one hundred dollars. That's how they met.

Mu Mian's father studied psychology, he was very smart, he saw the selfish and indifferent soul hidden in Jiang Yun at a glance. But he still fell in love with Jiang Yun.

Jiang Yun hated this person who always stuck to her at first. She was very busy, and she worked part-time every day after class to earn living expenses.

Jiang Yun told Mu Wenzhou all the bad things she had done, and then told him: "Mu Wenzhou, I am a poisonous scorpion. Anyone who gets close to me and tries to love me will be hurt by me. You'd better stay away from me."

"Jiang Yun, you had no choice at that time. You had to do that to survive, otherwise you wouldn't be able to survive."

Mu Wenzhou hugged her and also hugged the injured soul.

At that moment, endless grievances surged into her eyes. Yes, she had no choice, just like a scorpion stabbing others with its stinger, it was just an instinct to protect itself.

Later they got married, bought a house, and Jiang Yun was pregnant.

Jiang Yun was looking forward to the birth of this child. At that time, she felt that no matter what the child looked like, she would love her and give her the best. She wanted to give Mu Mian everything she lacked in her childhood.

When Mu Mian was still a baby, she was very different from other children. She rarely cried and rarely responded to the behavior of adults. She seemed to live in her own world.

When other children of the same age could speak fluently, Mu Mian couldn't say a word. No matter how hard Jiang Yun talked to Mu Mian, she would not respond. She didn't cry or make a fuss, like a rag doll.

Later, Mu Mian was diagnosed with autism.

The assessor said that Mu Mian had a low IQ, sensory integration disorder, and stagnant language development. They had to be mentally prepared that Mu Mian might be like this for the rest of her life.

Jiang Yun gradually collapsed. She didn't want to be tied down by such a child. She had her own dreams and career. She didn't want to take care of a fool all her life. No, it was more terrible than a fool. At least those mentally retarded children would give their parents emotional feedback, but Mu Mian was like a walking corpse.

Mu Mian's father didn't think so. He was a psychotherapist. He thought that as long as he kept expressing his love to Mu Mian, Mu Mian would feel it sooner or later. Mu Mian was not without emotion. She just didn't find the frequency to communicate with the outside world. As long as they kept sending love signals to Mu Mian, they would be able to get in touch with her sooner or later.

Even if they couldn't get in touch, it didn't matter. No matter what Mu Mian looked like, she would be their most beloved child.

Jiang Yun thought he was too naive. Of course, he could say such empty words since he was not the one who took care of Mu Mian at home every day and faced such an indifferent child.

In order to treat Mu Mian's autism, they began to spend more than they earned and their life became difficult.

Later, Jiang Yun couldn't stand it anymore and asked for a divorce from Mu Mian's father.

"Jiang Yun, you should have postpartum depression. You need to get treatment instead of divorcing me."

"No, Mu Wenzhou, I have always been such a selfish and cold-blooded person. I am tired of the hard days with you, and I am also tired of children like Mu Mian. I have my own dreams and I don't want to be trapped here."

"Okay, let's divorce. Don't worry, I will take good care of Mu Mian."

Mu Mian's father signed very readily and even asked his friends to borrow tens of thousands of dollars for her. He smiled and said, "Jiang Yun, you don't have to feel guilty. Everyone has the right to choose their own life. Go and realize your dream."

At that moment, Jiang Yun felt that she was extremely sinful. But what could she do? If she didn't escape from here, she would become a madman.

After returning to China, Jiang Yun met Lin Ye, who was just an unfavored son of the Lin family at that time and was excluded from the heirs. Jiang Yun used the power of the Jiang family and her own plans to support him step by step, and finally he inherited the Lin family's property.

Jiang Yun was once the illegitimate daughter of the Jiang family and suffered from contempt, so her dream was to climb to the highest place and become a powerful person. Meeting Mu Wenzhou was an accident. His love once paralyzed her for a short time, but childhood trauma could not be healed.

She did not love Lin Ye, and Lin Ye had many women outside, and she did not care. Her love was buried by her abroad, buried in the small house with Mu Wenzhou and Mu Mian.

So her only expectation for the unborn Lin Qianyan was that he must be a boy.

He was indeed a boy, but unexpectedly, he was also abnormal. When he was three years old, he still couldn't speak. The therapist diagnosed him as an autistic patient.

At that moment, she felt that fate was playing tricks on her. Why did she give birth to an abnormal child again? But this time she accepted her fate. Anyway, she just needed a son. It didn't matter what he looked like.

She found the best nanny to take care of Lin Qianyan, and occasionally she would show a loving mother's appearance and play with him. She didn't love this child, but she had no choice. She must have a son.

Lin Ye's ex-wife also gave him a son, Lin Qianjie. The child was very rebellious and he didn't like Jiang Yun. But Jiang Yun knows how to manipulate people's hearts. She first showed weakness and softened Lin Qianjie's attitude with sugar-coated bullets, and then provoked the relationship between them to make Lin Qianjie completely side with her.

She tolerated all of Lin Qianjie's bad behavior, suppressed his occasional ambition, and finally completely abandoned him.

Occasionally she would think of Mu Mian and Mu Wenzhou. But she didn't dare to find out about their current situation. Her cousin told her that Mu Mian's father died and she was adopted by the Shen family. Later, Jiang Yinian found her and said, "Aunt, I saw Mu Mian, she..."

"Enough, don't mention this name in front of me." Jiang Yun interrupted him.

Jiang Yun put all his energy into his career.

Lin Ye had more and more women, and one of them was even pregnant and wanted to get promoted. At this time, Jiang Yun suddenly realized that Lin Ye seemed to be useless. So she secretly replaced Lin Ye's medicine, causing him to have a stroke and die in bed while having an affair with another woman.

She changed from Mrs. Lin to Ms. Jiang and became the real person in power.

She wanted to go find Mu Mian, but she found that it would not make Mu Mian live a better life, so she gave up. If Mu Mian was raised by her, he would probably become a selfish and cold-blooded person.

In the gallery, it was the first time she saw Mu Mian as an adult. She was cute, and she tested her carefully, but she disappointed Mu Mian. She had never been a good mother.

Jiang Yun was surprised to find that Mu Mian had become a normal person. She could speak, she could draw, and she even became a forensic doctor.

But all the changes in Mu Mian had nothing to do with her.

She thought, since Mu Mian could become a normal person, then Yan Yan could too. She wanted those experts to study Mu Mian and find out why she was cured of autism, but Shen Xinyin protected her very well, so she had no idea where to start.

Before she died, Jiang Yun remembered the time when Mu Mian was just born, when the person she loved was also by her side, and they were dreaming of a beautiful future together.

The corners of her mouth raised and she smiled.

But if time could go back, she would still choose to divorce and leave Mu Mian. Her life belongs only to herself.